Since that night, Song Yan has never set foot in Shangguan Yao's palace again. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Everyone thought that the emperor was just a momentary novelty, and Shangguan Yao, whose hands were gone, could no longer arouse his interest in the slightest. At first, the palace people would secretly give some gifts because she was the emperor's woman, but later, they began to ignore her.

Without the disturbance of the palace people, Shangguan Yao sat on the bed in a daze every day. In this month, she suddenly figured out a lot.

She thought that after all, she was too self-righteous, she thought that she could change the future of Liguo with her, she thought that she could make Song Yan give up the throne, and she thought that she could save everyone.

But why should she?

She can't see through Song Yan, herself, or love.

It was only later that she learned that Yunguo had suddenly provoked a war against Liguo two years ago, and everywhere she went, there was a blur of flesh and blood. Song Yan's methods were extremely cruel, and all the people related to her were killed, even the little emperor could not escape his life.

Her hatred grew wantonly, she had never hated herself so much, because of herself, she had cut off hundreds of years of Liguo, and because of herself, she pushed all those who cared for her to death. Something in her heart slowly shattered, like an invisible knife digging out her heart, there was no blood, but her intestines were cut off and her bones were cut.

She laughed slowly, and there was a poignant and desperate laugh in it, like a lonely female ghost in the woods screaming wildly.

However, she would still think of Song Yan in the dead of night, thinking of his clear eyes. Sometimes, she tried to tell herself that she should hate him, that he had ruined her country, and that he had ruined her life. But love is like this, once you fall in love, it is love, no matter how you break free, that person is still imprinted in her heart. Can't hide, can't escape.

She began to punish herself every day for her cowardice, her hands were gone, and she still had feet. Her spells are no longer available, and she can still use martial arts. Every night, she climbed out of the palace gate little by little, practicing martial arts with her feet in the courtyard of the cold palace, rain or shine.

She had already lost a chance to kill Song Yan, and she would definitely not miss the second time. took out the dagger that killed Song Yan in the prophecy in her arms, and remembered the sentence he had promised, "Never leave and never give up, life and death depend on each other", it was obviously such a sweet and joyful word, but she burst into tears.

When the queen sent someone to look for her, she was suffering from a high fever overnight.

After several days of continuous rain, her body could no longer bear it, and the supplementary nutrition that she did not eat, the wound on her hand was very pus, and the palace people didn't care whether she was dead or alive, and she couldn't withstand the cold on the day of the winter cold, and she had a high fever at night. When she burned into a mess, she seemed to return to the days of her memory, where there were her sweet dreams, and her Ah Yan.

But the queen's subordinates ignored her illness, and let the two eunuchs carry her to the Chaofeng Palace.

The queen of Yunguo was married by Song Yan one month after she ascended the throne, and because she was the daughter of a general, she was named queen. But the queen has always been suspicious, and after hearing that there is a woman like Shangguan Yao, she asked people to find her.

Shangguan Yao knew that there would be such a day, but it really came, and he was still a little afraid.

In December, it has not snowed yet, but it is surprisingly cold. She was thrown to the ground by the eunuch, and she was just a thin autumn coat, and she shuddered and curled up on the ground, and it took a long time to raise her eyes.

The queen stood on the high steps, with distant mountains and eyebrows, starry eyes, red yarn on her forehead, three thousand green silks, and her steps trembled gently. She walked down the steps and walked slowly towards Shangguan Yao.

The queen stretched out her index finger and lifted her head, and the slender nails relayed her face, and several blood streaks suddenly appeared. After looking at it carefully, the queen sneered, turned her back, and didn't even bother to look at her: "It's just such a posture, but it makes the emperor so concerned, in this case, this palace and you will also understand how important you are in the emperor's heart!" ”

Her words were full of ridicule, Shangguan Yao wanted to laugh a little, although her voice was very low, it was still full of coldness: "You are Song Yan's queen?" Hehe, after all, you're just a poor woman. You want to bet with me, okay, then bet that he's coming, hahaha......"

After hearing this, the queen was so angry that she slapped her in the face, and then she was tied to a pillar, and the two eunuchs took turns to beat her to blood with one palm and one palm, but she still smiled and spat: "What, that's all there is to it?" ”

The queen was completely enraged and shouted: "Fight! Hit me hard! ”

The eunuchs were holding thin needles in their hands, and her ten fingers were pierced one by one by the needles, obviously hurting to the bone marrow, but she was still laughing. When the queen saw her like this, she intensified even more, and let people continue to whip her with thorny bamboo and rattan, and the bamboo rattan whipped and whipped on her body, her body was full of whip marks, and the placket of her clothes had already bloomed with blood, and she no longer had any strength, but despite this, her eyes were still amazingly bright, and she could not bear the humiliation.

The queen's eyes narrowed into a slit, and she laughed arrogantly in front of her: "Shangguan Yao, look, he didn't come, you see, he doesn't have you in his heart at all." He didn't worry about your life at all, I won, hahaha......"

However, Shangguan Yao, who she thought was already desperate, used all her strength: "That...... Again...... As...... Why...... What do you think...... Did you win...... You ...... too. Is...... His...... Tool ......"

How did she spit out these words, no one understood, she just clenched her teeth, she was no longer afraid of anything, not even death, but she was only afraid, she couldn't help crying as soon as she opened her mouth.

She never expected Song Yan to come, nor did she dare to expect him to come. There is no love between them for a long time, only a heavy and surging hatred.