Chapter 36: Whose Heartache?
Chu Yiren insisted on refusing to take it back, "You keep it for me, with it by your side, in Qingxuan Kingdom, no matter where you go, it is unimpeded." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Seeing Chu Yichen desperately saving Shen Mirou, and completely ignoring Toya's life or death, Chu Yiren's heart was angry and sad. He felt that when a woman like Toya, who longed for freedom and happiness, might one day be unable to bear such a depressing life, this small token would become her best pass.
Maybe there was some greed that drove him to want Toya to leave Chu Yichen, and if he really could, he was willing to take her away, no matter where he went.
Toya looked at the token in her hand, "No matter where you go, it's unimpeded." Toya sighed softly, maybe, maybe this place is really not for her, rather than approaching him is a torture, it is better to miss it from afar.
Toya clutched the small token and didn't shirk it anymore: "Thank you." ”
"Between you and me, you don't have to say such things."
"Look at me, it seems that I can't see you off, please take care." Although she was reluctant to let this friend leave in front of her, she really felt very tired today, she didn't want to move, she just wanted to close her eyes, let herself sleep, and sleep all the time.
Chu Yiren knew that Toya needed to rest at this time, so he stood up, "You are so resting, I will leave first, and the New Year will be in a few months, and at that time, I will definitely try to come back to see you." ”
"Okay, I'll wait for you."
Chu Yiren knew that Toya's sentence of "I am waiting for you" did not have any special meaning, but he was still very happy in his heart, and even had some extravagant expectations.
Chu Yiren withdrew from Tuoya's room, and as soon as he walked out of Fanghua Garden, he saw Chu Yichen head-on, he wanted to spare him, in order to tell him that he was dissatisfied with him in his heart.
It's just that Chu Yichen didn't intend to give Chu Yiren such an opportunity, facing him and walking in front of him.
"Is the princess okay?"
"Do you really care?" Chu Yiren sneered, "Shen Mirou also fell into the water, my brother shouldn't be in the mood to care about his sister-in-law, right?" ”
"Both of them fell into the water, and I had to save one first."
This kind of very reasonable explanation did not make Chu Yiren feel comfortable in his heart: "But if you choose Shen Mirou, it is equivalent to giving up your sister-in-law, if you don't love her, let her go." ”
Chu Yiren plucked up the courage to say his thoughts to Chu Yichen, although he knew that this was not what he should say, let alone a family matter that he had the right to interfere in.
Chu Yichen smiled, "There are so many women around my father, but how many people are really favored, how have you ever seen the truth that if you don't spoil you, let them go?" ”
Chu Yichen put down the twisted jade pendant in his hand and turned to leave, leaving Chu Yiren with a disappointed look on his face.
Not only because Chu Yichen refused to let go of Toya, but also because in Chu Yichen's body, Chu Yiren didn't seem to see Toya's happiness.
Chu Yiren watched quietly, he couldn't do anything except leave.
Toya lay quietly on the bed, keeping her eyes closed, whether she was really asleep or not, she just felt very tired, and her mind was full of Chu Yichen's figure firmly swimming towards Shen Mirou, and the fluttering figure of the first warrior of the grassland on the grassland seemed to be getting farther and farther away from herself.
She is the wife he is marrying, but in his eyes, his life is so dispensable.
She gave up fighting for his love, but he gave up her life.
Although Shen Mirou has been her enemy repeatedly, she doesn't hate her, she is only fighting for what she wants, and she doesn't even have the bargaining chips to fight for.
A light sigh, two lines of turbid tears, and the long sleep of I don't know how many days.
"Are you awake?"
Tuoya opened her eyes and saw Chu Yichen sitting on the edge of her bed at some point, in her eyes, there was no surprise to see him in the past, and there was no so-called hatred, just a faint chuckle like the wind, laughing at the form of false warmth.
Now there is no secret envoy from the Northern Underworld in the Fuzhong, so what's the point of doing this.
"Please forgive Yan for not being able to get up and say hello to the prince."
"It doesn't matter." Chu Yichen looked at Toya, who had cold eyes, and felt like a thorn in his heart.
"Why did you fall into the water that day?" In fact, Chu Yichen knew everything, when he came back, he happened to see two people walking side by side, he hadn't seen him for many days, that silent figure made him miss it often, he didn't come forward to disturb, he just wanted to look at her silently for a while.
But he didn't want to, he saw everything clearly and carefully, so he hurried to rescue, but he didn't want Shen Mirou to temporarily jump into the water to get rid of his suspicion.
Maybe he knew too well what he wanted and what he should do, so at a critical moment, Chu Yichen swam to Shen Mirou, and the countless worries in his heart could only turn into prayers, hoping that she could hold on and be fine.
He was powerless to push Chu Yiren away to save him, because he was afraid, afraid of seeing her really die in front of him, and he found that he was afraid of losing her.
When she opened her eyes, he breathed a sigh of relief, but when he saw Toya's eyes, he knew that the distance between him and her was even farther away.
"It's just that I accidentally stumbled, and I was affected by Mirou, and I'm sorry."
Tuoya didn't accuse because she knew that Shen Mirou was the woman in Chu Yichen's heart, even if she said Chu Yichen, she wouldn't believe it; Even if he believed it, he probably wouldn't be willing to treat Shen Mirou's sin for her sake.
Toya didn't want to humiliate herself, and she didn't want to anger his beloved.
Chu Yichen gently twisted the jade pendant on his waist, he actually hoped that Toya would say this, because in this way, he could save a lot of trouble, and he didn't have to think about how to appease her and make her forget about it, because he didn't want to do anything to Shen Mirou.
But when Toya really said this as he hoped, he was a little sad, Toya didn't even want to confide in him the grievances in his heart, what else could it represent.
She no longer trusts him, she doesn't need him anymore.
But Chu Yichen couldn't explain anything to her, because he wasn't sure if Toya was worthy of his trust, and although he had his heart for her, none of this was worth his risk.
He only hopes that when everything settles in the future, he can dissolve everything, remove all obstacles, and give her the warmth and love she deserves.
"She's fine, don't blame herself."
Tuoya raised her eyes and looked at Chu Yichen, with a smile in her eyes. Tuoya sneered: Of course Shen Mirou will be fine, with your first rescue, how can there be anything.
But she didn't say anything after all, and smiled lightly, "It's okay, the prince also saw it, it's okay, it's not early, please go back, if Mi Rou can't see the prince, I'm afraid she will be sad." ”
Chu Yichen looked at Tuoya's eyes and wanted to ask: If this king leaves, will you be sad?