221. The breakup that finally spoken

readx;?ā€œ Great, I knew you'd say that......" Hakutsuru closed his eyes, carefully feeling the softness close to his chest, but it was precisely because he regained some of his senses that an extremely serious problem came to mind. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

If he loses to the guy with the silver body, doesn't it mean that he will never see Xia Meng again, or rather, Xia Meng will never see himself again in the future? For himself, death is the end, but for Xia Meng, it is sad or sad, is it too cruel to live strong without his own life?

If you love her, should you choose to let go at this time instead of expressing your love to her?

Thinking of this, Bai He gently broke free of Xia Meng's arm around him, and got off the bed, his throat moving slightly, not knowing how to speak.

"Did something happen?" Xia Meng knew that he must have encountered something difficult when he saw Bai He's appearance, so he sat up and asked worriedly.

"I ...... I ...... "Say! Say the word breakup! Bai He kept encouraging himself in his heart, but every time the words came to his mouth, he couldn't help but swallow them, and he could only say one word of me over and over again.

"You?" Xia Meng tilted his head, not knowing what Bai He meant.

"Bai He, you took such a big risk and climbed from the first floor to the fifth floor, shouldn't it be just to say a few words of me?" Han Xuan couldn't stand it anymore.

"yes, do you want to play some romantic tricks? Don't be shy, just a few of us don't exist, just say whatever you want! Xinqing said with a smile, feeling that it is not bad to have a boyfriend like Bai He, although the appearance is average, but there are indescribable carefulness in many places, and living together in the future will definitely make people feel happy.

"If you're embarrassed to say it to Xia Meng, you can practice with me!" Xiuhong said, and the three girls laughed together.

"What are you talking nonsense......" Xia Meng's face was flushed with shame, and he didn't dare to look up at the white crane.

Say, me! Even if you don't say it now, you have to find an opportunity to say it! This is for the sake of Xia Meng, and you can't delay the happiness of others because of your own selfish desires! Hakuzuru, show your courage!

Bai He took a deep breath and said in a deep voice, "Let's break up!" ā€

"Divide ......" The four girls' eyes widened at the same time, Han Xuan jumped off the bed on the spot, didn't even wear slippers, walked quickly to Bai He and pushed him: "Do you know what you're talking about?" ā€

"Hakuzuru, are you kidding?" Xinqing was also full of disbelief. Just now, Bai He was still snuggling up with Xia Meng, you and me, but they were going to break up in the next second?

"I'm not kidding, I'm serious." Now that he has said what he came up with, Bai He no longer has any scruples, and continued: "I'm sorry, Xia Meng, I like you, I really like you, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, grow old together, but I can't." I don't know how to explain it to you, but I'm about to encounter the biggest bump in my life, and the chances of crossing it are slim to none, and if I can't, I'm going to die. ā€

Bai He paused, and stopped Xia Menggang when she wanted to defend herself: "I know you want to share the joys and sorrows with me, but this time is really different, I can't drag you down, I have to rely on my own strength, I, I ......"

In the end, Bai He was already incoherent, and it happened that there was a knock at the door and the voice of the dormitory manager's aunt.

"When I opened the door, I heard a report that a boy had climbed in down the pipe!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" The white crane trembled, said sorry three times in a row, and jumped out of the window quickly.

Although seeing Xia Meng made him regain his ability to think, it did not change the desperate status quo, he had to take care of the aftermath before it happened, cut off his bonds with everyone, so that everyone would not feel sad because of his death.

"I heard that a boy died, it seems to be from our school."

"yes, it's a shame."

"Luckily, it's not me and the people around me."

"That's right, huh."

If I really died, it would be nice if everyone's reaction was like this. No one cares if they exist or not, no one cares about everything about themselves, they live ordinarily and die uneventfully.

If someone weeps bitterly at their own grave, surely they will not be at peace when they die!

Hakutsuru smiled self-deprecatingly, and although his heart was about to suffocate, he did not regret the choice he made. This is for Xia Meng's sake, for Xia Meng's sake, it is right for him to do this, Bai He kept admonishing himself in his heart.

"Bai He, your face is not very good, was it discovered peeping into the girl's bedroom?" As soon as Bai He jumped down from the pipe, he saw He Yihan standing not far away, and she looked at herself with a playful face on her shoulders.

"You're just in time." Bai He didn't refute, but smiled dismally, revealing a mouthful of white teeth: "I'm going to die, do you have anything to say to me?" ā€

"Putting aside the truth of your words for the time being, the way you look now is no different from that if you are dead."

"What else?" Bai He nodded, waiting for He Yihan's next words.

"In life, it is inevitable to encounter some setbacks, raise your head like a man!" He Yihan really couldn't get used to the appearance of the white crane, and scolded loudly.

"Will you be sad if I die?" Hakutsuru asked.

"If you've always looked like this, it's better to die quickly." He Yihan turned his head and didn't look at him.

"Meaning, you won't be sad, will you? That's great. Bai He was relieved and said to himself: "It seems that the fact that you like me is really my own passion, what happened when I was camping before was just a coincidence, it's really good!" ā€

"It's not self-inflicted." Just as Bai He was about to pass by He Yihan, she spoke indifferently.

"Huh?"

"I do like you, you're the first boy I liked in my life, so, if you die, I'll ...... Sad. He Yihan's voice became smaller and smaller, and in the end he was almost inaudible.

There was a strange atmosphere in the air that shrouded the hearts of the two, and Bai He finally reacted, and asked with wide eyes, "What are you talking about......?"

"Come back to me alive, and I'll tell you the answer." He Yihan's cheeks were dyed red, and he walked into the bedroom without looking back.

She didn't ask Hakutsuru what happened from beginning to end, but from the first time she saw Hakuhe, He Yihan knew exactly what he wanted to do. That kind of demeanor, the tone of speech, He Yihan is the second time I have seen it, and the first person to say this kind of thing to her is my grandfather who is lying on the bed and dying.

He Yihan couldn't give Bai He hope, but she could make him worry about it in his heart and let him not give up on himself.

"See me again when you get back to your old self! I'm ready to be rejected by you! He Yihan muttered to himself, his heart beating fast.