Chu Yan was very painful and said, "What is the difference between seeing and not seeing, it just adds to the troubles." Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Forsythia roared: "Of course there is a difference, do you take this as a trouble?" Is Forsythia so hateful in your eyes? If the general had not given Forsythia hope, then Forsythia would not have been struggling to ask for an answer. I forsythia have been frank and unrestrained all my life, and I think I have read countless people, but in this life, I am the only one who is emotional, but you are so bad, if you don't look down on me, you don't have to be so, you can be ruthless, why do you make me so sad, why do you give me dreams one by one, and then completely break the ....... ”

His lips were numb, his waist was tight, and the thick smell of wine sprayed towards Forsythia, Forsythia looked at the handsome face close at hand, he closed his eyes, Forsythia felt his lips wandering away from his lips, tears couldn't help falling, he had feelings for himself, she opened her cicada mouth and began to respond to him, and the two kissed passionately.

Forsythia responded to him enthusiastically, making him more and more reluctant to let go of her, hugging her tightly, as if to rub her into his own blood, Forsythia slowly put his hands on his neck.

Chu Yan didn't want to hear her speak, but she hurt herself word by word, he loved Forsythia, and his heart was on Forsythia, but the tragic death of his parents made him have no way to continue to accept Forsythia, and he had promised Emperor Jing that he would marry Xu Tianjiao, he had already walked towards a point of no return, so he couldn't, and he couldn't look at her nostalgically.

Chu Yan hugged and kissed Forsythia, he found that he wanted more and more, and suddenly let go of her, Forsythia opened his eyes and looked at him with a look of remorse. "What's wrong?" Forsythia asked.

Chu Yanyao nodded and said, "What are we doing?" ”

Forsythia took his hand and said, "I love you, I love you more than anyone else, and you like me too, don't you?" If not, how could you kiss me? Don't tell me you're drunk and can't tell who I am? The first time we met, you saved me, the second time we met, you helped me, I don't care what you have in your heart, as long as you don't push me away, the ends of the earth, I will go with you. ”

"No, Forsythia, I can't." Chu Yan turned around.

Forsythia hurriedly pulled him around and asked, "You're scared, aren't you?" ”

Chu Yan shook his head and said, "No." ”

Forsythia smiled and said, "Don't be afraid, okay?" Forsythia is not a far-fetched person, if the general regrets it, he will regret it, forsythia doesn't matter, since you said that you want to get drunk today, then how about Forsythia getting drunk with you? ”

Chu Yan looked at her suspiciously: "Why?" Why can't you be something else. ”

Forsythia smiled, stood on tiptoe and kissed his lips, she kissed on his lips like a dragonfly, her hands slowly changed to his neck, Chu Yan suddenly wrapped one hand around her waist, and one hand clasped her head to deepen the kiss, Forsythia's tears slipped down drop by drop, if today is the last time we meet, this heart is destined to be blocked, then let each other remember this night.

Forsythia kissed him unwillingly, Chu Yan slowly stopped looking at Forsythia's red and swollen lips and asked, "Why?" ”

Forsythia smiled: "General, don't think about asking why, because today you and I are drunk, we are just drunk, okay." ”

Chu Yan hurriedly pushed her away and said, "No, I can't." ”

Forsythia looked at him and said, "Why not, am I just disgusting you?" ”

"I'm already going to marry another woman, don't you know? Why are you pestering me? What is the comparison between your identity and hers, I will only marry the princess, not the palace maid. Chu Yan said, he was not afraid of putting nails on her heart one by one.

"I don't believe what you say, not a word." Forsythia roared, her tears kept falling, she smiled and said: "I am myself, I only want to be myself, Forsythia is destined to meet Chu Yan, the man who makes her heart move, it is fate that forcibly separates you and me, Forsythia can't be forced, but I want this man named Chu Yan to know that I will never fall in love with other people in my life, she will slowly grow old in the deep palace, because she has met the person she loves the most in this life, although fate forcibly separated them, but this night will still exist in her memory." ”

Forsythia's words made Chu Yan's heart ache as if it were cracked, but he still didn't look over, he didn't dare to look at her teary eyes at all, because he was afraid that he would be soft-hearted, and even more afraid that his heart of power would be out of control, he couldn't forget it, he couldn't forget it at all, the tragic death of his parents, Xu Qiushui's words still seemed to echo in his ears, "Don't you want to know who is behind the scenes?" They are all from Ruoxuan Pavilion, and they are meticulous works that kill people without blinking. ”

Chu Yan had no way to turn back, and he couldn't face the fact that he would fall in love with a fine work.

The night was even darker, and under the illumination of a red lamp, it was as bright as day, as if all the darkness had nothing to hide, so exposed to such a bright situation, the red lights covered the entire palace, dyeing a faint warm color for the originally bleak and cold court.

"Forget me, just ...... You've never met you. Chu Yan finally couldn't bear to say the words that hurt her again, because he hurt her a point, he hurt a lot, and his calm tone couldn't tell his real mood.

Forsythia smiled, her smile was very poignant, but she still said word by word: "Forgot? If you can really forget, why avoid me? Do you want to marry Xu Tianjiao? She is a princess, and I am a palace maid, you should be tired of such a world of differences, right? Forsythia murmured, and her whole body couldn't help twitching and trembling: "Just when you've never seen each other?" How easy it is to talk about, how can the feelings paid be recovered, and how can the person in love be forgotten! My life was originally peaceful, it was you who broke it all, and now you want to turn away in style, and let me bear these alone, I can, I can do it, but ...... Could it be that in the eyes of you men, there is only fame and fortune, only authority, and we women can really become a stone, and if you say you don't want to take it away, you can just take it away? ”

"I'm sorry." He whispered, because he didn't know what to say anything other than that: "It's me who is sorry for you." ”

"No, the general didn't feel sorry for Forsythia, it was Forsythia himself who didn't have this blessing, but he met you." Forsythia smiled, took out a handkerchief from the sleeve, the intricate pattern embroidered on it, but it was a pattern of auspicious clouds, just so simple, the pattern was in the corner of the handkerchief, and Xiangyun seemed to be almost finished, but she took it out now, obviously not a finished product, "this ......" Forsythia's voice choked, almost unable to speak, but she still insisted on finishing the words: "This embroidery is embroidered by my own hands, in order to embroider it for you, I chose a lot of patterns, and finally chose this cloudy, I didn't think that the relationship between you and me is really as unpredictable as a cloud, so I haven't finished the embroidery in a hurry, but I hope you will accept it, and it will be a congratulatory gift for your newlywed. ”

Chu Yan struggled in his heart, but he still accepted the handkerchief, he clutched it in the palm of his hand, his voice seemed to have recovered, and said lightly: "It's okay, I'll accept this, just as you are a congratulatory gift for my blessing." He smiled lightly: "But I won't put it on my body, because after today, I want you to completely forget about me, in your world, in your heart, and go out completely." ”

"What if I say I can't do it."

"It's up to you." After Chu Yan finished speaking, he was about to turn around and leave, his movements were so decisive, without procrastination, it was really like his current iron heart.

Chu Yan's thoughts returned to reality, he smiled and wanted to get up, but he fell to the ground again, he stretched out his hand, as if he could touch Forsythia's face, but the person in front of him was like a shadow, illusory, nothing, nothing, he wanted to reach out and touch it now, but it was like a joke, obviously it was himself, it was obviously himself, but now he was sad, what was it!

"No, the general didn't feel sorry for Forsythia, it was Forsythia himself who didn't have this blessing, but he met you."

"I just met you!"

yes, why did I meet you, and why I couldn't extricate myself in the end.

No! That's not true! They got up and pushed open the door in vain, and the wind and snow outside drilled inside, just like a memory of the past, drilling inside, there was no gap, and the oncoming wind and snow did not make him sober in the slightest, but he wanted to pursue it, he just wanted an answer, just an answer.

The guards in the courtyard were all stunned when they saw Chu Yan's lost soul, but they still stopped and said respectfully to him: "General! ”

Chu Yan did not stop, but walked towards the outside more quickly, the housekeeper had already understood that the general was going out of the mansion, and immediately arranged for someone to stop a horse at the door, sure enough, he saw Chu Yan out of the mansion, and then got on the horse neatly, and then heard the sound of the horse's hooves clattering, and gradually went away.

As soon as the housekeeper wanted to go back, he saw Xu Tianjiao wearing a beard and a big coat in front of him, the housekeeper didn't understand what was going on, just a little, the matter between the master and the son was not something that he could control by a subordinate, the housekeeper leaned over slightly and said, "Madam." ”

"General, where have you been?"

"Mrs. Hui, my subordinates don't know."

Xu Tianjiao sneered, yes, how would he know? If you don't know, you won't do this to yourself, Chu Yan is such a person, he writes everything on his face, but he doesn't say anything on his mouth, if you really enter his heart, he will definitely know everything about you, and he will say everything, but she doesn't get anything.

It's so late, the snowflakes outside don't know when they are floating, the snowflakes touch her face coldly, she smiles miserably, thinking that no matter what, she has to come over to him to explain, even if it's a word, as long as he is willing to listen, but he sees his back, he is gone! Go so resolutely.

"Prepare the horses!"

"Madame is going out?"

"Prepare the horses!"

The housekeeper didn't dare to ask any more, just saluted quietly, and then ordered the guards on the side to prepare the horse, and then saw Xu Tianjiao turn over and get on the horse, his movements were neat, and then he drove in the same direction!

The wind and snow cut off the road ahead, but Xu Tianjiao knew that he would definitely go somewhere, he would definitely go, she knew his heart, and she knew his feelings, even if she spent a lifetime to understand and integrate, it was in vain, she was willing to work harder.

I don't know how long I've been riding, and I don't know how long I've been thinking about it, but the wind and snow in front of me are still there, and there is no intention of stopping.

Finally, she saw his back, so lonely, Xu Tianjiao stopped, she clamped the reins, looked at the scene in front of her, and her heart suddenly hurt! Can't be contained!

Really, he's here!

Lee's House!

The two stone lions in front of the Li Mansion stood stunned, and there were two bright red lanterns hanging at the door, but a gate was tightly closed, and there were no footprints in front of the door, implying that after this snowstorm, the people in the house did not come out again, but Chu Yan led the horse and stood quietly, like the stone lion in front of the door, there was no anxiety, no emotion, just waiting.

Xu Tianjiao's eyes gradually moistened, unless the wind and snow cut off her sight, even the people in front of her made her heartache and couldn't breathe! It's not that she doesn't understand why he is here, it's just that there is no way to divide the feelings, there is no way to be humble, she can pretend not to care, but she really saw it with her own eyes, and her heart is a different feeling.

I waited for a long time, I don't know when it started, and finally the wind and snow in the sky have stopped, before the dawn comes, it quietly ends, the dawn of the dawn brings a glimmer of hope, the sun is warm, and the ice of the house is also quietly crystal clear, very beautiful.

Finally, the door of the Li Mansion was opened, but it was Li Muchen and the subordinates who hugged him out of the house at the same time, and then saw that the gate did not know when, there was a sedan chair parked, Li Muchen should go to the court, so the civil officials generally go early, at this time Li Muchen's figure was all revealed, he was wearing an elegant cloak, wearing a special civil official uniform, the whole person looked very handsome and extraordinary, he smiled faintly on his lips, as if he would smile like this every day, Immediately afterwards, I saw Forsythia also holding his arm and walked out, and then before Li Muchen got into the sedan chair, Forsythia tidied it up at his collar, during which the two of them never left each other's eyes, just watched quietly, with the same smile on their lips.

The people on the side may be reminding that the time is coming, Li Muchen reluctantly turned around and got into the sedan chair, and Forsythia waved at him with a smile, until the sedan chair was far away and she couldn't see it at all, she was still standing in place, smiling and looking at the direction where he disappeared.

Chu Yan on the side looked fascinated, maybe time can be turned back, so can such a daily warm scene also be staged, suddenly, Forsythia turned around and saw Chu Yan standing opposite.

Looking at each other, the eyes of the two people met in the air, without any emotion, just puzzled, Forsythia didn't understand, why, so early, when did he come, but she didn't have the purpose of wanting to know the answer, and when she was about to turn around and enter the house, she suddenly heard him shouting urgently: "Wait a minute!" ”

Forsythia stood still, but didn't look back, and then heard Chu Yan walking towards her step by step. Finally stood across from her, looked at her and said, "I want to talk to you." ”

Forsythia looked at the vigilant subordinates at the door and said, "You guys go back first." But the people were still nervous, Forsythia smiled faintly, and said, "It's okay, go back." ”

For a long time, it was very silent, and the two of them just looked at each other.

In the end, it was Chu Yan who broke the silence and said, "Do you remember? You once told me that you didn't have this blessing, but you met you. ”