159. Ayuan, I can't bear it

Cuixiang's face turned pale, and her heartbeat was beating for a while. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

Su Sanyuan saw her strange appearance, and also knew what she was thinking, so she didn't expose Cuixiang, but only let her go and rest for a while. Cuixiang was stunned, and couldn't help asking, "Then, Miss went out that night, wasn't she looking for Mu Qi Gongzi at all?" Because of the emperor, it is impossible to go out so late, how could the young lady meet?

That night?

There was a flash of emotion in Cuixiang's eyes, so fast that Su Sanyuan only saw the loneliness and injury left by Cuixiang. I remembered the night I went to see the Dharma Protector, Bai Cheng'an carried her on her back, and a lantern lit up the entire forest. After a long time, Su Sanyuan pulled her lips and said lightly: "How do you want me to answer you?"

Cuixiang came back to her senses from the shaking and realized the abruptness of Fang Cai, so she hurriedly knelt on the ground and knocked her head several times.

Su Sanyuan said softly: "Get up." His gaze drifted and he met Cuixiang's eyes, "I want to be alone for a while." Go and rest. ”

Cuixiang hesitated, bowed her head and retreated.

Seeing that there was no one around, Su Sanyuan slipped behind the pomegranate tree potted plant, used her hands and feet together, and quickly went out to the other end.

It's just a wall, but it feels like two worlds apart. The air inside the walls is oppressive, and the barren grass forest outside the walls is free.

Running happily, jumping, and humming songs, Su Sanyuan picked the flowers, and in a circle, all the collected flowers floated into the air. A tornado blows farther away, and the skirt staggers. Su Sanyuan closed her eyes, trying to scream to vent her depression for days.

Click.

The sound of someone's footsteps was hidden behind the tree, and when Su Sanyuan opened his eyes and looked away, there was no sound, and it was quiet as if it was just an auditory hallucination.

"Who's there?" Su Sanyuan frowned and said in a low voice.

There was no movement for a long time, Su Sanyuan took a few steps forward, folded the branch and patted it forward, "I know you're there, come out!"

A sneer rang out. Su Sanyuan held her breath and stared, slowly approaching, a tall figure leaned against the tree against the light, and waved her hand lazily at her, her voice was nasal, hoarse and unable to distinguish her emotions, "Ayuan, it's me." ”

The heartbeat missed a few beats. These days, little by little, I know about the so-called killer organization Baiyi Sect, as well as Bai Chengan's difficult steps and the difficulty of surviving on the tip of the knife every day. Su Sanyuan looked at him with distress and pity, and suddenly looked at him sideways, those deep smiling eyes.

At that moment, Bai Chengan's eyes and smile dissipated a little.

The feminine and handsome face moved away slightly, leaving a side face, and the rest of the face was hidden in the blind corner of the sight, which made people not look very carefully. When Su Sanyuan approached, she saw Bai Chengan playing with the scarlet ghost mask, with one leg slightly bent, and the whole person was lazy.

At this time, under the afterglow of the sunset, he was just an ordinary young man, with a solemn face, deep eyes, a face like jade, and a crystal clear luster.

Su Sanyuan stood quietly until a pair of hands pulled her into her arms, and then she realized the sad choice she had just made when she shook her head. At that moment, she felt that she should say goodbye to Bai Cheng'an, which may be the last time she could snuggle in his arms and watch the sunset together.

It seems that it is also the first time that Bai Chengan accompanies her to watch the sunset.

Su Sanyuan stretched out her hand and hugged Bai Chengan's waist, and was silent for a long time.

Bai Chengan sighed, "You are not allowed to look at me with that kind of eyes, even if you make a decision." In fact, with just one look, Bai Chengan already understands the cruelty of her mind and reality. But I was reluctant and unwilling.

The rest of the time, all that was left was to wait quietly for her to pronounce the end of it all. Bai Cheng'an closed his eyes, leaned on her head, and whispered, "Say it, I'll listen."

Su Sanyuan pushed Bai Cheng'an away, stared at his face, and then turned sideways to look at the sunset, and saw a desolate sadness in his eyes. After a long time, Su Sanyuan leaned on his broad and thin shoulders again and whispered, "In the past few days, I have thought about a lot of things. You've made me wait a year, it's been too long. ”

Bai Cheng'an was very quiet, pursed his lips, his face was indifferent, but there was a trace of sadness in his eyes that could not be dissolved.

Speaking the idea that she had decided for a long time, Su Sanyuan instead felt a sharp pain in her chest, and every breath made her feel panic and pain. What made her even more sad was that Bai Cheng'an just listened quietly and did not move. It seems that he has always been an outsider and this matter does not matter to him.

Bai Chengan asked, "It's decided?"

The tone was flat, as if it were an ordinary question. Su Sanyuan raised her head and stared at his side face quietly, what kind of heart did she pretend, and she refused to leave this memory with any sadness! Su Sanyuan felt resentment in her heart, and she was about to open her mouth to scold him, but she could only hear his voice in her ears, telling the situation during this period of time lightly.

From Mei Sanniang and the sect leader appearing to find him, to the assassination of the black sect leader who was almost provoked by his subordinates, and then to the life-and-death assassination of the three killers screened out by the White Cloth Sect in the black hole...... All the way to the pain of not being able to survive in the medicinal bath.

Bai Chengan's expression was indifferent, and his voice did not rise and fall. When he finished speaking, Bai Cheng'an half-raised his head, "I've been sitting here and thinking about it for several days, but fortunately, you have come to your senses." Otherwise, let me say these heartless words, I'm afraid you will hate me for the rest of your life. He pulled his lips and laughed self-deprecatingly.

"It's kind of hurtful." Su Sanyuan looked at him and said with a sneer. Her situation is that she is old, everyone is forcing her to get married, the noise around her makes her head big, and she doesn't know anything about Bai Chengan's whereabouts, even whether he is alive or dead, and where to find him.

And he, on what basis? If you say give up, you can give up easily! Su Sanyuan's hand hanging by her side tightened, obviously understanding, but she was so unwilling.

Bai Chengan said: "It's me who thinks that I can easily solve the ...... of the White-clothed Sect" As he spoke, Bai Chengan stopped his voice again, pursed his lips and was silent, turning his head to notice Su Sanyuan's annoyance; Bai Cheng'an shook his head, sighed helplessly, and caressed her face with his hand, "There are no flowers that are red for a hundred days, and no one is young anymore!" Ayuan, I can't bear you to spend a long time suffering with me. ”

Su Sanyuan wanted to speak, but finally saw a tear in his eyes, rolling down his eyes. forgot to react, was hugged by him, and quietly snuggled up to each other for the last time.

"Bai Cheng'an, if I don't marry in the future, and you are still alive, then come to me and fulfill your promise to marry me! I want to carry a big sedan chair eight times, and the Ming media is marrying!"

Bai Chengan let go of her, heard a voice behind her, paused his steps, and continued to walk forward.

Becoming the leader of the Black Sect was something he didn't expect and was designed. The most dangerous thing in the White Cloth Sect, that is, this position, although the status is high and the power is great, but it makes enemies on all sides, and even the snobbery with many cliques in the White Clothes Sect will calculate this status! How easy is it to live an ordinary life again?

Unless there is no more white-clothed religion on the rivers and lakes.

When his figure walked farther and farther, he turned into a little black shadow.

Su Sanyuan froze in place, remembering that he was used to threaten her when they first met, remembering his boring words when he hit the snake, remembering his generous back and signaling her to climb up, remembering a lantern walking between heaven and earth to guide the way, remembering what the flower thief said when he hugged her, remembering sitting on the eaves together and lying down at the end of the distant night sky, remembering that all the scenes were overshadowed when he laughed.

It turns out that unconsciously, I have known each other for so many years.

Su Sanyuan smiled bitterly and muttered, "Bai Cheng'an, at this end of the world, will there be no goodbye?"