Chapter 154 The Meaning of Love

Gui Ling's words once again made Li Shunxi have mixed feelings. He couldn't help but close his eyes and savor the meaning www.biquge.info of these words.

After a long time, he solemnly said to Gui Ling: "Gui Ling, you are different from my situation. Lan Lan is a goddess in my heart, enough for me to do anything for her without hesitation, including making a backup of choices. However, I can be sure that after her feelings have wandered, it must be my harbor that will finally anchor. Because the men who want to fall in love with her may not be able to accommodate her parents. I didn't put any pressure on her and allowed her to make her emotional choices. It was only after some experience that she knew who she should cherish. And I'm just an ordinary man who puts all his emotions into other girls. And you are so good, why should you suffer yourself? ”

Gui Ling pondered for a while, and then said slowly: "Shunxi, it was Mr. Guo who introduced you to me at the beginning. When he told me about you, I couldn't help but be shocked - what kind of man would have such a great spirit and strong will for love? Do you know? I really wanted to see you in person. However, Mr. Guo said that the girl was his classmate abroad, and he felt that she would not sacrifice her love to repay your kindness, and encouraged me to approach you. Because he doesn't want a good man like you to be forgotten in the corner of love. He can only help you in your career. And I am willing to give a piece of my affection precisely because of my admiration for you. Because I know how to invest my feelings in a man who knows how to love, it will make me feel grounded. So, I didn't feel any pain at all. And you may not be right to conclude that it is impossible for any man to accept Lan Lan's parents. Don't forget, money can be a substitute for human effort. If Lan Lan meets a rich man, does the other party still need to directly face and take care of Lan Lan's parents? Although the other party's investment cannot be compared with your sacrifice, although it is said that money cannot buy feelings, feelings are sometimes in a weak position in front of money. ”

Gui Ling's words made Li Shunxi ambivalent and at the same time, he also had a hint of alertness. He couldn't help but face Gui Ling: "Why did Mr. Guo let you approach me?" ”

Gui Ling smiled indifferently: "Of course he hopes that your sacrifice will not be in vain." And I hope I can meet a man who understands feelings and can give everything for love. ”

Li Shunxi continued to ask: "There are so many beauties in our company, why did he choose you?" ”

Gui Ling explained: "Because I have a special relationship with Mr. Guo. ”

Li Shunxi's heart moved, Xiao Fang's words rang in his ears again, and he couldn't help but question: "Did you ever have feelings for each other?" ”

Gui Ling's pretty face suddenly turned red, and she glared at the other party with an angry gaze.

Li Shunxi realized that his question was too direct, so he was embarrassed to explain: "I'm sorry. I don't mean anything else. ”

Gui Ling calmed down her emotions and became calm: "I admit that I admire Mr. Guo very much, so I want to obey what he says and what he explains." To put it mildly, if Mr. Guo wants to develop me as a lover @ person, I'm afraid I won't be able to refuse this temptation @ confusion. However, Mr. Guo is not that kind of man. The reason why he is so close to me is because I am his daughter-in-law's best friend. I was one of the few guests to attend their wedding. ”

Gui Ling's frank words made Li Shunxi abandon his previous doubts. From Guilin's straightforward eyes, he read the truth and calmness of the other party.

However, he was still puzzled: "When Mr. Guo returned to China, he visited the Chen family twice and did a lot of things for me and the Chen family. He seemed to be very close to Lan Lan. If it weren't for him suddenly getting married, I thought he was going to pry Lan Lan's man. But I'm getting more and more confused now - is he doing this for me, or is he doing it for me, or is it to repay Lanlan? ”

Gui Ling was shocked, and also had doubts about Guo Haodong's series of practices. She couldn't help but recall every conversation Guo Haodong had with herself, and finally replied to Li Shunxi with relief: "Please don't doubt Mr. Guo's character." Since he married my best friend, he won't have feelings for other girls. Maybe he does have a good impression of Lan Lan abroad. But as you said - he was discouraged from her feelings because of Lan Lan's parents. And my best friend's family background is very good, and she can even help Mr. Guo's career. Mr. Guo is also an ordinary man, and he will not ignore these issues. Also, I want to tell you that although I have not met your goddess, my best friend's face will never be below her. Let me tell you the truth, my best friend Nan Nan is much more beautiful than me. ”

Li Shunxi also saw Yang Nannan, who visited in the name of the Civil Affairs Bureau, at Chen's house, and the other party's voice and smile appeared in his mind again. He also felt that since Guo Haodong had that beautiful girl, it was impossible for him to take a fancy to his Lan Lan anymore.

His heart calmed down a little, and then he brought the topic between him and Gui Ling again: "Gui Ling, maybe Mr. Guo also miscalculated." My feelings for Lan Lan are unswerving, even if she doesn't choose me in the end, I will love her in my heart for the rest of my life. Therefore, Mr. Guo's arrangement will only sink your feelings into the quagmire. I, Li Shunxi, am not a ruthless man, so I don't want to drag you in anymore. ”

Gui Ling's eyes moistened again: "Actually, Mr. Guo has already asked me to quit." However, I have my own ideas and persistence. I've already talked about the opportunity to reserve a choice for yourself. So, I have to stick to this belief. Please rest assured, I won't put a little pressure on you, as long as we keep a channel for each other, as for our final destination, we can only obey the arrangement of fate. ”

Li Shunxi's eyes suddenly became pitying, and he said angrily: "You are really a stupid girl, can't you see that you are with me, you don't enjoy care and pampering at all, and there are only too many troubles?" Lan Lan's parents have exhausted you. You are a beautiful and kind girl, and you could have enjoyed the care of men like the stars holding the moon. ”

Gui Ling's expression was very solemn: "Shunxi, is love just full of sweetness and romance, even before the flowers and under the moon?" Through your love for Lan Lan, I suddenly have an understanding, that is, the love that bears the suffering together will be unforgettable. And those so-called romantic love often can't stand the scrutiny of real life. Only the feelings that have been shared through hardships and hardships and borne together can be sublimated in sharing weal and woe with each other. Therefore, I can give and sacrifice everything for the love of my heart, even if I fail in the end, I am glad to say that I have done everything for love! ”

Li Shunxi's heart was surging at this time, and it was also full of contradictions. Although he tried hard to persuade Gui Ling to quit, he subconsciously felt that he was afraid that he would become more and more inseparable from the lovely girl beside him. He almost couldn't help but want to hug each other, but a man's concentration and reason kept him restrained and reserved.

As soon as Gui Ling saw that Li Shunxi was silent, she knew his inner struggle, so she preached again: "Shunxi, although Lan Lan is a goddess image in your mind, love at first sight may not be reliable. For example, when I first met Mr. Guo, I immediately had a sense of admiration. But if the other person already belongs to someone else, or there is no one in his eyes at all, you have to learn to let go. Only in this way will you be able to meet the scenery of your own. ”

Li Shunxi wanted to refute Gui Ling a few words, but he couldn't think of the right words to deal with it. He hesitated for a moment before he persuaded, "Okay." It's not early. It's time for me to send you back. ”

Gui Ling immediately stood up: "Okay then." Let's go. ”

In order not to put pressure on each other, Gui Ling said with an expression when she walked side by side with Li Shunxi: "Actually, for men and women who love each other, anyone can find a misjudgment. Some people say that in this vast world, we can never meet the most suitable partner for ourselves. For those successful families, their own partner is only more suitable. Therefore, although I am now in love with you, if I meet a man who is more suitable for me in the future, I will not stick to this affection for you. I also hope that your feelings for Lan Lan are the same. Again, keep yourself a chance to choose. ”

Li Shunxi didn't say anything, but nodded. His mind was in a mess.

Of course, it wasn't just him who was confused, there were many other people -- including Li Suqin and Guo Haodong.

Let's talk about Li Suqin first, who is in the bathroom at home at this time, letting the warm fountain wash her tired body and soul. She couldn't help but recall the daytime scene.

When she found out that her husband was cheating on @, although she remained calm on the surface, she was extremely struggling inside. Such anxiety made her temporarily let go of the joy of just finding her biological daughter, and she was struggling with her relationship with her husband all day.

She did not go to the unit during the day, but only communicated with the person in charge stationed in the disaster area by phone about the situation. Most of the rest of the time, she sat alone in the living room, silently thinking...

Guo Tai had to go home for dinner at noon because of her return. When he found that her complexion was very wrong, he couldn't help asking: "Xiaoqin, are you sick?" ”

Li Suqin nodded: "Yes, I am indeed sick, and I don't know how to diagnose and treat it now." ”

Guo Tai looked at his wife's reserved appearance, and couldn't help grinning: "If you are really sick, go to the hospital quickly." Are you guilty of a 'heart disease'? ”

Li Suqin knew that her emotions had aroused her husband's suspicions, so she lowered her head and ignored him.

When Guo Tai was having lunch, he suddenly asked: "Now that the search and rescue work in the earthquake-stricken area is over, the next step is the resettlement work, right?" ”

"Oh." Li Suqin nodded vaguely.

Guo Tai asked again: "The task of your Civil Affairs Bureau is still very arduous, so when will you return to the disaster area?" ”

Li Suqin was stunned: "Lao Guo, do you want to drive me back to the disaster area?" ”

Guo Tai was taken aback and quickly explained: "I didn't mean that. After all, you are the leader of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and if you rush to the forefront of disaster relief and actively participate in the reconstruction of the disaster area, it will be of great help to your work performance. ”

Li Suqin smiled indifferently: "There are many staff involved in the resettlement of the victims, and I have already arranged the person in charge, so there is no need to run around." Besides, I'm not an official fan, and I don't want to engage in any formalism. ”

Guo Tai's face looked embarrassed: "Don't you go to the disaster area anymore?" ”

Li Suqin's heart moved-what did he mean by his concern about going to the disaster area? Do you still want to take that lonely fox spirit home?

She shuddered and shook her head categorically: "I'm not going." What is more comfortable in the disaster area than at home? ”

The muscles on Guo Tai's cheeks shook a few times, and finally said in a calm tone: "Okay, it's up to you whether to go or not." After all, that is the work of your Civil Affairs Bureau, and I will not interfere. ”

Li Suqin thought of this, her face became even more sad, and she let the fountain above her head wash herself for a long time.

When she came out of the bathroom, she found that Guo Tai was already lying on the bed. She hesitated, then approached with a small step, intending to lie on the other side of the bed without alarming her husband.

Unexpectedly, Guo Tai suddenly opened his eyes and faced her directly.

When he saw her thin nightdress showing off her beautiful and sexy limbs, he couldn't help but feel ape, and immediately half got up and pulled his wife down on the bed, and pressed his body up-

"Let go of me... I'm not feeling well..." Li Suqin felt that her husband was using herself as a stand-in for Wang Xiaoran, and she couldn't help but make her disgusted, and tried her best to refuse the other party.

Unexpectedly, Guo Tai was like a stimulant at this time, and he didn't seem to be soft on his wife's stopping, and even acted savagely.

Li Suqin was a little frightened, feeling that the other party was like a devil, if she resisted strongly, she would suffer from it. She had no choice but to relax her body...

Besides, Guo Haodong stood on the balcony on this night, staring in the direction of the disaster area.

It's a fake that he's not tired after a busy day's work, but he's used to interacting with two different girls every night, and he can only insist on waiting for the process before he can sleep peacefully.

However, according to the convention, he first had to talk to Chen Lanlan on the phone, and when a certain amount of time passed, he found that Chen Lanlan did not take the initiative to call first tonight. This made him hesitate for a long time, feeling that it would be very ungentlemanly if he remained silent, so he mustered up the courage to dial Chen Lanlan's mobile phone-

"Hehe, good evening Haodong. I'm glad I got a call from you. Chen Lanlan's silver bell-like voice immediately came from the mobile phone.

Guo Haodong showed an embarrassed expression: "Look at what you said, didn't I often take the initiative to call you before?" It's just the time difference between us that doesn't allow us to talk all the time. ”

Chen Lanlan's voice quickly turned gloomy: "However, I feel that your feelings for me have changed a little. ”

Guo Haodong's expression was entangled for a moment, and then he said: "As long as you are still the Lan Lan in my impression, my feelings will not change." ”

Chen Lanlan's helpless tone: "Alas, do you think that I am not as beautiful as you imagined now?" ”

Guo Haodong's mouth moved, and finally he had no words to speak.

Chen Lanlan then said: "I also admit that I am not a perfect girl. That's not a reason for you to change, though. There may be more real reasons to change your mind. ”

Guo Haodong finally spoke up: "Stinky girl, what are you talking nonsense? ”

"I'm not talking nonsense. I want to ask you now - does Nan Nan have a place in your heart? ”

Guo Haodong hesitated for a moment, and finally said: "Nan Nan is a kind and simple girl, I have done too many things to be sorry for her before, so I have always felt guilty about her." It makes sense that she holds a certain place in my heart. ”

Chen Lanlan said angrily: "Do you think that if you are good with me, you are sorry for her?" Don't forget, you almost lost your life to save her. ”

Guo Haodong hurriedly explained: "We deceived her too much, just sorry for her." I now suddenly feel like a sanctimonious villain, a little despised by myself. ”

Chen Lanlan took the opportunity to speak: "If you can't bear to deceive her, just confess our relationship to her." In this way, your heart will be completely relaxed. ”

Guo Haodong hesitated for a moment before replying: "I have long had this plan." But in order to avoid hurting her, I had to be cautious and cautious. ”

Chen Lanlan disagreed: "What's so prudent about this? If you confess the truth to her, it is inevitable to hurt her once. You don't have anything to worry about, though. Didn't you say before that with the help of her father's position for you, my family and Li Shunxi would be arranged? Now that she has done it, are you still afraid that she will not be able to sue her father? ”

Guo Haodong smiled bitterly: "Secretary Yang is terminally ill now, she is a very sensible daughter, how can she tell her father about her misfortune?" I'm worried that she won't be able to bear this kind of pain. ”

"Haodong, do you really have feelings of pity for her? You'd better think clearly, even if you accept her and don't want me, our secrets can't be hidden. ”

Guo Haodong faced Chen Lanlan's almost threatening tone, and obviously said indifferently: "I will tell her everything." However, I had to figure out the best way to minimize the damage done to her and give her a choice. ”

When Chen Lanlan heard this, she almost went crazy: "What... you want to give her a chance to choose?" Do you want to gain her understanding and become a real husband and wife with her? ”