Chapter 52: Awakening
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"Anna, can you do me a favor?"
"Say."
"Can you let me sing alone tonight? You can rest assured, the remuneration is all for you. β
"Yes, I don't want to be paid. Tell me what you're going to do? β
"I want to confess."
"To Shang Xia Xia?"
"Hmm."
"Okay, although I don't like her friend named Liu Xiao, but you are my friend, I will help you."
"Okay."
Liang Sipeng arranged everything, and his heart was much more relaxed. He plans to confess to Shang Xia Xia tonight. In fact, his confession should have come earlier, but he has only recently made up his mind.
He has drawn a clear line with Liang Wanbang, and he is now completely independent and free from any fetters. In his previous life, he had lost a lot, his mother, his grandfather, his grandfather's house, and an irretrievable childhood. He suddenly realized that although he kept saying that he wanted to fight against all this, he had been fighting and retreating, and his territory was constantly being eaten away. He didn't want to be like this anymore, Shang Xia Xia couldn't slip away from him like everything before. Of course, he didn't mean to force Shang Xiaxia, Shang Xiaxia had the right to choose for herself, and he had no right to interfere. But whatever the outcome, he should try, and if he doesn't fight for it at all, then slipping away is inevitable.
And what made him make up his mind was the party that Huang Quan held for Shang Xia Xia yesterday. Judging from the timeline, Liang Sipeng had already prepared to invite Shang Xiaxia to dinner on her birthday, that is, yesterday, and then wait for the opportunity to confess. And because of Huang Quan's party, this plan had to be postponed for a day, which seemed normal, but in fact, he was affected.
Huang Quan's party seemed to be grandstanding, and as for the alpaca he sent, he didn't know what to do, and Shang Xiaxia also confiscated it. But it is undeniable that Huang Quan's actions clearly show a meaning: Huang Quan is very rich, and he is willing to spend money for Shang Xiaxia. This made Liang Sipeng have a deep sense of crisis.
He's just a mixed bar singer now, and he hasn't eaten the last meal; No matter how good Jack is to him, everyone knows that he is doing a job with no future. He loves to sing, he has never had a little utilitarian idea since he sang, he doesn't expect to achieve anything by singing, he just simply likes to sing; His love of singing is the only driving force behind his singing.
In the past, he was alone, for his own liking, he could sing carefree, even if he couldn't eat, it was just himself. But it's different to be with Shang Xiaxia, he wants to give the other party a minimum guarantee. There is no doubt that he likes Shang Xiaxia, his liking is not casually said, since he decided to confess, what he wanted was to live with Shang Xiaxia. It's not a hormonal impulse, it's not the kind of opening a house when the love is strong, his liking has a future. He knew that once a promise was spoken, he had to do everything he could to make it forever. At this point, Liang Wanbang failed to do it. Not only did he abandon his wife, but he didn't even look at Liang Spong's mother when she was dying. Liang Sipeng always remembered that her mother was still calling her husband at the last moment. Since then, Liang Sipeng has two things in his heart, one is the hatred for Liang Wanbang, and the other is the adherence to his promise.
Because of this, he hasn't been in much love, and he doesn't want to make promises that he can't keep, and he knows that it will hurt the other party like that. Shang Xia Xia was the one he had been waiting for, wanting to make a promise. However, objective material conditions also directly affect whether his promises can be fulfilled.
He thought that Shang Xiaxia might not be a money-loving person or a vain girl, but the basic conditions could not be removed. If you want to be her man, Liang Sipeng must raise her. Okay, it's a bit machismo, but now it's a problem for him to even support himself, and being with her has become a burden for her? So he didn't remember to confess until now.
What I saw last night has been in front of Liang Spong's eyes. That's what he's always refused to mention, money, gaps. What really scared him was not Huang Quan, he could see that Shang Xiaxia would not like Huang Quan, what made him afraid was the real society. The necklace that Wang Moxuan took out last night is another metaphor.
He never took out the gift he had prepared, a necklace he had carefully chosen, and it cost him a lot of money. But after Wang Moxuan took out his necklace, Liang Sipeng even wanted to throw away the necklace that he had held tightly in his hand and kept in his trouser pocket all night. The so-called pales in comparison. If Wang Moxuan got the earrings, why is it also a necklace?
This made him see his powerlessness clearly again, but it also made him firm in his decision to confess. Why? He couldn't tell him, maybe he wanted to strike first, so as not to let people like Huang Quan Wang Mo Xuan take advantage of the loophole. Or seeing Shang Xiaxia's trance when he saw Gao Peng made him feel distressed. In short, he has everything ready.
At this time, Shang Xia Xia was nesting in his room.
She still hadn't gotten up, and her messy hair, like her messy bed, was the product of a sleepless night. The food that Liang Sipeng cooked for her was still on the table, and she didn't answer when she called her. Liang Sipeng knew that she was uncomfortable, Liu Xiao said to come over in a while, and Liang Sipeng left first.
Shang Xia Xia sat on the bed with her knees crossed, staring at the wall opposite. She seemed to be in a daze, as if she was contemplating. She hadn't moved since the morning.
She herself thought, I shouldn't be insane about this, probably not, not really. But I don't know why, after seeing Gao Peng, I want this kind of performance. Her consciousness knew exactly what she was doing: she hadn't slept all night, she hadn't moved all day; But it seems that the body is no longer his own, and there are always two voices talking in his head. One said, "Get up, why are you staying here?" One said, "Stay."
The strange thing is that she has no urge to urinate now, and she thinks that if she wants to go to the toilet, she will have to go out, so that she will take the opportunity to return to normal. So, is the current behavior purely inertia? She scolded herself in her heart: I usually hate those women who do three or four things, but I didn't expect that she would do it like this; Wake up! It's just a breakup, what's the big deal? A Gao Peng is also worthy of you?
But she didn't move.
The doorbell rang, but Shang Xiaxia still didn't move. After a while, someone opened the door from the outside and came in. Open the door of Shang Xiaxia's room. Liu Xiao is here.
"Good thing I still have the key here." Liu Xiao came in and sat down beside Shang Xiaxia in a self-muttering manner.
"Hey! Still pretending to be dead? Liu Xiao smiled and said, "Get up." β
Shang Xia Xia didn't speak.
"Pretend, I told you to pretend." Liu Xiao said, reaching out to scratch Shang Xiaxia, but Shang Xiaxia still didn't react.
"Huh? Petrified? Liu Xiao said in astonishment. Forget it, I'm leaving. β
As soon as she stood up, Shang Xiaxia finally spoke, "Don't go-"
"I didn't plan to leave." Liu Xiao turned around, with an expression on his face that had already penetrated everything. "Say, what's wrong? Can't put it down? β
"It's not." Shang Xia Xia said expressionlessly.
"Look at Gao Peng's way last night, he was really dedicated to being a 'duck'. That old woman doesn't know how rich she is? Liu Xiao said that Zhao Meiliang was old, but in fact, she didn't look very old when she saw Zhao Meiliang, but in her impression, a woman with a little white face should be old, so Liu Xiao said that she was old.
"That woman is Liang Sipeng's father's wife." Shang Xiaxia said, still expressionless.
"Huh? You say that's his stepmother? Liu Xiao said, Shang Xiaxia nodded. Although she knows that Zhao Meiliang and Liang Sipeng are not that kind of relationship, objectively speaking, they are indeed that kind of relationship.
"Then isn't Gao Peng going to be his stepfather? Does his own dad know? Liu Xiao was saying these things in a completely joking, gossipy tone.
"I don't know." Shang Xiaxia said. She remembered the "sofa shock" she saw in the company that day.
"Xia Xia, even if you haven't understood it for two years, you should understand now that Gao Peng is a complete scumbag, and aliens will not ask him to refresh the lower limit of human beings when they do experiments. So, why do you keep doing this? β
Shang Xiaxia nodded slowly, as if she had an understanding.
"Got it? If you get it, don't stay here anymore. Liu Xiao said.
Shang Xiaxia suddenly looked up at Liu Xiao, although her face was still expressionless, her expressionless expression was more like an indescribable expression. "Xiaoxiao, can you do me a favor?"
Liu Xiao's scalp was numb when she saw it, "What's the matter, you say." β
"Slap me in the face." Shang Xiaxia said, raising her right cheek.
"Huh? Are you still crazy?! Liu Xiao hurriedly reached out and touched Shang Xiaxia's forehead - it was very strange, people would reach out and touch their heads when they judged whether they were sick, but a disease like mental illness would not cause a change in body temperature.
"I'm fine, hit, hit." Shang Xiaxia took Liu Xiao's hand and stroked it on his face.
"......" Liu Xiao looked at Shang Xiaxia's crazy performance, and it was difficult not to associate her with a madman.
"Oops! I'm fine, what's wrong with letting you fight? Shang Xia Xia was anxious, and the expression on his face finally changed.
"Okay." Liu Xiao saw that she insisted and was going to do it. Besides, this kind of initiative to be asked by others to beat him will have an inexplicable excitement no matter who it puts on him. This puts together the two things of helping others and beating people, which not only ensures political correctness without bearing any responsibility, but also makes the beaters enjoy it -- how can they beat people if they want to beat them in normal times!
"I'm so!" Liu Xiao raised his left hand, slowly lowered it, and gently brushed it on Shang Xiaxia's delicate ruddy and shiny face, without disturbing a single hair.
"I'll let you beat me, you're teasing me!" Shang Xiaxia said: "Make some effort! β
"Then I'm really here!" Liu Xiao showed no mercy to his subordinates this time, holding tall and tall, and a clear "pop" broke out in the room. A clear red handprint appeared on Shang Xiaxia's face.
Shang Xia Xia's face and snot were all beaten out. "You're too energetic here, aren't you?"
Liu Xiao wanted to cry without tears: "You asked me to beat it!" β
Shang Xiaxia turned over and got out of bed and said, "Okay, okay." From now on, I want to live again, what Gao Peng, it's all bullshit! β
Liu Xiao looked at the excited Shang Xiaxia and became happy in her heart: "It turns out that you asked me to beat you for this!" "The ancients cut their robes and cut off righteousness, and made an alliance with blood, all of which are a form, and Shang Xiaxia is also a form. If it's a formality, why do you have to do it? Nobody knows, but a little form is a representative. That's what you want. Or it looks domineering, Liu Bang killed a white snake before the incident, which is naturally much more domineering than Chen Sheng and Wu Guang who picked up the pole and picked it up, so Liu Bang succeeded, but Chen Wu became cannon fodder.
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