So they moved to the "new" house, and the old house was not demolished until it was rebuilt. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

The fourth aunt was washing vegetables by the well, and was very surprised to see Tang Yu, Tang Yu called the fourth aunt and turned around in a hurry.

Compared with ten years later, the pattern of the village has changed a lot, but Tang Yu still relied on her memory to return to her current home.

Tang's mother was walking out of the stove room with a vegetable plate, and when she saw Tang Yu, she said, "It's so early after school today, the soup is not good yet, you go in with the food plate first." As he spoke, he handed the plate to Tang Yu.

Tang Yu took it, turned around and his eyes turned red. She almost forgot that her mother didn't look like she was full of gray hair.

After putting the plates, Tang Yu came to the stove room, where Tang's mother was sitting on a homemade low wooden bench, and Tang Yu was also sitting down next to her.

Tang Yu rarely went to the stove room before, and Tang's mother seemed a little happy, and said some gossip about the east and west families to Tang Yu. She asked Tang Yu if she wanted to fry a poached egg for her, Tang Yu said no, and Tang's mother said if she wanted to wait for the fire to go out, charcoal-grilled sweet potatoes.

Tang Yu said: "Mom, no, I'm not hungry, I just came in to accompany you." ”

Tang's mother grinned, "Hey, no, there's a lot of smoke here, you can go back to the house and do your homework." ”

Tang Yu would not have said such things before. Before going out to study in junior high school, that is, during this time, Tang Yu's relationship with Tang's father and Tang's mother was not close, and sometimes he was deliberately estranged.

During that time, she was tired of this family and hated the identity of Tang's father and Tang's mother's daughter. She often asks herself, "Why aren't my parents someone else?" Why are my parents like that? ”

Tang's father was middle-aged and had a daughter, and when Tang Yu was born, Tang's father was forty-two years old, and Tang's mother was thirty-five. This is the newborn baby who has been welcomed by the family after a five-year gap. Their first son was named Zhicai, which means ambition and talent, and he was already ten years old at this time. The second child is five-year-old Tang Xin, homophonic sugar heart, with the hope of a happy and sweet life. By the time Tang Yu arrived, the family's economy was already very bad, and Tang's father named Tang Yu Tang Yu in the hope that the child's new life could bring good luck to the family, and there would be more than one year after another.

It's a pity that these hopes of Dad Tang have been disappointed. Brother Tang has no ambition or talent, his grades are not good, he often skips class, and he dropped out of school before the age of sixteen and said that he wanted to go outside to break through and walk with a few companions. I haven't made a name for more than ten years, but I have been fishing for myself for ten years. After Tang Yu's sister got married, she was still a husband and wife before Tang Yu's death, but life was not smooth. Tang Yu did not make the family more than every year, but had an extra mouth, and the family became more nervous. Therefore, the meaning of the name is just a meaning, and it cannot be true.

Dad Tang was a stranger in the eyes of Tang Yu before he was eight years old. Like many men in the village, he went to work in other places, selling his labor on construction sites in other big cities or provinces, except after the end of the project, that is, during the Chinese New Year. After the age of eight, Tang Yu can often see Tang's father, but it is not a happy thing. has no skills, is old, and his physical strength is not as good as that of young people, so Dad Tang rarely has a contractor to find him. He spends most of the year at home.

Until now that Tang Yu is in the sixth grade, Tang's father has not gone outside, and most of the time he cleans up oyster shells for others.

In Tang Yu's memories after he was ten years old, Tang's father and Tang's mother always quarreled over trivial things. Instead of getting along with each other, the husband and wife for many years attacked each other, which intensified as they grew older.

When they quarrel, they will desperately expose each other's shortcomings, how ugly they are, and they never know what it means to be ugly. At that time, living near the bazaar, people came and went, familiar and unfamiliar, they all loved to pull people on the road to judge themselves, and constantly told others the most unbearable things about each other, how to poke the sore spot.

Tang Yu persuaded, didn't listen, made trouble, and ignored it.

At that time, there was also a boy in the class who used these as talking points, and was enthusiastically sharing the war of Tang Yu's parents with other classmates. There was no face left, and that was when Tang Yu felt the most desperate in his life. You can't live at home, and you can't live in school either.

When the two quarreled the most, they also said that they were going to seek death. At that time, Tang's mother slept in separate beds with Tang's father, and Tang Yu slept with Tang's mother.

Tang Yu woke up in the middle of the night and saw Tang's mother sitting on the bed with a sad expression, Tang Yu asked her, "Mom, what are you doing, why don't you sleep?" ”

Tang's mother replied: "I'm going to seek death, why are you still sleeping!" ”

Tang Yu didn't know if it was angry or not, but she felt that she had to do something. She tried to cry loudly, loudly, begging Tang's mother not to leave, not to leave them. It was the only time Tang Yu remembered that there was a sound of tears. She couldn't help crying and didn't want others to find out, but that time she worked hard.

I don't know if it's because Tang Yu's crying is too poignant, anyway, Tang's mother said she couldn't go, let her go to sleep quickly, Tang Yu closed his eyes that night but didn't fall asleep again.

Coincidentally, Tang's father once ran to Houshanling at night, and Tang's mother found that the person was missing, so she felt scared and hurriedly called someone to help find someone. Later, I found it, saying that I couldn't stand it anymore and couldn't think about it. Ran to the top of the mountain and wanted to jump, but he was still reluctant to leave the family behind, and stopped at the last moment.

Tang Yu was speechless, and the people who didn't talk much at home talked even less.

After that, the two of them relented, but soon they were unaccustomed to all kinds of things, and they began to quarrel again. But every time they quarreled, they fell into a cold war. Tang's mother always didn't eat until Tang's father bowed his head. Dad Tang is sometimes reluctant to bow his head, and will let Tang Yu persuade him. Tang's mother will say: "Where do I dare to eat, I don't give it to the family, so I will do laundry and cook for you as an old mother." ”

When there is little harmony throughout the year, Tang Yu is exhausted, and once said to Tang's father and Tang's mother, if I have the opportunity to leave this land, I will definitely stay away from you.

Tang Yuanyuan, a friend who has played since childhood, once admired Tang Yu's patience and endurance, and was very curious that Tang Yu had no psychological shadow, and he could laugh in the blink of an eye when he put aside these things.

Tang Yu was silent, how could others know the real psychological shadow?

Tang Yu felt that he was a little nervous, and he felt uncomfortable in his heart when he heard the raised volume.

Tang Yu decided to make a fuss with them, anyway, he really couldn't get along without seeing the two of them.

After Tang Yu left home in junior high school, he only went home once a month or two without special circumstances. Maybe it's because there are only two of them left in the family, lonely, and the relationship between Tang's father and Tang's mother has eased a lot.

After leaving home, it may be that distance produces beauty, Tang Yu can't remember what happened to his parents, he only knows that he eats in the school canteen, there are vegetables and meat, and in order to save some money, they often pick up vegetables to eat after the market is dispersed. After not seeing each other for a month or two, the two of them got a lot older, and Tang Yu didn't dare to look at their gray hair.

Tang Yu will always remember that once she took a classmate's father's hitchhiker to the town to take a car, and when she drove to the entrance of the village, she heard Tang's mother's voice. The motorcycle stopped, Tang's mother ran all the way, the sun was fierce at two o'clock in the afternoon, and Tang's mother didn't wear a hat, just to give Tang Yu a bottle of cold boiled water in an empty bottle of mineral water. She said that she couldn't eat without water, and at that time, Tang Yu brought food from home back to school for dinner. Tang Yu took the water and asked Tang's mother to go back quickly. Looking at Tang's mother turning around and her thin body, Tang Yu was in a complicated mood, bitter and uncomfortable. If Tang's father and Tang's mother eat the banquet, they will drink porridge that no one will drink, and they will save their share, bring it back and store it in someone else's refrigerator, as well as the meat sent by others, and wait for Tang Yu to come back for two days to get her to eat.

In the three years of junior high school, Tang Yu has mellowed a lot, but Tang's father and Tang's mother have lost a lot of weight.