CHAPTER XXXVII

Just, how could she! Renjie is what she watched grow up, Renjie respects her as if she were her mother, and she has always loved this younger brother. www.biquge.info I can only say that in the position of her brother and daughter-in-law, I have never been her first choice. And she doesn't care if her brother will be sad because of this!

But I'm different from her. Renjie, it should be different! In front of my eyes, what flashed was the picture of Yang Renjie, he was laughing, he was affectionate, he was holding a large bouquet of red roses as if he was holding his heart. He was anxious, flustered, and even angry, but after all, he was sincere and frank.

In my ears, I heard Mrs. Rong's urging one after another.

"How can you do that? I can't believe there is a woman like you in the world! Just arrange your own funeral as if nothing happened, and stuff another woman into your husband! "I was pushed so hard that I cried out helplessly.

"Why can't I do this? What I'm doing now is the right thing to do! Mrs. Rong's voice was low, with a little bitterness: "You are very similar to me, and the more I look at it, the more it looks like me." From the first time I saw you, I thought of who I was. Maybe you think that we are not comparable, but your courage, perseverance, stubbornness not to admit defeat, and enthusiasm for life and unconvinced heart all remind me of me when I was 16 years old.

"At that time, despite the opposition of my family, I was bent on pursuing my love. I thought self-righteously that the relationship would last forever. For it, I am willing to give everything and even my life without reservation. I decided that Rong Bin was my happiness, and I was so glad that I had finally found him. I pin my future and all my hopes on him, even if my father is against it, my mother is against it, and the whole world is against it, I will never compromise.

"What can I say? I can only say that I am too young. Actually, I'm just a kid. How many visions can you have, and how many people can you come into contact with? It's just that my stubborn character has not been able to pull back anyone. ”

Mrs. Rong paused and let out a long sigh, how much remorse there is, maybe only she knows: "Actually, they are right, two people with completely different growth experiences, only rely on this difference to attract each other, do not have the same interests and hobbies, and they are both unyielding and uncompromising personalities, how can they have a bright future?"

"But I didn't hesitate to go all the way to the dark! In fact, it didn't take long for us to regret it, but we just wouldn't admit it. Time gradually changed and I realized the fact that our respective personalities did not make us get along as well as I once thought. But I still insisted on sticking to my marriage, not only for the sake of my son, but also for the sake of my refusal to admit defeat to myself! Refuse to admit your defeat!

"After so many years, if there is anything left, it is the bravery and enthusiasm of the beginning, which I will always miss." Mrs. Rong's eyes were shining, completely different from her usual calmness: "In fact, I still love my husband, although this enthusiasm has gradually died out in the face of life, it has become a kind of family affection that melts into blood and bones. And my son. Her eyes moved to a photo frame at the head of the bed, where there was a photo of Rong Ziyi, a small person wearing a small suit, and a serious one that made people laugh: "I love my son more." I have to think about him, it's a mother's responsibility. I know Rong Bin is a good father, but most of his energy is focused on his career. And my son is still so young, no matter how sensible he is, he is still a child. This poor little can't just lose his mother's guidance and teachings. And you ......" Mrs. Rong's gaze moved to my face, her hands clenched tightly, not as strong as a seriously ill woman, she clenched my arm painfully: "I trust you, you will be a good mother." You have the ability and the heart. Please promise me to watch him for me, watch him grow up, watch him grow up, let him marry a wife, have children, and be a good man. It was only at this time that Mrs. Rong's eyes revealed nostalgia and reluctance for life: "I have lived for more than 20 years in my life, and now there is only one achievement left." So, please...... Be sure to take care of him! Mrs. Rong stared at me tightly, full of pleading: "You will, will you?" ”

Such a strong person is only willing to show her weakness when she is dying. She was also an innocent girl full of yearning and love, but life sharpened her as hard as a rock. But in her heart, she will always keep a piece of the softest place for her son, which is already the whole meaning of her life. When her life was about to die, there were no tears in her eyes, she abandoned her pride, and only had all the hope of letting her son live well.

"Mr. Rong...... Mr. Rong will not agree. "I avoided her gaze, I couldn't stand this begging, I was driving her crazy. I had to throw this last trick.

"As long as you agree, I naturally have a way to get him to agree!" Mrs. Rong's words were categorical, as if she were making a concluding statement for today's conversation.

When I stumbled out of Mrs. Rong's bedroom, I was met by Ayi's big black and white eyes and questioning eyes.

Everything was planned by her. No one knows when she started, from the day she met me, or when she knew she was terminally ill. All I know is that this is a bureau of her set. Step by step, step by step, unknowingly towards her goal, quietly moving forward. She gave me the opportunity, nurtured me, helped me, just because I was like her, and I could create another her to replace her. She did not hesitate to sacrifice her brother, or, as well, her husband. And everything, for her son! Her thoughtfulness and thoughtfulness often creep me out.

However, I will not put everything on Mrs. Rong. If you don't want to, no one can force you. Maybe the scales in my heart have already tilted. Mrs. Rong has calculated that I will agree. Whether it's the yearning for happiness or the secret desire hidden in my heart, it's hard for me to refuse. And Mrs. Rong, with morality, responsibility and the request of the dying person, put a gorgeous package for me, so that I can easily cross the threshold in my heart, so that I can accept it more calmly. However, I will never imagine her again, I can't stand up to her, no matter how many years have passed. It seems that she can play with everyone in the palm of her hand if she wants to. I'll never be able to do that.