It's a paradox, a desire for the sun and a fear of it. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

(a)

The senior who has been in love with Ming for nearly 6 years is married.

Yuxin got drunk and leaned against the wall. She felt sick at the thought of smiling hypocritically at the wedding banquet at the man in the festive dress. What to go to TM is growing old with. She wanted to drag him away, but she didn't dare. Even if he lent her tens of thousands of courages, she didn't dare, because he didn't love her.

Staggering along, dizzy, stomach churning, something rushing up to his throat. After a few messy steps, he hurriedly held on to an object that could stabilize his body, but he couldn't hold back the sour breath that surged upwards.

"Gott~"

"Snort~" There was a sound of inhalation around him, and the crowd dispersed in disgust.

When Yuxin stopped vomiting earth-shatteringly, a faint male voice with a slight smile came from overhead. "Beauty, the way you pick up a conversation is so unique."

Before Yuxin could see the man's face clearly, Yuxin fell into the darkness.

(b)

Yuxin was woken up by hunger. She opened her eyes, and the faint sunlight poured into the room through the gaps in the thick curtains. The mind shifts from drowsy to clear. Sighing secretly, the most tragic things have happened, what could be more sad than watching the person you love get married? At most, it's just a drunken seduction. Sitting up, my body was refreshed, and there were no traces of filth as I imagined.

Walk out of the bedroom and into the living room. A man sat with his back to her. Ten fingers are flying on the keyboard, typing something. Yu Xinben didn't have the vice of snooping on other people's secrets, but the games on the man's computer screen were too familiar, so she couldn't help but get closer.

"Yan ...... Unparalleled? ”

The man looked up when he heard this, and his eyes lit up. As the man's movements paused, the running Mo Tianhua in the game interface also paused.

"Hello, I'm Yan Wushuang."

(c)

Yuxin never thought that she would meet netizens so realistically, although the way she met this netizen was indeed a little different.

【Current】Yuxin: What a coincidence, we met again.

Yan Wushuang: yes, what a coincidence.

Once two people who have no intersection have an intersection, they will always meet in one way or another. In the game, Yuxin and Yan Wushuang encounter more and more times. Two people add game friends to each other, QQ, YY. Yuxin felt that she no longer remembered the senior who had been secretly in love with Ming for 6 years, but spent more time thinking about the man called Yan Wushuang and the little starlight in the man's eyes.

Yuxin looked at Qingyan in the world and married another man, and sighed, Yan Wushuang is one of the few men who has not been fascinated by Qingyan.

Whenever he was on a mission with Yan Wushuang, Yu Xin's hand would unconsciously touch the computer screen, stroking Yan Wushuang's eyebrows and eyes through a network cable.

Rain thought to herself that she was in love with him.

(iv)

Yan Wushuang's low laughter pierced through the current and went straight to the bottom of Yu's heart. Yuxin held an umbrella in the rain and came all the way to the front of Yan Wushuang's room. Ring the doorbell, the young mother who happened to be on the other side of the door went out with her little son. The youngest son looked at Yuxin in a daze, until he was led away by his mother.

"Mom, no one lives at the door, why is that sister still ringing the doorbell, is she going wrong?"

"Don't talk nonsense." The young mother glanced at Yuxin in horror and quickly left with her little son.

"Will you always be with me?" Yan Wushuang's eyes were full of smiles, like a spell.

Yuxin nodded lightly and was embraced by Yan Wushuang. One laptop, two gaming accounts. In the Zhuxian game, the two men and women who are in a team and hugging each other are extremely entangled.

"Yuxin, will you stay with me all the time?"

Yuxin closed her eyes and squeezed out a joyful "um" from her throat when Yan Wushuang kissed her forehead.

(5)

A woman in love is beautiful.

The friends around Yuxin asked Yuxin if they were in love. Yuxin nodded shyly, but was embarrassed when her friend asked to bring Yan Wushuang to them. Yan Wushuang seems to be very afraid of the sun. Day and night, the house is always hung with thick curtains, which are impermeable, and never open even on a dark and cloudy day.

Yuxin walked on the way home, thinking about how to bring Yan Wushuang out. Pushing open the door, Yan Wushuang sat in front of the computer, manipulating Mo Tianhua to fight on the Kunlun ice.

"Wushuang." Yuxin found that she had never known the man's real name. "Come with me to meet my friends."

Yan Wushuang turned his head, smiled and nodded. "Well, let's go see them at night."

Yuxin's palms were clenched tightly, and his nails sank into his palms, causing pain. "Wushuang." She looked at the curtains in her home that covered the sun tightly, and her heart was distressed. Walking to the window, "Tingla" opened the curtains. "You don't love me, and you don't even want to see my friends."

"Don't~"

"No ......" Yu Xin watched Yan Wushuang fall to the ground with a painful expression. The silky sunlight fell on Yan Wushuang's body, and Yan Wushuang's body kept shaking and coughing violently. Yuxin screamed and fell to her knees in front of the window. Yan Wushuang's young and handsome face was shattered inch by inch, and the white skin fell off, revealing the white bones of the forest, and the eyes fell from the sockets, and the black holes were hollow.

Yuxin trembled and crawled to the table, picked up the handbag, and fled from Yan Wushuang's home.

Yan Wushuang lay on the ground and kept panting, "You said you wanted to accompany me, you said it." "The voice is hoarse and hoarse.

In the computer game, the Mo Tianhua named Yan Wushuang stood on the ice, swaying.

(f)

Every night and night, Yuxin began to lose sleep, and as soon as he closed his eyes, his handsome face and his skin would jump out in front of him, like a nightmare.

"Yuxin, why did you lose weight so fast, and your boyfriend doesn't care about you?"

Chopsticks fell silently from the palm of the hand. She didn't think of the man.

"Yuxin, didn't you say that you were playing Zhu Xian? In which suit, I will go to you. ”

Yuxin's mouth opened, but she couldn't speak. It's been a long time since she's touched a Zhuxian.

Log in to the game and enter your familiar account. It should be fine, Yuxin comforted herself. During the game interface switching, the interface gradually became clearer. Yuxin is secretly relieved, and there is only the little Qingyun in the game who is also called Yuxin.

On the 15th line of Heyang, Yuxin took his friends to do a temple fair and jumped a little tiger. Yuxin fell to Kunlun, and she manipulated Xiao Qingyun to run back to Lengyun Town. Cold all over, a little desperate.

Yan Wushuang: You said you wanted to accompany me.

Yu Xin's eyes widened, watching Mo Tianhua's face slowly distort in the computer, wanting to run but unable to move.

Yan Wushuang: You said you would accompany me.

The man's slender fingers slowly stretched out from the computer, then the arms, then the body, little by little like Sadako. The hand slowly touched Yuxin's face, moving down little by little, choking Yuxin's throat.

"Come and stay with me!"

Yuxin looked at the still handsome face, thinking about all the sweetness of the past, tears welled up in her eyes, and fell heavily on Yan Wushuang's hand.

"Have you ever loved me?"

Have you ever loved it? Yuxin gave up struggling, her eyes slowly closed, she used to like him so much, she liked him so much that she thought it would be forever. It's just that all the thoughts are not worth a ray of sunshine, and under the sun, all vows are gone.

"You...... Afraid of me? ”

(g)

When I opened my eyes again, everything was impermanent, except for the clear handprint on Yuxin's neck. At the last critical moment, Yuxin opened the curtains. Under the strong sunlight, Yuxin saw the man's body slowly become transparent until it was gone.

The man smiled slightly in the sunlight, a pious look on his face. Ah, I finally touched the sunshine again, although at the cost of finally breaking my bones, but I finally saw the sunshine, and saw the girl I loved trembling under my palm.

He really loves Yuxin, so he will hope for a long time, so he will stop at the end. It's just that the ending is actually like this.

(viii)

Yuxin moved into Yan Wushuang's house, looking at the familiar furnishings in the house, looking at those objects with some past memories, and they collapsed little by little.

Landing in the game, the demon Tianhua called Yan Wushuang slowly dissipated in front of her like his master.

"No~"

She shouted frantically, unplugging the network cable, and couldn't stop it. Eventually, it slowly faded away.

"Hey, Yuxin, you're also playing Zhuxian, what's your name in Zhuxian?"

Yuxin raised her head, her eyes were like silk, and her lips were lightly opened.

"My name is Yan Wushuang."