Chapter 56: A Lifetime of Concern
Su Mei slowly lifted the curtain, looking at Wu Shun who was running with the carriage, her thin and thin body, knowing that she couldn't catch up with the carriage because of her physical exertion, but she still tried hard to catch up......
At this time, the mountain road is difficult to walk, coupled with the heavy rain a few days ago, the ground is muddy, Wu Shun has fallen several times, at the moment is already embarrassed, muddy water mixed with sweat, the carriage has been running for a long time, Wu Shun's pale face shows that her physical strength is overdrawn, but she has a premonition in her heart, if she says goodbye today, it may be goodbye, and she can't give up!
Wu Shun gritted his teeth and persevered, his staggering steps splashed layers of mud, Wu Shun fell under his feet, and fell to the ground again, Wu Shun looked at the distant carriage in despair, and threw himself on the ground and cried heartbreakingly......
Li Junxian closed his eyes tightly, his hands tightly covered his ears, Wu Shun's cry smashed on Li Junxian's heart like a heavy drum, Su Mei slowly lowered the car curtain, quietly looked at Junxian and handed out a Supa and said softly: "Go ahead......"
Jun Xian raised his head and looked at Su Mei, Su Mei laughed softly: "After all these years, I should have known that I had lost a long time ago, I lost ten years ago, in fact, I may have matured earlier, or maybe I have never won!" I don't know why you chose to go back with me again this time, I thought I had a chance, but now it seems that I was wrong, everything just proves that I lost again, and I lost completely! But I didn't lose to Wushun, I just lost to you, and I can't bear to make you unhappy by my side after all...... So go back to her......"
Jun Xian shook her head slowly, and Su Mei raised her voice and said, "Why? Why do you love her so much, why do you torture her and torture yourself like this? ”
Jun Xian took a deep breath and said slowly: "Su Mei, I'm sorry for you!" My heart is given to Shun'er, you are right, I don't love you, but ...... I can't go back......"
Su Mei smiled softly: "Why not?" Don't you keep saying that you love her? Look out the window......"
Jun Xian's eyes were gloomy and said, "I only have two days to live at most...... I can't...... I can't let her remember me for the rest of her life! I can't let her watch me die...... I'm afraid, I'm afraid she can't stand it, I'd rather she hate me! ”
Su Mei looked at Jun Xian with wide eyes, it turned out that this was the case! Hehe! Su Mei smiled self-deprecatingly and said softly: "Hehe! I thought you loved her so much, and now it seems to be average! Cheng Qian, you don't know how to love ...... after all."
Jun Xian raised her head and looked at Su Mei, Su Mei looked back at Jun Xian and said softly: "You are just afraid that your death will make her sad, but have you ever thought that you are not afraid that she will be sad if you leave like this?" After you die, your love and children will support her to live, but if it continues like this, she will not only lose you but also her children, do you think she will have the courage to live well at that time? ”
Jun Xian shook his head lightly and said, "No! She was a strong woman...... She can ......"
Su Mei laughed loudly: "Strong? Hehe...... Any woman is fragile and vulnerable in the face of love! If you're that sure, why don't you look outside the car? ”
Su Mei paused, lowered her head, and said softly, "Cheng Qian...... I just don't want you to regret ......"
"Jun Xian!" Wu Shun finally exhausted his strength and fell to the ground fiercely, Wu Shun looked at the distant carriage and shouted in despair: "Jun Xian! You said that my life is in your life, and you will be with me in heaven and on earth! You forgot...... Have you forgotten everything? ”
Wu Shun's voice was bleak and tactful, Li Junxian's eyes turned slightly, he stood up and looked at Su Mei and said softly: "Thank you!" With that, he quickly jumped out of the car and ran towards Wushun quickly......
Su Mei quietly looked at Li Junxian's back as she was getting farther and farther away from her, a teardrop slowly slipped across her face, blurring her beautiful face for a while, Su Mei slowly withdrew her hand and gently lowered the car curtain, the corners of her mouth slightly hooked a smile, and said in a deep voice: "No need to go back to the palace......
The coachman heard the puzzled and asked, "Then where are we going, Princess?" ”
Su Mei said softly: "It's good to go anywhere......"
Su Mei lifted the curtain of the car and looked up at the lonely birds in the sky, and laughed softly......
Whether it's the Prince's Mansion or the Changshan Palace, it's meaningless now......
Wu Shun lay in the muddy water and looked at Li Junxian who ran towards him with a smile, Li Junxian gently picked up Wu Shun, hugged him tightly in his arms, and sobbed: "Shun'er...... Shun'er ...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
Wu Shun said softly: "No! You finally came back, thank you! Thank you, Junxian! Thank you for not breaking your promise! ”
Jun Xian gently wiped the muddy water off his face for Wu Shun and said softly: "Shun'er! Why are you so stupid! So stupid! What do you want me to do with you! ”
Wu Shun smiled playfully and blinked his eyes and said mischievously: "I just want you to worry about it, so that you can't do without me for the rest of your life!" ”
Jun Xian hugged Wu Shun in his arms, and his grief turned into tears at this moment, when did he become so vulnerable? I have never been so afraid of dying at this moment, afraid of leaving the world in front of me, afraid of never being able to use you in my arms again!
Jun Xian gently wiped away Wu Shun's tears, Wu Shun happily wanted to stand up, there was a stinging pain in his knee, Wu Shun endured the pain and smiled and held Jun Xian and said softly: "Hehe! Jun Xian! Let's go home! ”
Wu Shun's fleeting look could not hide from Li Junxian's eyes, Jun Xian hurriedly squatted down and carefully checked Wu Shun's knees, Wu Shun blushed with shame, Jun Xian gently lifted Wu Shun's skirt, only to see that the snow-white pants on the knees were stained with Yin Yin's blood, Jun Xian looked at Wu Shun's wound with a heartache and said softly: "Shun'er...... Sorry ......"
Wu Shun looked at the man in front of him who was carefully checking his injuries, shook his head gently, and looked at Li Junxian affectionately with bright eyes and said softly: "Junxian, we don't have to say sorry between us......"
Li Junxian looked at Wu Shun with a deep sadness and reluctance in his eyes, the deep love was just a joke in his eyes before, where would his previous self believe that there would be such a deep love in the world, everything is just driven by interests, taking what each other needs. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 If it weren't for personal experience, I wouldn't believe it anyway - one day when I was going to leave this world, I couldn't give up a woman! Everything is God's punishment for his contempt for love, the curse of deep love and longevity wraps himself, and all the ridicule turns into helplessness and regret after all......
Li Junxian lowered his head to hide the emotions in his eyes, Wu Shun carefully looked at Junxian A bad premonition arose, at this time he was already clear in his heart, Wu Shun looked up at the sky and frowned slightly, a trace of crystal flashed in his eyes, but he was soon pressed down by Wu Shun, he was powerless to change the status quo, instead of wasting the rest of Shaohua, it is better to cherish it and reduce some regrets......
At this time, the two have already tacitly agreed, ten years of tacit understanding let them not say a word, the two looked at each other quietly, slowly showed a slight smile, the two seemed to return to the painting boat where the two met ten years ago - you are the most beautiful flower I have seen in my life, and I am the luckiest flower admirer......
Shun'er! Even if time flies and fate is ruthless, I still don't regret meeting you, falling in love with you, and knowing you! It was you who made me realize regret, experience heartache, and understand cherishing! It taught me what love is - love is new, love is old, love is all, love is you!
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