Chapter 41: The Soul Doesn't Hold Away
Tuoya wasn't completely sure of her guess, but she still couldn't help but wonder if Chu Yichen's attitude towards herself was confusing outsiders, not really being kind to herself. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
If it was in the past, she would definitely firmly think that Chu Yichen only had little affection for her, but how to explain yesterday's events.
Once people give themselves reasons, they will always exert a lot of imagination, and it is clear that Toya is not exempt from vulgarity.
Maybe every night in the future, she can give herself a suitable reason, a perfect excuse, but how long can such self-comfort last.
Whether it will be broken by the next reality is like falling into the water, whether it is ruthless or not, it is the one who is given up after all.
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For several days, Chu Yichen did not appear again, so that Toya began to wonder if that indulgence was a dream.
And when Chu Yichen stood in front of her, it looked so abrupt, making Tuoya feel that Chu Yichen's fluttering posture looked out of place with this somewhat dilapidated Fanghuayuan at this moment.
I don't know what kind of mood it was, Toya actually forgot to visit him, until Chu Yichen walked past her, and the warmth that seemed to be absent spread from that moment of mutual gaze.
Chu Yichen sat on the stone chair in the garden, looking at the chessboard on the stone table that had been demonstrated by Tuoya, "Sit down and play a game with this king." ”
Toya gave up the etiquette she should have, sat with Chu Yichen looking at each other, watching Chu Yichen slowly separate the black and white, but Toya completely forgot to take the handle, and looked at the face in front of her with a somewhat stagnant gaze.
Chu Yichen looked a little tired, his white skin turned a little dark against his eye circles, and he looked like he hadn't had a good rest for a few days.
This kind of Chu Yichen made Tuoya feel a little distressed, so that every move of the chess pieces in her hand fell a little late, and her mind couldn't be completely used on the chessboard, but most of the time she was thinking about what troublesome things he encountered, whether it was for the battle for the throne again.
"Why do you keep staring at the king's face?"
When Chu Yichen dropped the sunspot in his hand, Yun asked casually, his eyes fell on the chess pieces in his hand, and he didn't have the meaning of getting an answer.
Toya was asked by Chu Yichen like this, her face flushed, and she hurriedly lowered her head, but she still unconsciously glanced at it again, but this time she met Chu Yichen's gaze, Toya was a little embarrassed, but this time, the corners of Chu Yichen's mouth were hooked up with an obvious arc.
Yes, Toya really saw Chu Yichen's smile, and he smiled at her so warmly, like a warm sun that was warm but not hot all over Toya's body.
Toya's hand shook, and the chess pieces in his hand fell from between his fingers and smashed on top of the other chess pieces on the chessboard, messy one, Toya looked at the destroyed chessboard, and a trace of self-blame appeared in her eyes, and secretly scolded herself for being clumsy and ruining this rare time.
Chu Yichen smiled faintly, perhaps seeing Toya's thoughts, "Don't blame yourself, this king will restore the chessboard." ”
"Do you remember?"
Toya's mind was not all on the chessboard, it was already impossible for her to restore the chessboard, Chu Yichen did not answer Toya's question directly, but used his fingers to restore all the chess pieces to their original appearance without a trace of recollection.
Toya looked at the man in front of her with admiration, her husband, a little intoxicated, Chu Yichen picked up the white zi that Toya had not put and handed it to Toya, Toya really wanted to find a crack to get into when she realized that she hadn't taken the chess pieces in time.
"A game of chess is like a war, one wrong move will lose the whole game, you are so unfortunate, do you think you can easily win the king, or are you deliberately letting the king?"
Chu Yichen's voice was very good, with a little provocation, mixed with a hint of hoarseness after not having a good rest.
Tuoya got serious, tried not to distract herself, and cautiously dropped the white son in her hand, Chu Yichen nodded with satisfaction, until the end of the game of chess, Chu Yichen with a hint of approval, "It's two eyes better than last time." ”
"But I still lost a lot." Toya was well-deserved and a little embarrassed by such praise.
"You didn't know how to play chess in the past, but it's already good to teach yourself like this, and I'm afraid that in time you will become the opponent of this king." There was a hint of encouragement in Chu Yichen's eyes, but Tuoya didn't dare to indulge too much, lest she lose her sense of proportion again.
Chu Yichen said to a game of chess: "You see that if you put this son here, it will be more difficult for this king." ”
"Let's accompany this king in the next game!" Chu Yichen was still quietly parting the black and white on the chessboard, occasionally a wisp of breeze blew by, blowing a few strands of sideburns, making Chu Yichen look still and moving, but Toya was different, a few sideburns were sticking to his cheeks.
Chu Yichen smiled faintly, stopped, and ran his fingers across Toya's delicate skin, slid down her cheeks, and smoothed her hair.
Although this action is only a few seconds, it is enough to warm a person's heart, a heart that has been empty and lonely for too long.
"Lord, let's go down next time, the concubine thinks you need to rest, you look a little tired." Although Tuoya really wanted to sit quietly with Chu Yichen like this, even if she was speechless, even if she turned into two humanoid stones, she couldn't make Chu Yichen tired because of her selfishness.
Chu Yichen's hand paused on the chessboard, and he raised his head to stare at Toya for a brief moment.
Tuoya didn't know why Chu Yichen was like this, and she always felt that there was something in his eyes that she didn't understand.
She didn't know if she had said something wrong, or if she had misunderstood her intentions and thought she didn't want him to stay, but only she knew how much she wanted him to stay with her.
"Can this king take a break with you? Wake up the king after an hour. ”
Tuoya stood up, Chu Yichen followed by her side, the two of them walked a little slowly, and they both wanted to stay for a moment like this.
Su Rina made the bed for Chu Yichen, Chu Yichen was lying on the bed, Xu was really tired, just a few minutes, he heard Chu Yichen's slight snoring, Chu Yichen had also stayed in Fanghuayuan, he had not been like this at that time.
Hearing that Chu Yichen was sleeping deeply, Toya gently walked to the head of the bed, sat on the chair next to the bed, and looked at Chu Yichen's face greedily, not needing to avoid the embarrassment when they looked at each other.
Chu Yichen's eyebrows were slightly frowned when he was asleep, thinking that there was really something difficult, Tuoya wanted to smooth his forehead with her hand, but she was worried about waking him up.
Toya thought that even if she smoothed the frown on her forehead at this time, she couldn't soothe the embarrassment he encountered, and she really wanted to do something for him.