Chapter 129: The Heart Is the Best Storage Space
In the early morning, the golden sunlight shines through the glass windows, and when the windows are opened, the fresh and clean air pours into the house, making people feel refreshed and relaxed. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info
Leaning on the windowsill and looking at the computer screen shining with blue light, my warm heart is filled with a great sense of happiness, and my face is filled with a happy smile.
Seeing the gift that Muyang prepared for her last night, she cried very unhappily, but people were crying because of the pear blossoms and rain, and she was crying because the river burst and the Yellow River flooded, which was absolutely unaesthetic, and she remembered the snot and tears she cried at that time, and she didn't care about wetting Muyang's clothes.
Since Song Peng's incident, she has been very depressed, although she later met Miao Keke, Tianliang and others, but the pain has been buried in the bottom of her heart, never released, let alone released.
Not long after Song Peng's incident, she cut off contact with Song Peng, and Feng Luo promised that she would not disappear, but she also left soon after, thinking that this was already the worst thing, but I didn't expect that it didn't take long to receive a message from Muyang on QQ, thinking that he had a beloved, and finally Muyang's avatar disappeared from his QQ.
During that time, she was depressed, depressed, and had a very bad night's sleep, and in the end she suffered from severe insomnia, and she always felt inexplicably that she had nothing to love, and inexplicably wanted to commit suicide.
When she realized this problem, she began to adjust her mentality, reducing the time spent playing games, spending more time making friends, participating in school activities, and reducing the time spent alone alone, but despite this, it took more than half a year to slowly start to pay off.
Due to the slow effect of self-treatment, she also thought about seeking medical treatment, but she was very resistant to the feeling of medication, as if she would become addicted to those drugs. So, she has been self-conditioning, and in the past six months, she has become a lone ranger in the game, has no friends, and has zero communication with players, until she meets Miaococo, Tianliang, and Momo. It can be said that the reason why her depression can get better so quickly is that the three of them helped her a lot.
There are Miao Keke and others in the game, and there are classmates and friends outside the game, and for more than a year, it took her more than a year to come out of the depression, and buried the past in her heart and no longer touched it.
She thought she had been relieved and forgotten. But last night, when she saw everything that Muyang had carefully prepared for her, the memories sealed in her heart poured into her mind like a flood of beasts, making her lose her manners. At that moment, she just wanted to cry out loud and release the emotions that had been suppressed in her heart for the past few years. Therefore, she didn't think about anything at that time, and she vented the grievances and pain in her heart through tears.
And Muyang silently hugged her into his arms, letting her vent, sometimes saying something in her ear, sometimes caressing her long hair, and whispering comforting. At that time, her thoughts were chaotic and she only wanted to cry happily, so she only vaguely remembered that Muyang had said in her ear: "I won't let you shed a tear in the future." ”
Later, her mood stabilized, but looking at the clothes that were wet with her crying, she suddenly felt that it was better to continue crying, at least not so embarrassed.
Muyang didn't care about this, seeing that her mood had not completely stabilized, he kept accompanying her, telling her about things in the army, about people or things she met when she was born in Bihai Chaosheng, until she calmed down, and then left with peace of mind, and it was already past 12 o'clock in the middle of the night.
After Muyang left, she freshened up casually, then lay on the bed, waiting for Muyang to call, he said that he would call her when he got home to report that he was safe, but he didn't want the call to come, chatting and chatting that she actually fell asleep. When I woke up, I found that the phone was out of battery and automatically turned off.
She remembered that her phone was at least 70 percent battery last night, but now it turned off automatically...... This shows that after she fell asleep last night, Muyang did not hang up the phone, but kept talking until her mobile phone automatically turned off.
Looking at the charging phone, the warmth was a little timid, and I don't know if she said anything in her sleep after falling asleep last night, she was really ashamed, why did she fall asleep last night, what a mistake.
Sitting in front of the computer, she slid the mouse, exited the screensaver mode, looked at the icon of "Getaway", and felt a trace of chagrin in her heart, she was too emotionally fluctuating last night, and she only cared about venting her emotions, but she forgot to take a screenshot of the sea of flowers that Muyang sent her yesterday, and she couldn't help but feel a little lost.
"We all seem to have been loved by someone, those dreams are perfect and hopeless, there are many similar tenderness, and there are also different sadness....."
"Hey, Sunshine ......" Nuan Nuan quickly picked up the phone and pressed the connect button.
"I'll wait for you downstairs, go to breakfast first, and then take you to work." Mu Yang's voice came out through the microphone, and the hoarse voice made the warmth inexplicably reassuring.
"yes, okay."
After Wen Wen finished speaking, he hung up the phone, rushed down to the sixth floor at a speed of 125 per second, and stood in front of Muyang.
Looking at the warmth of her breath, Muyang raised her hand to sort out the broken hair on her sideburns, then opened the car door and motioned for her to get into the car.
Warm blush, sat down in the co-pilot. Seeing Muyang start the car, he asked after twisting it for a while.
"Yesterday I had a lot of mood swings, so I fell asleep, you ...... Haven't hung up all the time? ”
"Well, I also fell asleep last night, and my phone turned off automatically." He did fall asleep last night, but after falling asleep warmly, he put his phone to his ear and listened to the sound of warm and gentle breathing.
"Oh." Listening to Muyang say this, Wen Wen finally breathed a sigh of relief, "I was a little out of shape last night......"
"It's good." Mu Yang stared ahead and interrupted Nuan's words, "Xiao Nuan, you can release yourself as much as you like in front of me, without concealment, understand?" ”
"Hmm." Wen Wen nodded lightly, and said with annoyance, "I only cared about ...... last night Eh,I forgot to take a screenshot in the game.,It's a pity.。 ”
"If you want to take a screenshot, let's set off fireworks together at night and make something even better than yesterday."
"It's not the same nature." Warm face full of loss, "No matter how good it looks in the future, it can't be compared with yesterday's." ”
Mu Yang turned his head to look at the warmth, and the tenderness in his eyes was like water: "Who said there is no screenshot, doesn't it exist in your heart?" The heart is the best storage space. ”
The corners of the warm mouth were lightly raised, and the original feelings of loss and chagrin were swept away, yes, the heart is the best storage space, one year, two years, five years, ten years or even a hundred years, as long as she is alive, she will not forget last night, this memory will accompany her for the rest of her life. (To be continued.) )