Then, the third day arrived. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Due to the continuous torrential rain, Gensokyo has been plunged into an ocean.

In the human world, the water several meters high makes it uninhabitable.

Because of the harsh environment, under the persuasion of Huiyin and Ah Qiu, the residents of Renli began to migrate towards the Red Devil Pavilion.

But due to the heavy water and heavy rain, that short distance is like a heavenly mound.

And in order to make the residents move smoothly, Moriya Shrine and the youkai began to move.

The flying youkai braved the heavy rain and came to the people with Sanae.

Sanae was floating on the road leading to the Red Devil Pavilion, and her body looked extremely delicate under the torrential rain.

Wiping the rain on his face, Sanae waved the imperial coin and shouted in vain.

"Points!"

With Sanae's shouting, a miracle occurred, only to see the ocean below being separated by an invisible force, revealing the land below.

Then, the muddy land begins to dry out and turns into a normal road to walk on.

A long, straight road to the Red Devil Pavilion.

Sanae maintained the miracle and shouted loudly.

"Hey, hurry up!"

"Got it!"

Countless voices in response rang out in the cacophony of the rain, and then countless figures flew into the rain, flying through the air among the people, bringing the prepared inhabitants one by one.

Mei Hong arrived here first with Ah Qiu on her back, and she yelled as she watched the residents around her start to fall one by one.

"Hurry up, just like we told you, follow this road all the way and take refuge in the Red Devil Pavilion!"

She turned around and shouted at the few people who were also behind her.

"Huiyin, I'll leave it to you here. I'm going to open the way ahead. Marisa, Bunny, you're in charge of patrolling the roads, and if the residents are in trouble, I'll leave it to you. ”

"Got it."

The crowd received the order and dispersed with a bang.

Mei Hong put down Ah Qiu and walked in front of everyone first, and under her hands, the scorching flames burned all obstacles in the way.

The road was cleared, and the residents spontaneously followed.

They supported each other, helped each other, and under the command of Huiyin and Father Fog and Rain, they began to advance towards the Red Devil Pavilion in an orderly manner.

In order to improve efficiency, most of the yokai who moved the residents began to separate, and some fell into the flow of people and began to help the residents move.

At the same time, Noluhime, a mermaid, is also fighting to save all the lives she can see in the ocean of Gensokyo.

And behind Noluji, a ship is levitating in the air!

In the dark, the ship is brilliant, it is the Star Lotus Ship!

……

Underground.

Yongyi drank a lot of wine, and her body had already changed into clothes suitable for activities.

She stretched, her bones crackling.

Yongyi asked Ayin on the side.

"Ayin, how are you going? Has anyone been hurt? ”

Ayin shook his head.

"There were no casualties, except for Ah Kong, who was too impulsive when he was fighting, and accidentally flew too high and hit his head, no one was injured."

"Headbanging?"

Yongyi was stunned for a moment, she looked at Jue on the side, her expression was a little subtle.

Is that stupid bird really from the Earth Spirit Temple?

Even if she couldn't hear her heart because she was wearing a bracelet, Yongyi's eyes alone were enough for Jue to perceive what she was thinking.

Jue Leng snorted, and decided to teach Akong's stupid stupid bird a lesson after this matter was over, so that she could grow her brain.

The province is a shame for the Earth Spirit Temple!

Ah Kong, who was drinking and bragging in the old capital, and still had a bandage on his head, suddenly shivered.

Just as Yongyi and the others were talking about the development of the situation, Ah Lian didn't know where to come from.

She bent over respectfully.

"Lord Jue, Lord Yongyi, those resentful spirits have retreated."

"Retreated?"

Yongyi thoughtfully took a sip of her wine.

"Ah Lian, did you find anything when you followed them?"

There are so many resentful spirits coming together, and it's not easy to think about it.

As if guessing Yongyi's thoughts, Rin shook his head.

"No, the spirits are scattered, and when they leave, they are also chaotic, not like someone is manipulating."

"Really......"

Yongyi pondered for a moment, and glanced at Jue.

"Jue, what do you think should be done now?"

She grinned.

"I think it's better to chase after the victory, what do you think?"

Satoru nodded.

"Okay, just do as you say, teach them a lesson, and save them from coming back to trouble if they don't know whether they are alive or dead."

"Well said."

Yongyi took a sip of wine, laughed and ordered.

"Hey, guys, there's work to do again.

Ayin, take some people to the east, and the spirits there will be handed over to you. ”

Ayin nodded, turned and walked away.

Yongyi said again.

"Mitori, I'll leave the west to you, take Palucy and them, pay attention to safety."

Then, Jue volunteered to stand up.

"The south side will be handed over to the Earth Spirit Temple."

Yongyi thought about it and agreed.

"Then I'll bother you."

Finally, she yelled.

"Hey, if you still have anything to move, just go with me, let those guys who don't know whether they are alive or dead take a look, and provoke the consequences of our old capital."

"Oh!!"

……

Day 4.

All the inhabitants of the people have moved to the Red Devil Pavilion for refuge.

For this reason, Remy even specially instructed Sakuya to reopen the bar that had not been used for a long time.

At this time, a lot of idle people and monsters are passing the time there.

In a corner of the bar, Marisa is alone drinking alcohol.

On the first night of the heavy rain, her Fog and Rain magic shop had already collapsed.

In desperation, she went to Alice's cottage the next day, only to find that there was no one there, and just wanted to leave, but happened to run into Alice, who came back to get something.

Then he came with her to the Red Devil Pavilion.

In order to prevent herself from thinking of anything sad, she has been busy from the beginning until now.

However, since Marisa really didn't need to do anything today, she walked around the Red Devil Pavilion in her spare time.

Originally, I just wanted to relax, but I didn't expect to run into her old man, Daddy Foggy Rain.

And then she came here to drink.

Daddy Kiriyu and Rinko were talking at another table not far from Marisa.

Daddy Foggy Rain turned his head to look not far away, and Marisa, who was drinking and playing with a pendant, couldn't help but sigh.

"Xianglin, what the hell is going on with Marisa? Just asked him a few words, why did he become so unhappy? ”

Linzi knew about Daddy Misty Rain's previous conversation with Marisa, because she was also there before.

Linzi also sighed.

"Probably because of the questions you asked, Manager Wuyu."

"Huh?"

Daddy Fog and Rain was stunned.

"I didn't ask anything, I just wanted to know where Chen An's kid went.

He's my son-in-law, but it's been a year, and I don't want to say I've seen him, and I've never heard from him. ”

Well, although Chen An has been to Renli, Father Wuyu doesn't know, and no one has told him.

Especially those who know Chen An's situation, they are even more tight-mouthed!

Linzi pursed her lips, she looked at the confused, with a hint of dissatisfaction on his face, Daddy Wuyu was silent for a moment and asked a question.

"Store Manager Foggy Rain, don't you wonder why I restored my girl's body?"

"Yes, what, does this have anything to do with Chen An?"

Daddy Wuyu nodded, you must know that when he saw Linzi, he was shocked!

Linzi has worked in his shop for a few years, and he knows the roots, but he didn't expect it to be a woman!

This kind of thing, no matter how you think about it, it's unbelievable!

"yes......"

After drinking a glass of wine in one go, Linzi finally told the truth.

It wasn't too detailed, she explained.

"At the beginning, I had an artifact in my body, Yachida Qiongyu, and it was because of it that I was able to make my appearance a man without being discovered.

It was Chen An who took out the artifact from my body, so I changed back to my original form. ”

Linzi sighed softly, and drank more frequently.

"When I met Chen An, his situation Wuyu store manager may not know.

He was blind, and his hair was whiter than mine. ”

In fact, Linzi didn't really see Chen An's appearance at that time, it was Marisa who told her.

Daddy Foggy Rain was shocked.

"What did you say?"

"Surprised, isn't it? Not only that, but he seemed to be seriously ill at that time.

Even then, he saved me.

And Marisa ......"

Linzi smiled bitterly.

"At that time, because she went to mention Chen An, she misunderstood that Chen An wanted to hurt me, so she attacked him."

She accentuated.

"Use the gossip furnace!"

Daddy Foggy Rain was silent.

I see, because of self-blame, Marisa became like this?

No wonder as soon as she asked Chen An, she ran away.

Father Foggy Rain sighed.

"Alas, how could the son-in-law who I finally looked forward to become like that."

Thinking of something again, he asked again.

"What about Chen An? Where is he now? The Red Devil Pavilion doesn't seem to have him. ”

"I don't know."

Linzi shook his head, playing with the empty wine glass in his hand, his expression was a little depressed.

"No one has seen him since that day, Marisa and I have searched for him, but unfortunately we still can't find him."

"Can't find it......"

Father Foggy Rain muttered, and finally shook his head and drank, and stopped talking.

Just as Marisa is hiding in the corner and is alone sullen drinking, a little girl runs over.

A red balloon skirt with a large white bow tied at the back of the waist and a red bow on the forehead.

He is not tall, about the same size as Lumia, with short blond hair, a small doll with dragonfly wings flying on the side, and a small lily of the valley pendant on his wrist.

The little girl ran up to Marisa and gently tugged at her clothes.

"Marisa, don't be drinking, drinking so much is not good for your health."

"Who are you?"

Marisa glanced at the little girl with drunken eyes, then poured herself a full bottle of wine.

She waved her hand impatiently.

"Whoever you are, don't bother me, let me drink more."

"No, you've already drunk ......"

The little girl counted the bottles on the table for a moment before she spoke.

"I've already drunk seven bottles of wine, and if I continue to drink like this, something will definitely happen."

Marisa grew impatient, and she muttered loudly.

"Don't worry about it, anyway, the old lady likes it! Just a little wine can't kill people. ”

"Huh!?"

The little girl was in a hurry.

"How can this work, you drink like this, Chen An will definitely be worried if he knows it."

"Chen An?"

Hearing the name, Marisa froze as she poured the wine into her mouth, and the transparent wine spilled on her face like tears.

She looked at the little girl for a while with tears in her eyes, and then suddenly snorted.

"Don't be funny, Chen An was already beaten away by me.

I made me deaf and blind, and I dumped me and had to run underground to be a homeless man, so it's strange that he cares about me! ”

"Who said that!"

The little girl pleaded out loudly.

"Didn't he still have your pendant with him when you first saw him?

Didn't he even say that you asked him for it? Don't put it on unless it's dead?

Does that mean he won't care about you? ”

"Pendant?"

Marisa looked at the pendant in her hand, opened it, and the melody sounded softly.

"Hum hum ......"

In the midst of this melody, she suddenly remembered what she had said when she gave him the pendant.

"Hmph, remember! Unless it's death, or the old lady doesn't want you anymore, you are allowed to take off the pendant! ”

He agreed.

It's a pity that something happened to the person, and the pendant was returned to her.

Extreme Spark ......

Bang!

Marisa made a shooting motion and slammed it slightly.

She laughed at the little girl who looked inexplicable because of her actions.

"Yes, he might have cared about me at the beginning, but since I snatched the amulet back and later gave him a limit spark, do you think he will still care about me?

No kidding, counting that time, he died twice because of his mother! ”

Marisa said this, ignoring the little girl, getting up and running away.

The little girl looked at Marisa's back and said softly.

"Fool, he almost died at my hands countless times, but in the end he didn't like me so much.

Now it's just that I've died twice for you, how could that idiot ignore you. ”

She touched the little doll beside her.

"Little Suzu, did you say yes?"

"Huh?"

The little puppet named Suzu blinks in confusion and then flies around the little girl in circles.

She nodded vigorously.

"Bah!"

……

In a room in the Red Devil Pavilion, Huiyin and others were discussing things.

Huiyin said.

"The big guys have settled here for the time being, and now that they have time, it's time to talk about other things."

Her brow furrowed deeply.

"First of all, food, most of the inhabitants of the people are self-sufficient, and now they are all here, and the food left in their homes is soaked in water and cannot be brought, and the rations they bring are fine for a short time, but they are not enough to eat for a long time.

Now no one knows exactly when this rain will fall, so ......"

"There's nothing wrong with food."

Cui Xiang took a sip of wine, and as soon as she spoke, she solved Huiyin's worries.

"Purple has already said that the problem of food will be handed over to her, so you don't have to worry."

Her expression became serious.

"The thing to worry about is actually this rain, when will it stop!

Natural events are out of our mind, but this rain always feels wrong.

Yesterday, I came to the Red Devil Pavilion to take refuge, and I originally wanted to try to evacuate the dark clouds in the sky, but ......"

She stopped, but the meaning was self-evident, and she failed.

This is not ordinary, you must know that with Cuixiang's ability, it is not difficult to disperse the dark clouds, but the truth is that she has no solution to this heavy rain.

Kanako also spoke.

"That's right, this rain is so weird. I tried to stop the rain yesterday when Sanae went to help the residents of Renzai. But failed.

You must know that I am a god in charge of the wind and rain, and although it is impossible to make it disappear completely due to such a heavy rain, it should not stop for a while. ”

She sighed.

"I don't know what's going on, but I always feel like there's a strange force interfering with me."

Reimu was a little surprised.

"Someone interfering? Could it be that this is not a naturally occurring heavy rain? Is it an anomaly? ”

"Can't be sure."

Kanako shrugged.

"Although I feel that there is a force distracting, if I feel it carefully, there is nothing.

But the strange thing is that as long as I want to do something, the power will immediately fail for no reason.

No, it can't be said to be invalid, in fact, it still works, but it's only for a moment, and then it will immediately become the same. ”

"Uh-huh."

Sanae nodded repeatedly.

"I prayed for a day last night, and I thought it would be a miracle to stop the rain, and I thought it would work, but when I went out, it was still raining."

Ah Qiu, who had been silent, said suddenly.

"Well, in fact, there is no way to solve this rain."

"Huh?"

Everyone was stunned.

Ah Qiu hesitated, but finally spoke.

"Ann...... Well, Chen An. In fact, as long as he finds him, he should be able to solve this kind of weather. ”

Huiyin was a little surprised.

"Wouldn't it? Is Chen An so powerful? ”

Reimu and the others were also a little skeptical.

"That's right, what other skills does that guy have besides his mouth and bad morals?"

Remy is particularly positive.

"That's right, Lord Remy can't help it, what can that guy do."

Tsuika and Kanako and the others don't think so.

"Maybe, although Chen An's guy is lazy, usually inconspicuous and dewy, but if he is there, this rain should be no problem."

Sufangzi is very sure of this.

"yes, he can definitely fix this."

"Huh? Why are you so sure? ”

"Because I encountered this kind of thing, it was a long time ago, my country was not yet founded, and I was traveling with Chen An.

At that time, we encountered a terrible natural disaster on the road. ”

Sufangzi especially aggravates the word terror.

"What natural disaster?"

"It's a volcanic eruption!"

Sufangzi Road.

"We happened to be passing by a volcano, and it erupted. If you have not experienced that kind of terrible natural disaster, you will never understand that kind of horror.

The heavens and the earth seemed to be shaking, the sky was covered in a huge amount of volcanic ash, and the fiery red magma was overwhelming, turning the world into a purgatory!

The heat distorted the air, and with just one breath, it seemed as if even the inside of the body was about to be steamed by despair. ”

"And then."

Sanae was nervous.

"Lord Sufangzi, what happened to you and Chen An? Did you escape safely? ”

"Nope."

Sufangzi's expression was a little weird.

"Originally, I wanted to escape, but then Chen An found that there were human villages in the area of the volcanic eruption, and there were many other animals living there, so he didn't escape."

Everyone was taken aback.

"You didn't escape, so how did you survive? Is it to help those creatures escape together? ”

"Not either."

Su Fangzi's expression became even more weird, and his eyes seemed to reflect the original scene again.

She said slowly.

"He didn't run away with me, he didn't help the creatures flee with him, he just stood where he was, facing the erupting volcano."

"Any idea what's going on?"

Everyone shook their heads, and Sufangzi suddenly sighed.

"The eruption is gone. I didn't know what he had done, but the eruption of the volcano fell silent for a moment. ”

She sighed.

"As the earthquake disappeared, so did the ash that covered the sky, and the magma turned to rock under an inexplicable rain. And then all the creatures survived. ”

Sufangzi grinned.

"Now I understand, why am I so sure that Chen An can stop this heavy rain? You know, a volcanic eruption is not much weaker than a rainstorm. ”

Sanae held her cheeks in her hands, and her eyes had little stars bubbling up.

"Wow! Chen An turned out to be so powerful, he didn't even tell me. ”

She lay on the table in a decadent manner.

"But what you said is very powerful, but I don't know where Chen An is, it doesn't seem to be of any use?"

Sufangzi: "......"

It makes sense, she was speechless!

"This ......"

Ah Qiu raised his hand weakly.

"Actually, this question is asked to Lord Zi, she should be able to know, right?"

Patchouli tugged at the corners of her mouth.

"I don't have to ask her, I know where that bastard is."

Without waiting for the others to be shocked, she told Chen An's whereabouts.

"In the outside world, I actually went to the outside world during the time I was doing the experiment, and in the outside world, I found Chen An."

Reimu blurted out.

"And how is he now?"

"Good, better than the first time I met him."

Reimu secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Sanae suddenly became energetic.

"In that case, then let Lord Zi go and get Chen An back."

"I'm sorry, I can't."

Purple came out of nowhere.

"Actually, I've been looking for him for the past few days, but strangely, he disappeared on the day the rain started. Somehow, I couldn't find him at all. ”

There was some sadness on her face.

"This rain always feels like it has something to do with him."

Purple sighed deeply.

"However, after searching through Yingzhou, I couldn't find it."

Everyone was silent.

……

The endless darkness and natural disasters continued.

Then, the fifth and sixth days passed.

Then the seventh day came.

In the void where the distance cannot be measured, Lianhua is still struggling to break through the cage.

It's a pity that after working hard for so long, the thin cage that can't even be seen still can't be broken through.

Stepping on the void, the uninvited guest came again.

Looking at Lianhua, it was still the same appearance at the beginning, and it was still that kind of voice.

"Sister Lianhua, what do you think now?

Now that you know that, can you consider driving him away? ”

"Shut up!"

Lianhua had never been so angry, she looked at Chen An and Jie'er's current situation through the void, and her heart seemed to be dripping blood.

Lianhua's eyes were red and furious.

"If you dare to do that to him, I swear, I will kill you! It's going to kill you! ”

"Ah, it seems that Sister Lianhua is still so obsessed.

In that case, it's up to me to tell Sister Lianhua something about it. ”

The original appearance changed, the illusion began to dissipate, and then the reality began to condense.

Wearing a simple white dress, looking at the white, it seems to see life and hope.

The black hair was not adorned, but naturally fell behind him, long until his waist.

And at the waist, a crystal clear emerald green flute hangs from it.

The little white boots only covered the soles of the feet, but exposed the surfaces and ankles that seemed to have a glimmer of light.

There was no wind, but the white skirt gently caressed, and the white and delicate suffocating calves disappeared in a flash.

What a shocking countenance.

The corners of his lips are slightly outlined, and he is smiling lightly.

That smile is like the gentlest smile in the world.

The black pearl, no, can't be described in words, but simply in words, those black eyes with a radiant gentleness and kindness, curved eyebrows, faint lips, delicate nose, all of which add up to how beautiful it is.

Alluring the country and the city, sinking fish and geese, closing the moon and embarrassing flowers, etc., no, even if all the words of praise in the world are used, they can't describe one ten-thousandth of her beauty.

If I had to say it, it was that the moment I saw her, it was like seeing the whole world.

When she approached Lianhua gently, she raised her hand lightly, and her voice lost the tone that seemed to be spoken together in the past, but a gentle voice that made people can't help but feel peaceful and cordial when they heard it.

In Lianhua's hateful expression, the invisible cage began to glow.

In this light, Chu said slowly.

"That was in the past of an uncountable amount of time......"

……

That was in the uncountable past.

It was shortly after his birth.

That was before Ernors was destroyed.

……

In fact, one thing was wrong from the beginning.

He wasn't always alone from the beginning to the time of Lies' death.

Before it all began, he had six members of his family.

It's just that at that time, he was emotionally indifferent, or rather, he didn't understand what feelings were, so he still felt like a person when he was accompanied by someone.

……

On the edge of a lake that shines under the long red sky.

There was such a conversation.

"What's your name?"

"Chen An."

"The world?"

"Huh? No. ”

"Where did you come from?"

“…… Outside. ”

"The Realm of Chaos?"

"Where is that?"

"Hmm...... What is there in the place where you come from? ”

"Nothing, except for a few points of light."

"A point of light? How did you get here? ”

"I don't know, I touched it casually and came in."

"Ah, that's right. It seems to be my brother. ”

"Huh?"

"I was also born there, how about it, call my sister."

“…… No. ”

"Why?"

"No, I just don't want to."

"Well, well. Since you are a younger brother, then allow you to call my name.

At the beginning, my name is at the beginning. The first beginning. ”

"Oh."

He answered, and again.

"I'm not your brother."

It was casual, but it was the first meeting between him and her.

……

A wooden house far away from the world.

"Xiao An, it's time to eat."

He walked out.

"Don't call me Xiao An."

The woman smiled softly.

"Got it, Ann."

He didn't want to waste his strength, so he didn't speak.

He ate and said suddenly.

"How, these things?"

The woman's smile was still so gentle.

"Ah, does Xiao An want to learn? I can teach you. ”

He ate with a blank face.

“…… Forget it, I'd better learn it myself. ”

……

"Ah, Xiao An, your craft is very advanced."

He has a dead face.

"It's far worse than you and them."

The woman propped her chin and looked at him with a smile.

"So, I'll teach you."

He was silent and turned his face.

"Don't call me Xiao An."

The woman happily agreed.

"Got it, Ann."

……

"Okay, before I teach you how to cook today, I have to tell you a few requirements."

He didn't react, just casually responded.

"Oh."

The woman raised her fingers slightly.

"First: Don't kill casually.

Second: Be tolerant.

Third: Always do good deeds.

Fourth: When you encounter someone who bullies you, all the above three items will be invalidated.

Fifth, and most importantly, the ......"

Looking at the woman's open palm, especially when he heard the last one, he was even more expressionless.

"What does it matter to me cooking?"

"It's okay, it's just that I want our brother to be a good man."

The woman wears an apron lightly.

"By the way, the first three are actually our guidelines."

He had a dead face, and his tone was indifferent to death.

"I said, I'm not your brother."

……

The woman smiled.

"Xiao An, will you be my agent?"

He refused without hesitation.

"Oh no, I don't want to be caught by you."

"Hey, even if I become my agent, I won't force Xiao An."

He turned his face and looked at the colorful dome in the distance, silent.

Finally, he refused.

"No, I just want to be alone, free."

……

The woman held two crystal clear emerald green flutes in her hands, and she gave one of them to him.

"Okay, this flute is for you, I made it myself.

Of course, in exchange, you have to stay with me after you accept the gift. ”

“…… No. ”

The woman took a step back.

"Alright, let's go to Ainosl then."

He was silent, but finally agreed.

"Understood, only this once."

……

There he remained for thirty-five thousand two hundred and seventy-four years, nine months, one day, eight quarters, fifty-one minutes, and one seconds.

And just when that last second came, unspeakable horror happened.

It was the collapse of the world.

It's his fault, right?

In that case, she, will they forgive him?

I didn't know, I just felt that I couldn't face it, so he left silently.

……

They seemed to be genuinely angry, and no matter where they were, they could always find a lot of people looking for him.

So, he hid deeper.

……

He didn't know much about what feelings were at the time, but he thought it should be something very important.

One world after another was blocked, and he was vigilantly ostracized and arrested by them.

Or rather, it's just that he unilaterally avoids them.

What is Affection? Does he have it?

Along the way, he was always thinking about these two questions.

And on this journey, he remembered what she had taught him.

Well, except for the last one.

……

In one place, he experienced loss.

That's a real loss.

Irreversible, irreversible.

In that moment, he understood something.

Pain, despair, sorrow, those are feelings, right?

Perhaps.

Anyway, it didn't matter to him at that time.

……

He and they finally met again, but everything had turned into nothing, and goodbye was no longer a thing.

They...... stood on the opposite side.

The Tao is different, and they don't conspire with each other, so that's probably it.

Killed countless people, destroyed countless worlds, and at the end, just as he was about to kill her with his own hands, he suddenly woke up.

"Chen An, you sinner!!

So they said so, and he said.

"Oh."

Then, never again.

He went outside, and they closed themselves.

……

"Chen An, long time no see."

When we met again, the words felt strange.

Then, she killed her.

And he, killed her.

……

Hatred, can it really make people change themselves and do whatever it takes?

Feelings, can people really be willing to give and sacrifice themselves?

He felt that he could do the second point, but the first point, he didn't seem to be able to do it at all.

If you can't even hate, why not do anything?

However, the first ......

Don't kill at will, didn't you tell me?

So why would you do that?

Is it true, really, really hates me so much?

Hate so much that you'd rather go against yourself than force me to go?

At the beginning......

Is that so?

That sentence still rings in my ears.

"As long as you're around, that's going to happen again......"

……

"Is that so?"

Sighing, Chen An's lackluster eyes suddenly shed tears.

I don't know if I'm talking to Jie'er in my arms, or talking to myself.

"Ah, sure enough. Shouldn't I have stayed here? ”

Just like in the past, in fact, all that belongs to him should be loneliness?

Possession is equal to loss, in that case, what if he has so much now, how many times can he endure that pain?

The most painful thing in the world is not death, perhaps not to be obtained. It's gained and lost, and ...... Irretrievable.

Looking up at the night sky, I saw that the snow had obscured everything.

Light and warmth are masked.

It's as if his heart has been covered with coldness at this moment, and he can't feel any warmth anymore.

"Hmm......"

Cold tears hit her face, making Jie'er subconsciously wipe her face with the back of her hand and let out a cute whimper.

She opened her eyes in a daze, and saw Chen An's lips closing one by one, and water droplets arcing through the air, and then making a 'pop' sound, gently falling on her face.

The coldness on her face made Jie'er stunned for a moment, and then she was pleasantly surprised.

She hugged Chen An's neck hard, and her face was pressed against him.

Chen An's body was still as cold as an ordinary corpse, but Jie'er didn't care about it, as if she was holding the most precious treasure in the world, and she refused to let go of her death.

"Uh, I knew, I knew you guys weren't dead."

Chen An gently patted Jie'er's back, with a smile on her face again, but there was a faint loneliness and sadness in her voice.

"Well, it's been a hard time for you these days."

Jie'er was angry when she heard this, and she gently bit Chen An on the neck.

"Ahh

The body is broken, breathless, the heart stops, and the head is full of gray hair.

What did this go through to make Chen An like that?

"I'm thinking about a problem."

Chen An was still smiling, holding the little man in his arms, his eyes were full of pampering and ...... Sad.

He said in an inexplicable tone,

"I wondered, what is it so that people don't experience the pain of loss again?

I thought about it, I thought about it, I thought about it for so long, and I finally came up with a good solution. ”

Jie'er suddenly felt that Chen An's tone was so strange.

She had never heard Chen An speak in such a tone.

Like, she's going to lose something.

This feeling suddenly surged into Jie'er's heart, which made her a little uneasy.

The arm around Chen An's neck was even harder, and she was cautious.

"What do you think of?"

Chen An didn't seem to hear Jie'er's question, and just said to himself.

"Actually, I should have understood this answer from the beginning, but I still refused to admit it......"

He sighed deeply, and then Jie'er was stunned to find that she couldn't move.

The strange power imprisoned her and had no other effect than to make her body lose its power.

His hands were weakly released from Chen An's neck, and his body was like a kitten, falling soft and curled up in Chen An's arms.

Chen An hugged Jie'er, lifted the blanket on his body and put it on the ground, and then carefully placed Jie'er on it.

He smiled at Jie'er, and that smile always seemed to be so gentle.

However, what did not match the gentle smile was the deep, almost hopeless sadness in the eyes.

That feeling made Jie'er's heart tremble.

The bad premonition made her voice tremble a little.

"Chen, Chen An, what do you want to do?"

Chen An didn't answer, and kissed Jie'er lightly on the forehead before he finally spoke.

Not to answer this question, but to question more than that.

What do you think of?

Chen An thought, it was no longer beating, and the heart that had lost its feeling seemed to be suffocating again.

It is the suffocation of despair, it is the suffocation of liberation, it is the suffocation of the end.

His face was strangely flushed, but his expression and voice were extremely calm.

Actually, the answer is very simple, if you don't want to experience the pain of loss, then just don't have it.

If you don't have anything, then you won't lose it again. Is that right? Jie'er. ”

As in the past, there is nothing. If there is no happiness, there will naturally be no sadness

Chen An turned his head to look in a certain direction, and his eyes began to become cold.

The smile disappeared and a singular temperament appeared.

That's ice in general, no, it's not so-called ice.

It's not cold, it just feels far away, it's close, but it seems to be separated by countless worlds.

This feeling made Jie'er's heart tremble more and more urgently, and she blushed with anger.

"What the hell are you nervous about, let go of me, or I'll bite you!"

Chen An turned around, then moved his body, he touched his broken chest, and let out a heavy sigh.

He didn't look back.

"Ah, goodbye then, Jie'er. Scold...... And this world. ”

As Chen An said goodbye inexplicably, a door opened not far away.

An ancient and wonderful aura seemed to be surging behind the door, but nothing came out.

Chen Anleng looked at the door and seemed to see something, that was the place where he was born.

Ah, do you want to go back there eventually?

This time out, can he have a future?

Probably...... Won't there be......

Because, I'm tired......

In silence, Chen An finally stepped out of his legs and began to move towards the door.

Looking at Chen An's back who had walked not far away, Jie'er felt as if she had opened an infinite distance from him.

The familiar figure instantly became tiny, blurry, and even unfamiliar.

This made Jie'er inexplicably frightened, and she had a strong feeling.

That is, if Chen An really walked through that door, she would never see him again.

In any case, never to see him again!

This premonition made Jie'er irritable.

As if on the verge of despair, she roared in anger.

"Bastard! Stop me!! ”

It didn't seem to hear Jie'er's words, and Chen An was still walking.

It's just that he walked very slowly, very slowly, very slowly......

Obviously only a dozen meters, Chen An seemed to have experienced everything in this world again.

From the beginning to the present.

Again and again we met and knew each other, that time and again we separated and forgot each other, that time and time again laughter and joy, and that time and time again pain and sorrow......

Everything seems like a world away, but it seems like it's right in front of you.

Ah, everyone. I'm so sorry.

Chen An thought about it, and finally came to the door, and he stopped at the door.

He hesitated, wanting to look back at Jie'er and see the world.

But he finally gave up.

Just silent, raised his legs.

Jie'er was hoarse.

"Stop him!!"

Countless roaring beasts flashed from the void, only to be beaten back by invisible force.

Seeing that Chen An was about to walk into the door, Jie'er, who had never been able to stop her, suddenly cried loudly.

She cried out in despair.

"Chen An, you liar! obviously said that he would accompany me for the rest of his life, even if he died, he would accompany me!

It's only been a long time, and you're going to regret it, liar, you liar! ”

Jie'er's heart-rending cry made Chen An's movements pause.

He still didn't look back, just apologized in a voice that had lost his emotions.

"I'm sorry."

Jie'er cried even more sadly.

She shouted.

"I don't want to be sorry, I want you to stay, stay!!"

Chen An was silent, and after half a ring, he still said.

"I'm sorry."

He lifted his feet and was finally about to enter the door.

However, just as Chen An's calves were submerged into the darkness of the door, someone suddenly hugged him from behind.

The voice rang out, she said.

"Don't go."

It felt strange and familiar.

The breath, fragrant and attached.

The voice was sonorous and resolute.

Chen An's movements paused again.

He whispered her name.

"Lotus ......"

It seemed that something was dripping on Chen An's neck, and Lianhua still said.

"Don't go, please, don't go......"

Chen An closed his eyes, and seemed to see the scene of the disappearance of the disaster in front of him.

The words rang in my ears again.

"As long as you stay, this kind of thing will definitely happen!"

The screen rotates again.

Only this time, it was no longer a disaster that disappeared, but someone else.

Fragrance, purple, loy......

Everything that was cherished seemed to appear in front of me, and then wept and disappeared.

There is no laughter, no laughter, no coquettishness, no anger.

All traces were lost, leaving only illusory tears in the air of despair.

Chen An raised his hand and gently held the warm softness on his chest, which was very soft but very powerful.

After a pause, he wanted to pull Lianhua's hand away.

Chen An didn't look back, just said softly.

"I'm sorry, Lianhua. For your sake, I must go. ”

Lianhua didn't let go even if she died, and hugged harder.

It's like rubbing yourself and Chen An together.

"Don't, I don't want you to die. If you dare to leave me behind, I will let the world go to hell with me! ”

Jie'er also roared.

"That's right, if you dare to leave me, I will go to hell with Sister Lianhua and make you regret it for the rest of your life!!"

"That's ......"

The invisible force shook Lianhua away from behind Chen An, causing her to fall gently not far away.

Chen An's calves still didn't leave the door, but he turned around, his face was indifferent, and his voice was hoarse.

"Why are you in trouble?"

Despair is condensed, everything is taken away. Lianhua is also like Jie'er, feeling that her body has become uncontrollable.

But she was not reconciled, so she bit her lip hard and burst out with all her strength, so she moved.

Although it was reluctant, Lianhua walked towards Chen An step by step, in the stagnant air.

She paused word by word.

"You promised me and Jie'er that you would never leave!"

"Ah, did I promise?"

Chen An's face was expressionless, but his words were full of suppressed despair.

"Perhaps, but I can't seem to follow it."

Eyes, no longer gentle.

The face has lost the smile.

The heart has lost its beat.

Hands, has faded warmth.

The body has cooled down to the temperature.

Hope fills everything with light, but despair plunges everything into darkness.

And he, there is no hope.

Seeing Chen An gradually disappear into the darkness behind the door, Lianhua roared angrily.

"Chen An! Are you planning to abandon all your fetters for your own cowardice?

Those of your family! Those sisters of yours! Those wives of yours! Those friends of yours! And me and Jie'er! Are all these important people going to be abandoned! ”

Jie'er wept bitterly.

"Chen An......"

Chen An bowed his head.

"Abandon it? No, time will eventually calm everything down, and they will live better without me. ”

Yes, it would have been better without him.

"Chen An......"

Lianhua gritted her teeth, still struggling to walk towards Chen An.

"Time will calm everything. Chen An: Are you kidding?

You should understand how much you are to them as much as they are to you!

Tell me, will you forget their loss because of time?

No way?

In that case, what right do you have to say that time will calm everything; What right do you have to leave them behind? What qualifications do you have to put them in pain?

Tell me, what qualifications do you have!! ”

"Yes, they're important to me, so important that I can die for them."

Chen An's voice was cold and pale.

"That's why I'm leaving for their sake."

"Stop making a fool of yourself!"

Blood spilled from the corners of his mouth, but dissipated in midair.

"You're not here for them, you're just running away from the facts!

Escape from Sister Chu, escape from that incident!

Mingming, Mingming, Mingming can stay forever, but you want to make all our efforts go to naught because of those little things! ”

Lianhua roared.

"Tell me! Chen An. What are we, our efforts to you!

Is it difficult for this world to be so unworthy of your nostalgia! ”

"Chen An......"

Jie'er cried into tears.

Chen An was silent, but his progress stopped.

"Yes, your heart is in pain. I know this, parting, parting, parting, so many partings have already overwhelmed you.

But because of that, now we don't have to be on the day of parting, isn't it worth cherishing more?

If you lose it once, shouldn't you also try to cherish the present?

Think of them!

Your family members who are touched and nostalgic, your wives who cherish and love, your little ones who worry about smiling and worrying.

Tell me, are you really going to be ruthless and leave them behind?

I understand that you can't hate Sister Chu, but so what, escape? That's not the Chen An I know!

I don't understand how much Liinse really means to you, but is she really more important than all of us?

Just go through the same pain and remember her, and you can leave us all behind? ”

Lianhua couldn't cry, and illusory tears flashed in the darkness with deep anticipation.

She whimpered.

"Chen An, please tell me, are we really not as good as her? Please, tell me......"

Chen An was silent.

Fragrance, purple, Iro...... The figures of all the people he cherished in this world seemed to flash before his eyes one by one.

No longer crying, but a bright and beautiful smile.

……

Brother, this parasol is so beautiful.

……

Brother, we want to be together forever.

……

Bastard, what kind of broken medicine did you give, why can't I grow taller!

……

Roar! (Don't touch my ass!) ）

……

Chen An, what do you think of immortals? If I can become an immortal, will I always be with you?

……

Damn it, stop me! How dare you talk nonsense again, see if I don't kill you this time!!

……

Teacher, I will definitely become a qualified bride!

Wow, bastard! Give me back your little love!

……

How dare you cheat again!? Come on, I'll let you understand what shame is!

Wow, I don't want to be a punching bag.

……

When we are drunk, we win.

Hee-hee, win!

……

Brother, someone is harassing me again today.

Nani! Let's go and beat him up!

Hey, sister Hong, don't join in the fun~

……

Chen An, will I marry you in the next life?

……

Chen An, I love you more than I love myself......

……

……

……

Many, many, many words echoed in his ears, and finally Chen An looked at Lianhua, who was in tears but still desperately walking towards him, and Jie'er, who was crying silently.

and heard their previous vows.

"Don't, I don't want you to die. If you dare to leave me behind, I will let the world go to hell with me! ”

"That's right, if you dare to leave me, I will go to hell with Sister Lianhua and make you regret it for the rest of your life!!"

"A'an, be happy......"

The last words of the girl who seemed to have forgotten her appearance echoed, but Chen An shed tears.

The distance was broken, the silent despair was pierced, and he cried and laughed.

"No, you're more important than that, more damn cowardly than me. Countless times more important than my goddamn past. ”

Isn't that a matter of course? The past is in pain, it is only the past, and what is cherished can only be the present!

"Then stay......"

Lianhua finally came to Chen An, she hugged Chen An with all her might, and kissed Chen An's lips.

Deep anticipation and love came to his heart.

"Either way, please don't leave me ......"

Chen An's eyes widened, and the door behind him ...... gone,

Jie'er also found that she could move, so she ran over crying, and she hugged Chen An from behind.

"Oh, that's right. Don't leave me behind. I don't want to be alone, don't! ”

The light from nowhere sprinkled and fell on the three of them, beautiful as illusory.

Lianhua's lips finally separated from Chen An, and her head was buried deep in Chen An's white hair.

She said.

"And ...... She didn't die. ”

This sentence seemed to break through the last line of defense in Chen An's heart, and he hugged Lianhua and couldn't cry.

"Is that so? Ah, that's great, that's great......"

……