One after another, and another, and another, and another, what the hell is going on!

Since New Year's Day, Li Hao's mood has not been good, and he knows that if this situation continues, then he should be mentally prepared. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

This is not accidental, then his bad mood will continue for a long time, one after another active or so-called passive exposure, so that his heart seems to extend outward from the center and crack, he seems to be able to hear the sound of clicking, and every time he can't breathe.

At this time, reason seemed to have encountered a natural enemy, and it didn't know where to shrink, and a wave of blood rushed to the sky.

As a loyal and hot-blooded Yui'er, he felt that he had been hit like the end of the world, and only his body was left, and his heart had slowly shed the last drop of blood and stopped beating with the damage of various news.

A sentence suddenly popped up in his mind, how to solve his worries, only Du Kang! Then, as if he was being dominated by another soul, he rushed out of the house at half past two in the middle of the night and ran frantically to the nearby bar.

For someone who is so allergic to alcohol that they want to vomit when they smell it, going to a bar for a drink is incredible. There seemed to be a fire spreading in Li Hao's heart, and only alcohol could extinguish this fire.

Rush into the flickering halls and head straight for the bar, then pull out your wallet and shout to the waiter, "Serve me the strongest drink you've ever had!" ”

Bottles of wine were poured into Li Hao's mouth, and for the first time he felt that the wine was not so unpleasant, the hot feeling flowed down his throat into his stomach, as if it was burning, and the more he poured it, the more he burned, the more he burned.

Several people near the bar looked at Li Hao with puzzled eyes, is this person emotionally hurt, come and buy drunk!

After a while, there were only empty bottles left for the 3 bottles of wine, Li Hao wiped the corners of his mouth, burped, and then took out a wad of money, "3 more bottles, I didn't drink enough!" The bartender looked at Li Hao and hesitated a little, this was obviously to get drunk on his own rhythm!

An hour later, Li Hao, who was paralyzed by alcohol, stumbled out of the bar, and when the night breeze blew, he felt the world spinning, his brain was pounding, and his stomach seemed to be about to erupt.

He squatted down suddenly, began to vomit incessantly, and after a while he staggered back to his feet, held on to the tree by the side of the road and gasped for a few breaths, tried to open his hazy eyes, discern the direction of his descent, and raised his legs to walk home.

The horn sounded, and a truck came from a distance, and Li Hao continued to walk forward as if he hadn't heard it.

The squeak of brakes, the truck stopped in front of his eyes, and he couldn't open his eyes from the dazzling lights, and a rough roar sounded.

"You kid wants to die, stupid X!"

"Yes, I just want to die, you hit me!"

The driver sniffed, smelled the skyrocketing alcohol, and closed his mouth again.

muttered a few words, scolded and drove the car away!

Back at home, taking off his clothes, Li Hao got into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and poured warm water from his head.

It's already six, do I have to suffer like this three more times? Will I still be able to hold on? Should I still hold on?

It's been six years, and there are several six years in life! For them, I didn't even look for a girlfriend in college!

It's not that I'm ugly and can't find it, with good looks and excellent academic performance, a solid family background, and a college campus with a strong love atmosphere, just the title of the president of the student union makes several girls hint or express it to themselves.

But since I saw them for the first time on my roommate's laptop by chance, I seemed to be completely fascinated by them, just in time for them to encounter the "Black Sea", looking at the strong nine tearful girls on the stage, his heart seemed to be hit hard by a hammer.

From then on, he began to chase the stars, chasing their pace.

Posters, albums, dolls, and a variety of peripheral products fill Li Hao's living space.

My roommate also jokingly said that it's okay to chase stars, but you also have to chase them sensibly!

Although he knew that his roommate was right, Li Hao's heart seemed to be filled with them, he gave up falling in love, giving up the time for entertainment and rest, in addition to studying, he was crazy to collect their information, cry with them, laugh with them, and face the unknown future together.

In addition to his own studies, he taught himself Korean, and in just one year, he spoke even the dialect of Korean very authentically.

In the summer vacation of his junior year, Li Hao deliberately went to South Korea and used the documents of relatives living in South Korea to register for their official Fansclb paid membership.

I wanted to see if I could meet someone at the door of S.M's company, but I didn't see one for three days, so I was disappointed.

Even so, he would have laughed out loud in his own dreams for days after he returned.

Every song of theirs, every variety show, as long as it is available on the Internet, with his computer expertise, he saves it in the computer, listens to the songs over and over again, and watches variety shows over and over again.

Mobile phone wallpapers and computer desktops are full of their various posters.

After graduation, with excellent grades in school, Li Hao entered a large company to do network planning.

There is less time, but his liking for them has not decreased, and he has added another way to contact them, Li Hao began to read novels about Korean entertainment, fantasized about becoming the protagonist, writing songs for them, helping them start businesses, etc.

So he began to dabble in American pop music, as long as it was on the billboard charts, he listened attentively, as long as it was a good box office movie, he also watched it seriously, fantasizing that one day he would become their patron saint and pave the way for them to move forward.

He understands the stars of the American entertainment industry one by one. With a smart brain and an unusual memory, Li Hao lived a very fulfilling life.

He has never missed every concert in ****, if the time is not right, he will ask for leave, because of his outstanding work, he is deeply liked by the manager, and he is also very happy for his leave manager.

Watching them sing to their heart's content on stage, Li Hao frantically supported offstage.

He could hum along with every song, and every stage costume he imprinted in his mind.

After the concert, Li Hao always waited until the end to go home, and he accompanied them for more than two hours of concert, even if he was very tired, he still slept very sweetly at night, and went to work the next day full of energy.

My parents urged him many times to find a partner quickly, and he was not young. But he happily agreed every time, but never acted.

After the holiday, he originally wanted to try his luck in South Korea to see if he could get close to them!

As a result, on New Year's Day, he suffered his first blow, Yun'er was exposed to a relationship, he frantically refreshed the page, he hoped it wasn't true, but the brokerage companies on both sides admitted it, and hoped that everyone would support it.

Li Hao was angry, he felt that he was hurt, how could this be? Although he also knew that such news would come out sooner or later, he was always reluctant to think too much about such issues. Li Hao dropped the mouse and smashed the keyboard, but fortunately he didn't smash the computer!

He hadn't eaten all day, he wasn't in the mood at all, he sat in front of the computer in a daze, staring at the screen, and several clear pictures were like sharp knives, stinging Li Hao's eyes.

But only two days later, Xiuying was exposed again, Li Hao felt that this was not just these two, there might be more down, and the originally fragile heart became more and more sad.

He is a little afraid to go online, he is afraid that when he wakes up, everything will be exposed, then he may go crazy.

I spent 100 days in fear, and it should be unlikely, but it turned out to be two more on the same day, Xiaoyuan's suspected beating incident also exposed his boyfriend, Meng Niu and the handsome guy in Thailand went to a café for a date.

Li Hao feels that the whole person is not good, how much he hopes that the end of the world will be on the 31st of 2013, so he will not have regrets.

Then, less than two months later, Taeyeon of the pumping team was also exposed, and Li Hao felt that the sky was about to fall.

Especially this one, under the year, Taeyeon's exposure made Li Hao feel even more heartbroken, it is still the same company, and it has been related since 2011.

The short-bodied goddess of flesh made such a choice?

Li Hao was completely devastated, and he didn't know that an even bigger blow was coming.

On September 30, 2014, Sika revealed that he had been kicked out of the team in the scarf.

When he was young, 8 was missing 1, Li Hao really felt that the sky was falling this time, not only was he withdrawn from the group, but also the rumored boyfriend who followed.

Originally, Li Hao was looking forward to the fan meeting of ****, but it turned out to be a thunderbolt on a sunny day, Li Hao felt that he was like a tribulation immortal who wanted to soar, he encountered a ninefold thunder tribulation, and his body was completely split!

came back from the company in a daze, and he didn't go to the meeting when he was young, he was really sad, Li Hao felt tired, and the goddesses fell off the altar, after all, it wasn't really fireworks that don't eat the world!

Turning off the shower, Li Hao lay down in the bathtub, the alcohol burned himself very uncomfortable, and he immersed his head in the water until he had difficulty breathing.

Thinking back to the mutilated youth, the sad Sika, if he had the ability, he would definitely not have such a thing, but he hated that he was incapable, so he could only sigh helplessly.

How nice it would be if I could be there for them, be their patron saint, and not allow anyone to hurt them, it's mine, it's all mine, it's all mine!

With a fist of his left hand, who knew that he just touched the wire socket, and the thrown wire plug fell into the bathtub, blue sparks flashed, accompanied by a scream, and the bathroom fell into darkness!