Chapter 20: Empathy

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This is the scene I saw when I woke up on the second day, the plum blossoms outside the window, and the curling cigarettes overflowing from the purple sand incense burner exuded the unique fragrance of Hanlian, which couldn't help but make me in a trance. Su Chengjing was dressed in purple, his eyebrows were peaceful, he leaned his head quietly on the bedpost, the early morning sun sprinkled on his side face, at that moment, the rough and simple inn was quiet, and my eyes suddenly couldn't accommodate anything, only the most handsome face in the world in front of me.

Unexpectedly, I suddenly remembered the emotion I had when I was in the world, and that person was as romantic as Su Chengjing, and I don't know how he was doing at the moment.

I didn't want to disturb Su Chengjing, I just wanted to get up gently, but unexpectedly, I tore the wound on my body, and the black blood stained the bedding in an instant, and I screamed softly in pain.

Su Chengjing was awakened and said, "When did the girl wake up?" How not to wake up in the next? ”

"Just woke up." I covered my wound as I was told, frowning, beads of sweat the size of beans falling from my forehead to the bed. I endured the pain and said, "Childe hasn't slept all night, I've woken up, Childe should hurry up and rest." ”

"The girl is injured for the sake of injury, how can it be justified? The doctor took the girl's pulse, but it was just ...... It's just a girl's ......" He stared into my eyes and spoke with some confusion, pausing in the middle of his speech.

I guess what he said, my inhuman situation will definitely let him find out, but the emperor said that you must not let others know, then, you have to delay it for a while, maybe we won't see each other again after tomorrow, so it's better not to dwell too much.

I replied softly: "Childe is puzzled by Bai Sang's body, since I was a child, the doctor said that Bai Sang committed a lone star in his life, because I have been different from others since I was a child, no matter what the doctor can't take my pulse, and the blood I shed is also black, so when I was a child, others regarded me as an outlier, so over the years, I have also become used to it, and Childe does not have to worry." ”

"I see." He nodded and said softly: "The girl's strange appearance is indeed different from others. ”

I inadvertently looked at his expression, but I didn't know if he believed it or not.

Su Chengjing smiled softly again, took out a golden medicine bottle from his arms, took out a pill, and said: "Since the girl is different from ordinary people, she doesn't need ordinary people's prescriptions, this is the Huiyuan Pill that the master personally refined, and it has a great effect on healing wounds." ”

I took the pill from his hand and swallowed it along with the tea.

Maybe it was really the elixir that Emperor Donghua personally refined, and as soon as I swallowed it, I didn't feel how painful the wound was, but my body felt a little warm. I said to him gratefully, "Childe's master is really worthy of being an immortal, and I feel much better after taking the pill." ”

He smiled embarrassedly at me, and then said, "The girl's wound has not healed yet, so let's rest for a while, and I won't bother it later." He was about to leave, but I stopped him.

"Childe, wait."

He turned around in confusion, a little confused. I whispered, "Childe, don't call me a girl anymore, just call me Bai Sang." Childe is always a girl's mouth, and he can't help but look a little raw. ”

"I see," he smiled awkwardly again, then nodded slightly coyly, "You, girl...... Oh no, it's Bai Sang, then you don't call me Gongzi anymore, call me Chengjing. ”

I nodded politely, and he walked out of the room.

"Why, the soul seducer has a love for a man?" From the soul-attracting lamp came a sarcastic laugh.

I ignored it, but I didn't want her to look a little anxious, and raised my voice: "Don't you dare to admit it?" Don't worry, I have the ability to seduce men! Do you want me to teach you? ”

I couldn't help but laugh, "Oh, yes? ”

"What, don't you believe it?"

"Of course I don't believe it, if you have the ability to seduce men, how can a Qin Zimo not be able to do it?"

"You...... Did you read my memory? ”

I asked, "So what?" ”

"Are you laughing at me?"

"I didn't."

She smiled softly: "If you don't laugh at me, why are you so sarcastic about me?" ”

I shook my head: "Nothing you do has anything to do with me, let alone ridicule." You know my purpose very well, so why do you want to provoke me, all I have done is to send you to the bridge of Nai He and cut off all the past, so don't waste your efforts in vain. ”

For a while, the two were speechless.

In the soul-attracting lamp, there was a fiery despair.

She sat quietly in the corner of the lantern, long green silk spreading over her body, her brows furrowed, full of depression.

I looked at her haggard appearance, and I felt a heavy guilt in my heart.

After being quiet for a long time, I said: "Xue Yan, you have never been happy in this life, I believe that you will have a different life in the next life." Qin Zimo doesn't understand that you are his regret, what you want is to forget this regret in your heart, and then reap your happiness. ”

Xue Yan laughed softly: "Now that I look like this, what other posture do I have to say happiness?" You know my life. ”

I listened to her words and sighed in my heart, after all, I am not her, how can I understand the sorrow in her heart. I can be a standard-abiding soul seeker, but I have never been able to be indifferent and ruthless, and probably my humanity will be difficult to abandon after all.

"Actually, I know you're a good person, and I knew it the first time I saw your eyes. I have seen all kinds of people in this world, but only your eyes are so pure and clean. She said leisurely.

I watched her for a long time, but I still listened.

"You must think I'm ridiculous, and I'm still telling you this to this point, and sometimes I don't even know what happened. After I died, I became very angry, even resentful, which I hated the most, but now I have become like this. Sometimes I wonder if my son sees me now, will he hate me even more? But it's okay, it's better for me not to let him see such a terrible thing. ”

She fell into silent silence again, buried her head in her hair, and said no more.

"You...... Do you still love him? ”

She didn't answer.

"I want to give you seven days to ask him in person what doubts you have in mind." I let out a long sigh and finally made a decision that defied the mandate of heaven.

"But you ......"

"I've decided, don't let me go back."

Her gaze fell on my pupils, something seemed to flash in her eyes, and she finally nodded.

"Thank you!"

I met her eyes and smiled slightly, "No thanks, I'm just going back a few days later." ”