Whether in the past life or in this life, Xia Shuanghan will never forget the day when she and Lu Shaoyun fell in love. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

It was late at night in early April, and Xia Shuanghan couldn't remember the specific day because of her dizziness, she only remembered that she woke up from her sleep at night, and her mouth was dry and called Mei Xiang, who was sleeping on the couch, to pour her a glass of water. The water was poured in the end, but the person who poured the water was not Mei Xiang, but Lu Shaoyun.

Lu Shaoyun's sudden visit surprised Xia Shuanghan, but after she regained her composure, she quickly understood what Lu Shaoyun's purpose was when he came to her in the middle of the night: "Why don't you want to marry me?" ”

Family, family background, origin, and bloodline, Xia Shuanghan found a lot of objective reasons to tell Lu Shaoyun, "We are not suitable", but these reasons were all vetoed by Lu Shaoyun one by one. He said that since he started to take care of his father and younger brother's funerals in the summer, he often found time to quietly visit her. He said: "Miss Xia, I like you, I like your strength and reason, but I also pity your strength and reason, marry me, let me take care of you, okay?" ”

Lu Shaoyun's words before the sickbed made Xia Shuanghan finally abandon all his worries and persistence, obey his own heart and a desire for love and marry into the Dingguo Mansion, but unfortunately, the happy marriage that Xia Shuanghan was about to start was also the beginning of all her tragedies in the future.

Mrs. Xu doesn't like her, Xia Shuanghan knows this very well, after all, whether she is virtuous or famous, or her family background, she is far from the Xu family's criteria for choosing a wife. But Xia Shuanghan thought that people's hearts can always be exchanged for people's hearts, so in order to cater to the preferences of the Xu family and the entire Dingguo Mansion, she gave up going out to sell paintings, playing horses on the streets, and other things that are incompatible with the Guogong Mansion but are what she likes, she thinks that as long as she works hard to get closer to the Xu family's standard of choosing a wife, she can one day be truly accepted by the Dingguo Mansion. But actually, she was wrong.

The unmarried sisters-in-law sneered from time to time, the intrigue between the brothers-in-law and sisters-in-law, the Xu family's blatant but always justified and justified being critical, and the thousands of girls coveting Lu Shaoyun made Xia Shuanghan feel exhausted. Didn't Xia Shuanghan tell Lu Shaoyun about these troubles, but what did Lu Shaoyun say?

"My sisters will always get married one day, and it's just a matter of putting up with them; You don't like the way the concubines behave, it's okay not to associate with them, you don't have to take the covetousness of the girls and the women outside to heart, I will always be the only one in my heart; As for my mother, I was stationed at the border all the year round and failed to fulfill my filial piety, and now that I have finally come back, you will be wronged, so you should make some compensation for my mother! After all, your mother wasn't mean to you, was she? Although she is strict, she only hopes to teach you to be the ideal Han daughter-in-law in her mind, so you can bear with her! ”

Having said that, what else can Xia Shuanghan say? She knew that she shouldn't blame Lu Shaoyun, they had different education and growth environments since they were children, and the life that seemed unacceptable and even depressing to her was nothing in Lu Shaoyun's eyes, didn't Han women come over like this? Lu Shaoyun can give her an unswerving affection and three years of consistent love and love, what is she not satisfied with?

But Xia Shuanghan is not satisfied! She wants to laugh loudly, cry wantonly, do what she wants to do, and live the life she wants to live freely, is it wrong for her to think so? Staying in Qingfeng Courtyard day by day, trapped in the second gate of the Guogong Mansion, the days of summer frost and cold are so aggrieved, she almost always looks forward to Lu Shaoyun taking a vacation soon, so that her prison-like life can occasionally usher in a day of relaxation.

However, Lu Shaoyun was kind to her, but Xu became more and more dissatisfied with her. "Pulling Tingxuan out all day long, I don't know if he can rest well on the rest day, that's how you take care of my son? If you don't serve Tingxuan well, what use do I want from you? ”

Xu's countless scoldings are still in her ears even after a lifetime, Xia Shuanghan doesn't understand, Xu thinks that she surrenders her identity and does not allow her to go into the kitchen to eat for Lu Shaoyun, and she is not allowed to take over Lu Shaoyun's dressing because her needlework has Rong characteristics, and there are so many girls and grandmothers sent by the Xu family in Qingfeng Courtyard, what does she have to do to take care of Lu Shaoyun, so that it can be regarded as useful?

"It's been three years since I entered the door, and there is no news from my stomach, I really don't know where you have drunk all those bowls of soup and medicine over the years?!" Yes, child, this is the main reason for the breakdown of Xia Shuanghan and Lu Shaoyun's marriage, all because Xia Shuanghan can't give birth to children. In the face of a wife who couldn't give birth to children, Lu Shaoyun insisted on refusing to let other women touch him, and he resolutely rejected his mother's proposal to marry a flat wife, but finally let his unwillingness to compromise exacerbate the contradiction between Xia Shuanghan and the Xu family.

"Xia Shuanghan, you ask yourself, where has our Dingguo Mansion been sorry for you all these years, and where have we treated you badly in terms of food and clothing? How can you be so vicious and insist on letting Ting Xuan die! This was when Xia Shuanghan was diagnosed with a lifetime of difficult heirs, and Xu even threw a cup of hot tea at her.

"Yes, I can't have children, then I won't delay Tingxuan, just reconcile with him. But he chose it himself, he said that he would rather be with me without children, you can't do anything about him, what can you do to be angry with me at will? Could it be that I hugged Lu Tingxuan and asked him not to touch other women? I, no! ”

In this way, in this huge Guogong Mansion, except for Lu Shaoyun, Xia Shuanghan, who could no longer find a trace of warmth, finally rode back to Xia's house in Shuanghe Lane after a big quarrel with the Xu family, she was fed up! After all, even Lu Guogong, who has always treated her like his own granddaughter, chose to support the Xu family and gave up on her because of the heir, what reason does she have to continue to stay in a ruthless and unrighteous place like the Dingguo Mansion!

"Lu Shaoyun, goodbye! As much as I love you, I will never give up my dignity, my pride, and the freedom I am willing to defend with my life for you. ”

Xia Shuanghan's words and deeds finally made the entire Dingguo Mansion chaotic, and even Lu Xiaoqing had to admit that he had thought too little about marrying Xia Shuanghan into the family at the beginning. He and Lu Shaoyun both wanted to use the birdcage to raise a Honghu, but they didn't know that the Honghu longed for the vast blue sky, which doomed it to either be trapped in the birdcage or run towards the freedom it was pursuing. Till death, Fang Xiu!

Xia Shuanghan's behavior of running away finally made Lu Shaoyun understand that he could only choose one person for his mother and wife. However, neither of them, he wants to give up, and neither of them can give up!

"Get out and don't come back, Ting Xuan, if you refuse to divorce your wife and mother, I can't help you, but if you dare to bring that woman back, I won't have your son!"

"Isn't three years of repression enough? The Dingguo Mansion is not my home, it is a prison! If you want me Xia Shuanghan to abandon my dignity and freedom, I am willing to stay in the small world of Qingfeng Courtyard, and pretend that I don't care about anything except your love, I'm sorry, Lu Tingxuan, even if I Xia Shuanghan is dead, I can't do it! ”

The irreconcilable and unavoidable "war" broke out, and Lu Shaoyun had nothing to do except procrastinate, procrastinate, and procrastinate. It's just that in the end, what he got from his delay was the marriage decree that Xu and Pei Huanting went to the Queen Mother to ask for.

"Grandfather, why is that? Don't you like frost already? Why did you acquiesce to my mother's request for me to marry a wife? ”

"I don't dislike the frosty girl, as long as the frosty girl is willing to accept Miss Pei, she can still continue to be your wife and my good granddaughter-in-law."

"It's impossible for her to accept it, as long as Pei Huanting enters the door, I will lose her forever!"

However, even if Lu Shaoyun doesn't agree, what can he do, the Queen Mother has already made a decree, can he resist? He, can't.

"Flat wife? Tingxuan, congratulations, your mother has finally fulfilled her wish and married a well-connected lady for you. It's time for me to leave. ”

"What do you mean?"

"I'm going to go out of the customs and go to Naming Village, and I won't come back in three or five years. When I have a firm foothold outside the gates, I think I will come back and bring the coffins of my father and mother and Chaoyang, and then, until my ashes turn to yellow sand, I probably won't come back. ”

"No, you can't! You don't go in the frost, you can't go! I'm not going to let you go! ”

"Lu Shaoyun, you are not qualified to keep me at all! You know, of course, I also recently learned that the reason why I can't have children is because I was ruined by the daily bowl of soup and medicine sent by your mother after marrying you! It's me who was stupid, I was sick for a long time before I married you, so I never thought about it. ”

"Impossible! No, my mother can't do such a thing! ”

"How could it not be? The entire back house of the Guogong Mansion is in the hands of your mother, even if the grandfather of the country cares about me, it is not easy for him to ask his granddaughter-in-law about the heirs, so your mother will be so fearless. It doesn't matter if you don't believe it now, you can go and check, your mother has been trying to break my body for three years so that you can marry another wife, and in three years, there will always be some clues, right? ”