Chapter 14: This Girl Is Mine
After Zhang Fan roared angrily, he finally vented the dissatisfaction in his heart, he didn't know what was going on in him, he only felt that he couldn't control his desires, like a newborn young beast, he only reacted instinctively to everything, he wanted to drink water when he was thirsty, he wanted to eat when he was hungry, it was as simple as that. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
All he can do now is try to control himself, control and channel his desires at the right time.
There was a roar just now, and a lot of energy was consumed, Zhang Fan looked at the Roshan that was still half left, and his saliva began to flood again. At this time, Roshan is like a young girl who does not know an inch in his eyes, and he is having an indescribable beauty and temptation.
Zhang Fan turned his head with difficulty and stared at Xiao Leng like a hungry wolf: "That...... Is there a pot for this, please? ”
"Huh?"
Xiao Leng looked at Zhang Fan speechlessly: "Hungry again?" ”
Zhang Fan blushed and scratched his head: "Do you know how to cook?" ”
As a result, as soon as he opened his mouth, the overflowing saliva left a place, and Xiao Leng jumped aside in disgust: "Do you want the lama to exaggerate." I won't! ”
"Xiaoye, I remember she would." Zhang Fan couldn't care about so much now, and the impulse in his body was about to break through the control.
"She ......" Xiao Leng wanted to speak again, and only said: "She is sleeping." ”
Zhang Fan didn't pay attention to the details, he only felt full of regret and hunger, no, he couldn't help it, and he was about to rush like a mountain of meat when he turned around.
Xiao Leng grabbed him, no, he couldn't let this thing stay with the food anymore, he would eat everything. I opened the door of space and stepped into the real world......
In the next moment, they appeared on the hill behind the school.
"Uh, meat! What about meat! ”
Zhang Fan is still just thinking about that earthworm? Xiao Lengqi slapped Zhang Fan on the head and shouted: "Be sober, control your desires, do you look like a slave of incompetence?" ”
The red light on Zhang Fan's face appeared and disappeared from time to time, and the expression on his face was fierce and vicious, changing constantly.
He felt that he was about to be divided, that he was like a wolf and a tiger, that he kept screaming, that he wanted to destroy everything, that he would eat everything; The other self is like a saint, compassionate and compassionate, constantly rebuking the "beast self" for not knowing shame and self-control. And he stood in the middle like a pendulum.
He suppressed the voices of the other two of himself with the strongest will, and said with difficulty: "Help me!" ”
Xiao Leng quickly pinched the magic trick in his hand and kept patting Zhang Fan's body. Surprisingly, every time Xiao Leng patted him, Zhang Fan felt a little more comfortable in his body, and finally after half an hour, Xiao Leng whispered coldly, "Seal, and slapped Zhang Fan's heart with a palm." ”
"Ah~~~" Zhang Fan groaned out as if he had just finished killing chickens, "Comfortable, young man, good job." ”
Xiao Leng was wiping his sweat, this pass can consume a lot of energy, and when he heard Zhang Fan's words, he almost went crazy.
It took a while to calm down the churning breath, and said, "Believe it or not, Lao Tzu can still kill you now!" ”
Zhang Fan immediately put away his hippie smile, and said, "Thank you, Xiao Leng, without you, the consequences will be unimaginable." ”
"I'm just helping you suppress it temporarily, it's a palliative way to cure the root cause. But after all, it's also a part of you, you have to learn to control him, learn to control your desires, control your impulses. ”
"Maybe the effect of the seal lifting has not only improved your physical fitness and potential, but also increased your instinctive energy, which is the negligence of me and Sister Xiaoye. Only thinking about improving your abilities as quickly as possible, but neglecting your own control. I need to redesign my training plan for the rest of my training. ”
Zhang Fan seemed to understand a little: "This statement of yours reminds me of a book I once read, where there is an iceberg theory proposed by a psychological master named Freud. ”
"What Freud? What iceberg theory? ”
That is, a person's spiritual world is like a big iceberg, which is made up of id, ego and superego. The unknown and large part of the iceberg under the water is the part that belongs to the id, and the part that emerges from the water is the ego and superego. People can only consciously control the part above the surface of the water, but not the part below the surface of the water, that is, the subconscious, when the ego and the superego conflict, it is easy to cause all kinds of mental problems, that is, if I can't solve this problem, I will ...... Become a neurotic? ”
"Well, although I don't understand the theory you said, I still agree with the conclusion you said, if you continue to be influenced by instinct, you will become a walking corpse......" Xiao Leng said the cruelest truth with a bent face: "At that time, you will become a real demon king, a demon who has no reason and only knows how to destroy and destroy." ”
"Gollum~" Zhang Fan swallowed his saliva and asked nervously, "You'll help me, right?" ”
Xiao Liang shook his head: "The only one who can help you is yourself, I can't do it, and neither can Sister Xiao Ye." ”
Zhang Fan was a little anxious: "But, you have to break my seal, it's you who ......."
"I can be sorry if you blame me for ruining your ordinary life, but you can't blame Sister Night." Xiao Leng's voice became indifferent, like a layer of frost: "People don't live just for themselves...... If you can't afford this future, I can help you finish him now. ”
Zhang Fan was silent, he had indeed experienced a lot in less than a day, and he felt a completely different life from his original, no longer boring, no longer ordinary, the same is no longer stable, no longer safe.
Whether it was in a dream or real, he believed that the feeling was real. He felt the affection they had and those sunny days, he felt Lilith's heavy expectation and the help of a little cold, he felt the exhilaration when he was sweating profusely, if he really gave it all up like this......
"What should I do?" Zhang Fan remembered his father's words after drinking, the man of the Zhang family can carry the mountain on his back. Now that the voyage has begun, there is no such thing as jumping into the sea halfway.
Xiao sneered, like a piece of burning ice: "The seal can last for a month, and during this time you must hurry up and exercise your control ability, eh...... In your theory, it's about strengthening the ego. By the way, it's like when you were hiding from that earthworm, what were you doing? You have to control that state. ”
"I'm in a daze."
"Daze? Belch...... Well, as long as you can perform at the level of your daze state in the waking state, you are almost in control. ”
"It's so hard, what if it doesn't work."
"That's the ...... of self-destruction"
The consequences are so serious, Zhang Fan just wanted to ask something specific, but was suddenly interrupted by Xiao Leng: "Someone is coming." ”
Then the blue light flashed and he was gone. And Zhang Fan had an extra ice-blue dull hair on the top of his head.
"Where have you been? Xiao Cold. Zhang Fan looked around, but he didn't find anyone, so he had to shout.
A faint voice came from overhead: "Idiot, be quiet, someone is really coming, I'm on your head, just say what you want to say in your heart." ”
"Electrocardiogram? It's disgusting. ”
At this moment, a snow-white little hand put on Zhang Fan's shoulder: "Classmate Zhang Fan, what are you doing here?" ”
The tip of the pen lingered with a wisp of orchid: "Mo ...... Mo Yu, I ...... I was standing outside the classroom so stuffy that I came out to breathe. ”
Mo Yu naturally stuffed his little hand into Zhang Fan's hand and looked at him worriedly.
Zhang Fan's heart jumped suddenly, and he swallowed saliva unconsciously, it was too bad, the beast in his heart was churning again, and he quickly pulled away his hand nervously, and said with a red face: "It's really okay, I'm worried about you, let's go back." ”
As he spoke, he turned around and walked towards the classroom, completely noticing the white feathers flashing on Mo Yu's face.
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The two of them walked slowly down the back hill one after the other, only to notice that it was now the time for the big recess.
Zhang Fan's school has a tradition of recess exercises, and during each big recess, the whole school will be organized to run and exercise on the playground. It is said that this is the result of the last principal's field trip, and it is said that it is the only magic weapon to improve the comprehensive quality of students.
Anyway, no matter how many complaints the students below complained, this policy was indeed implemented, and it was required that all students must run together. So every time between classes is the most lively, whether you are hibernating birds in class or studying hard, you have to go to the playground and walk around me.
At this time, just after running the exercise, the students came out of the playground in pairs, complaining and negative energy all the way.
"I was sitting in a dream and was pulled out and ran, irritable." This is the sleeping bird.
"That's right, I just have an idea for that question, I have to go back and calculate it quickly." This is Xueba Bird.
"Come on, running so many calves will get thicker, I hate it." It's a beautiful bird.
……。。 In short, the forest is big, and there are all kinds of birds.
However, when they saw Zhang Fan and Mo Yu walking down the back mountain together, all the birds became the same kind of birds, that is, gossip birds, chirping louder.
"I didn't dream, it seems to be the goddess of Mo Yu. But who is the man in front of her? The sleeping bird rubbed her eyes and fixed two dark circles under her eyes and asked.
"I watched a small movie again last night, the dark circles are heavy, according to the angle of sunlight and my lenses up to 800 degrees, it is the goddess of Mo Yu, and her breasts are two centimeters bigger." Xueba Bird pushed the lens and said confidently.
Aimeiniao looked at the two of them with a look of disgust: "Dirty, quickly wipe the nosebleed, it's dirty." ”
Then a note came out of his nose and said, "Humph! Vixen, the one in front of me is Zhang Fan from our class, isn't he pretending to be high, why can't he help but look for a man, this kind of man is not looked down on. ”
The crowd completely exploded, and people harmoniously dropped some of the words, and went straight to the essence - the goddess Mo Yu fell in love, and she also talked to the most ordinary Zhang Fan.
It's just a good cabbage that the pigs arch, and the flowers are stuck in the cow dung.
The crowd quickly surrounded Zhang Fan and Mo Yu, and they became noisy.
Zhang Fan had seen this kind of scene there, and he was stunned on the spot, but Mo Yu next to him stood calmly, with an indifferent expression, and a pair of eyes were always staring at Zhang Fan and didn't know what he was thinking.
Xiao Leng was lively in Zhang Fan's mind, sneering: "Yo, it's a big scene, catch the rape in bed." ”
Zhang Fan was very irritable and scolded in his heart: Catch your sister, Lao Tzu is innocent.
"Calm down, the seal is not stable, and if you get angry, it may get out of control again."
Zhang Fan had to calm down and forcibly suppress the restlessness in his heart.
At this moment, a voice suddenly sounded in the crowd: "What are you doing, scatter, what are you doing around here, tell you, I, Zhao Ritian, am here, and you all stay away from Mo Yu." ”
The person who came was Zhao Hao, who was a third year of high school, nicknamed Zhao Ritian, more than 1.9 meters tall, and was a well-known "scholar", but this scholar did not mean that he had good grades, or that he was domineering, and he was a well-known villain and student leader.
Zhao Hao, squeezed through the crowd, walked in front of Zhang Fan, touched his domineering bald head, leaned over and said in Zhang Fan's ear: "This girl, mine, you, get away." ”
Zhang Fan looked at the bald head shining in the sun, and couldn't help complaining in his heart, this plot is a bit bloody.