Chapter 216: Physical and mental torture

Under the moon before the flowers, under the melon fields and plums, and on the willow banks by the river, all leave the shadows of Mei Fang and Jiang Tao Qingqing. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Meifang since the last night adventure, she is completely open, in fact, many people, especially women, will encounter that kind of scene unpredictablely, many of them are at that moment will never see the sun rising the next day, the biggest wish is to be able to continue to see the rising sun. Who can clearly grasp every link of their life journey, and who will know when they will stop abruptly. In that case, why can't you think about it, why don't you enjoy life and enjoy life every day of your life. There are only a handful of lives in the world, no more than 36,000 days, recognize this number, what a terrible, what a sad and pitiful number, for the universe, it is really a white horse, fleeting. It's just that for Mei Fang, in the process of enjoying life and enjoying the happiness of life, what may be different from other girls is that she must bravely enter Jiang Tao's man's river. Because, she is no longer a virgin, she can't calmly show her still beautiful but really traumatized carcass, she doesn't know if he cares. But she knows that throughout the ages, there are few men who don't care about this matter, and Jiang Tao will not be an exception. If Jiang Tao cares, it is the crux of her, she doesn't want to lose him at all, and they will definitely have to face this problem one day, so she must face this problem. Whenever Jiang Tao made this request in the dead of night, she tried her best to refuse, and the reason was to leave the beauty on the wedding night.

This must be her excuse, but she is helpless, and it is reality that forces her to hesitate in rejection. But Jiang Tao said it, and nagged under her ear more than once, he said that he didn't care about the wedding night, as long as the two were happy, why should he care when, where, and a certain night, and what did it matter if he regarded this beautiful night as a wedding night. The rhetoric of the wedding night is at best just a gimmick in literary works to attract viewers to continue reading, a kind of manipulation in film and television dramas, and how much real meaning does it have. Could it be that there is really an old custom of listening to the roots of the wall on the wedding night? Besides, even if there were, he didn't care, living in a high-rise building, unless he could listen to it hanging in mid-air, who could tell from the root of the wall that they were the first time on their wedding night!

Mei Fang didn't care about this, not whether they stayed on the wedding night for the first time, there was no first time in her life dictionary. That's the crux of her worries. Actually, Mei Fang didn't want to have a breakthrough, a normal older girl, why didn't she want to steal the forbidden fruit, and was willing to run the paradise of life, but she, but she, she really didn't know that it should continue. It is undeniable that that time, the impression was profound, although this profundity is not a positive and optimistic aftertaste, but no matter what, it can be regarded as a person with sexual experience, whatever, there is also a little curiosity, so a little bit unfinished. Obviously, it is impossible not to leave a little physical and mental imprint, not only to leave it, but, to a certain extent, to a certain extent, to have an indelible peculiar imprint. She would unconsciously reminisce about that feeling, the extraordinary feeling of friction and oppression, which she could not believe herself, it was a wonderful feeling that she did not completely relouse, that she wished not to have, but at the same time longed to experience. Even under the touching and touching of Jiang Tao from time to time, he will long, and there will be a strong physiological commotion. She is sure that this is not unrelated to Bian San's early development. However, she was not sure that she would be optimistic about the outcome after stealing food with Jiang Tao, what if Jiang Tao found out something, and therefore left her forever, what kind of situation would it be. She could imagine that it would be a devastating blow for her. So she had to come up with a way to do both. Whenever this happens, she spontaneously resents Bian San, not what he did at the beginning, where is her current troubles and pain. Her ** is so worthless, she can't help but sigh every time she thinks about it.

What is it, why is it so meaningful in novels, in film and television dramas, and in girls' mouths, so aftertaste, so indispensable, but she doesn't**, and I don't know what is worth nostalgia for. She, strictly speaking, was not without **, but her ** was suddenly lost in a state of her understanding, she almost didn't have time to think about it, or didn't think about it at all, she didn't know what ** was, at that time, she only felt a sharp pain in her lower body, she didn't even know what the cause of this pain was, what caused it, why there was pain in the place under her crotch just after her stepfather pressed on her. If this is **, then this is all her **. She has no clear idea of what this kind of memory illustrates, whether it is important or not, and whether it is critical or not. But she knows that this issue must now be taken seriously, and it must not be ignored. She even fantasized that everything was a nightmare, that her stepfather hadn't hurt her, or rather, that she hadn't done any real harm, and that the membrane in her body was still alive, or that she was now fully recovered. If Jiang Tao enters, she will still be the price of blood and love. This thought of hers was extremely strong, and even recurred in the dream later, in the dream, she and Jiang stole the forbidden fruit, when the blood flowed all over the bed, printed the entire sheet, and drowned Jiang Tao in a pool of blood, seeing Jiang Tao is extremely bright smile and comfortable satisfaction. When she woke up, she was very melancholy, knowing that she was too depressed in her heart and cared too much about her membrane, she felt sorry for herself, and prayed for herself, believing that she would have good luck after all.

That's how she thinks, however, she has long ceased to be an innocent little girl, after so many years of wandering and tribulation, she has become quite realistic, even worldly, she clearly remembers the seriousness of her stepfather's bestiality in her, moreover, more than once. If it is said that the first time she understands the world and does not know the world, it is Pangu who opened the sky and has no impression, then, the next time, she will not be able to convince her heart and comfort her soul. She did have tangible experiences and clear memories, there were struggles, there were struggles, there was a long stalemate stage, she even bit her stepfather's arm, grabbed her stepfather's back and cheeks, and even grabbed her stepfather's lifeline and screamed in pain. But in the end, she was subdued by her stepfather, she was just a little girl after all, a thin and powerless yellow-haired girl. The stepfather pressed her firmly under him, and the stepfather had a deep and thorough process inside her. She was perfectly able to describe her stepfather's experience and her own physical and mental feelings when he vented his bestial desires on her, which was the process of his stepfather's outright piston movement and hysterical hissing. What humiliated her even more was the faint pleasure experience of her body in the piston movement and hysterical hissing accompanied by her stepfather, and her inner resistance was slowly curtailing, and there was actual resignation and even enjoyment. This is the deepest secret of her girl's heart, and she is ashamed to talk about it. Anyway, her membrane is definitely not in its post.