Chapter Ninety-Four

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If I hadn't changed at that time, I would still be self-centered and focused on caring for myself, so how could I have noticed the unusual behavior of the summer?

Even if I perceive it, I will choose to be indifferent and ignore it, so how can I take the initiative to ask her?

In other words, I didn't start changing after the door of my heart was opened, as I thought, but I was secretly changing much earlier.

It's just that this change is so sneaky that even I didn't notice it, and if it weren't for the summer mention, I'm afraid I'd still be in the dark.

When did the change begin? Did it really start on the day of the typhoon? So what made me start to change before I knew it?

I began to replay the memories in my head, moving forward little by little, until the day I was reborn as Chu Tianhe.

It was only at this time that I was surprised to find that my change did not start on the day my heart door opened, but not from the day of the typhoon, but earlier, when I was reborn as Chutianhe, everything about me began to change without me noticing.

I've always thought that the new identity after rebirth is just a vest temporarily applied to fulfill the agreement with the white-haired old man.

In addition, this so-called new identity, in addition to the difference in name and appearance, the information completely copied the information before my death, and it was me inside, so I have always regarded this new identity as a vest, and I have not paid too much attention to the true meaning and value of his existence.

It wasn't until this moment that I really understood the role of this vest, which gave me the opportunity to look at my former self from the perspective of a third person, and at the same time objectively find my own mistakes, correct my own shortcomings, and even make up for the mistakes I made.

My current identity is not only a vest that was born to fulfill the agreement, but also a body that I must rely on in order to complete my self-redemption.

As for the thing that made me start to change, maybe it was the tears that wept for me in the summer at my funeral.

At that time, I saw Summer crying for me, although I didn't know the secret, but her touching look touched the door of my heart, and rekindled some hope for me, who was already dead.

It is precisely because of these hopes that when I was reborn, my subconscious mind quietly changed me without me noticing.

Everything, that's how it should be!

"What's wrong with you?" The words of summer brought me back from the spiritual world to reality.

"No... It's nothing. I scratched my head.

"You weren't going to be in a daze again, were you?"

"Why use it?"

"Because you're always in a daze today, it's not the first time."

"It's... Is it? I scratched my head again, again out of embarrassment.

"Why are you always in a daze? What is it that makes you so forgetful? ”

I looked down and thought about it for a while, and found that there were indeed a lot of times I was in a daze today, and I realized it three or four times alone.

But although there are many times of this trance, and although the reasons are different, it seems that none of them can be said to Xia Ming, and I can only rot these words in my stomach.

"Distraction is distraction, how do I know why?" I began to argue, "If I knew why I was wandering, I couldn't be distracted." ”

"What's that going to be called?"

"That's called contemplation!" I replied in the affirmative, with a heroic look in my eyes.

However, I think the heroism in my eyes is more like cheapness in the eyes of others, at least in the summer.

Because after she saw my eyes, she laughed out loud, pointed at me, and said with great appreciation, "This look is so cheap!" ”

"Thanks for the compliment!" I'm helpless again.

"Okay, let's get back to business." She paused, grimacing, "Slut, where did we just go?" ”

"Slut?" I looked around, "Where?" ”

She didn't speak, just smiled and pointed at me.

"Me?" I also pointed to my nose.

"Hmm." She smiled and nodded.

"I ......" came to my mouth, and I swallowed it back, "Forget it, I don't know as much as you as a woman." ”

She pouted and glared at me.

"We just talked about ...... "The interruption is too far, and I need to recall it," said that at that time I took the initiative to care about you, and you were very resistant. ”

"Didn't you say that you were a scumbag, so I resisted you?"

"That's not the point, don't repeat it twice!"

"But that's exactly where it goes?"

"I know, so I can skip that!"

"Which paragraph to skip? Scumbag that paragraph? She smiled widely.

"Do you want to see the live version of the scumbag?" I pulled a face and smiled wryly, it must have looked cool (bitter).

"No need! No need! Haha......"

She couldn't close her mouth with a smile, and the two rows of white little teeth dangled in front of my eyes, making me dizzy, and I really wanted to pull out her teeth!

"Well... Okay, so I'll move on. She stopped laughing, but the corners of her mouth were still high, as if ready to return to the way she had been.

"Oh." I answered symbolically.

"At that time, I was rejected by you, and I didn't notice the changes in you at all, but I can't be blamed for this, after all, I'm also an ordinary person, and I don't pay attention to things I don't care about, which is normal, you say, right?"

"Yes." I agree.

"It wasn't until the last few days that your changes have become more and more obvious, to the point where it is impossible to ignore, that I noticed the changes in you, and because of this, I slowly realized the subtle changes in you."

"You already told me about the previous changes, but what about the current changes? What has become of me? "I'm looking at summer with some anticipation.

"Well...... now," she began.

"Say it! How am I doing now? I began to urge, with a sparkle in my eyes, "Isn't it becoming more likable?" ”

"Not really." She shook her finger at me.

"What the hell is that?"

"You......" she muttered for a moment, "you're getting cheaper than before!" ”

Before the words fell, she giggled, and sure enough, the corners of her mouth that were raised just now were waiting for this moment to come.

"......" I looked depressed, and I couldn't even make a wry smile.

I was silent, she laughed, and the living room was immersed in the atmosphere of joy and sorrow......