Chapter 51: The Future
Qin Lianfeng's face turned purple. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
This sentence had actually been holding back in his heart for several days.
Since the day I heard that the school was going to be overhauled, at least it would have to wait until the beginning of next year to resume school, and several nephews who were a little older and were waiting for the school to start their studies were quite disappointed, but he was relieved for some reason.
It was also from that moment that this thought was faintly planted in his heart. As the days passed, the idea matured.
But I don't know how to speak.
He just couldn't speak.
After abandoning his studies for several months, he suddenly found that he seemed to be unable to study. I also forced myself to sit down and meditate on my books, but I found that my mind didn't seem to be on this anymore.
At first, I panicked, and I didn't know what to do.
Although he has grown so big, his parents, brothers and sisters-in-law have never said anything to him. Unlike those classmates in the school, the family always mentions their lives, as if they only have to study and become famous. But he also made a grand wish when he was a child, thinking that he must study hard, gain fame in the examination, and glorify his ancestors.
But this is easy to say, but how difficult it is to do.
Like him, none of the students in the school had ever made such a grand wish. But gradually growing up, to now, there are not many classmates of his age in the school, and most of the classmates who studied together from Mengxue have dropped out of school and gone home, some are working in the family farm, some are learning crafts from the master, and some are doing business with their families. Only a very small number of people are still continuing their studies, but they are all preparing for the children's exam.
And himself, he knows his own affairs, he is fifteen years old, he has passed the age of ignorance, and he already understands in his heart that maybe on the way to study, he really does not have much talent.
Naturally, the heart is not a taste, disappointed and sad, and maybe something else. I felt sorry for my parents, brothers and sisters-in-law, but I disappointed them.
But since he has figured it out, in his mind, there is no need to waste time and money by reading it.
He didn't think it before, but now that he thinks about it carefully, although the Yao clan school is also very preferential to these students who are attached to the school, the annual school fee is only seven or eight hundred wen, but it is only one-tenth of that of other schools, which is enough to pay for the shackles of Mr. But in the end, the salutes, chewing and wrapping pen and ink, and the social interaction between classmates, seventy-seven-eighty-eight are added together, and there is no five, six, seven, eight or eight taels of silver in any year.
Father and brother went out to the house, and it was so hard to go out early and return late to climb high and low, and the income from correcting a room was only a hundred yuan.
He spends all his father's and brother's hard-earned money.
After pondering back and forth for several days, Qin Lianfeng had made up his mind. But he couldn't speak, and several times the words came to his mouth and swallowed again. Later, I wondered if I would say it slowly, anyway, the school would start after the year, and it would be too late by then. But somehow, as the days passed, this thought weighed heavily on his heart, and it gradually made him breathless.
Playing with the rabbit-shaped water droplets sent by Sichuan pepper, and it happened that Luo Zhi sent good pen and ink, Qin Lianfeng suddenly felt that he was really not a thing.
finally spoke, no matter what the result was, whether he was beaten or scolded, he always felt better.
Standing on the ground, Qin Lianfeng silently took a deep breath.
The brothers and sisters-in-law didn't speak, they all looked at the old man.
Father Qin was speechless.
Regarding the future of this little son, Father Qin did not have no plans in his heart.
In the past, there were no such conditions, but over the years, the family has gradually improved, and the children's family has a first priority to study, as long as the children and grandchildren are not really stubborn and untaught, he will not ask them to stop studying before they are adults.
Anyway, the family doesn't expect them to make money to supplement the family for the time being, and being able to study is for them to go up, and it's not a bad thing to read a few more books. Otherwise, when you get older, the more mundane things you do for your livelihood, your memory will not be as good as before, and you won't have such a chance to study anymore.
And he is not unconcerned about his youngest son's academic progress. I know that it was just before, but since the beginning of this year, I began to read the "Book of Changes" and "Book of Rites", and after studying "making art", or because of the difficulty of my coursework, even if I read until the third watch and the fourth watch every night, winter and summer, and I am unremitting, but it is difficult to make an inch of progress in my schoolwork, and it is obviously not enough.
Everyone has their own fate, and Daddy Qin is not disappointed. However, in private, he still discussed with Qin Lao Niang, since he wanted to study, then he would study for another year. Whatever the outcome, a year of hard study like this will always benefit him immensely in the future. And after becoming a child, where the future will be, it is necessary to discuss with the child before making plans.
Although Qin Lao Niang said that she had some regrets, there was nothing she should have. What's more, she always heard her husband and children say that reading is a lifelong thing.
In this way, even if you don't take the imperial examination, you can't study. If your child really likes to read and wants to study, encourage him to continue studying. Just like the third child, even if he got married, he never put down his books, paper and pen, isn't it good.
However, after a little leisure a few days ago, Mrs. Qin found that her youngest son's mood didn't seem to be quite right these days, so she asked him if she didn't say anything, and told Daddy Qin, Daddy Qin was about to find an opportunity to talk to him, but he didn't expect him to say it first, and he didn't expect it to be for this matter.
Since he was not as angry or disappointed as Qin Lianfeng thought, he could have his own plans and responsibilities, which is not a good thing.
If you don't read it, you won't read it!
But next year will be a ding, and if you put it aside, you should set up a household. It's his own family, such a half-sized son who can pick and carry, and can eat three bowls of a meal, since he doesn't study, he definitely doesn't have the reason to call his family for nothing.
The next to him didn't say anything, but just asked him: "Then tell me, do you want to farm, or do you want to learn a craft?" ”
There was such a thing at night, and the brothers and concubines of the elder generation were all alarmed, and although the little girls and boys were curious, they didn't dare to listen to the corner. Only Hua Jiao, relying on his youngest to run into the hall a long time ago, was held in his grandmother's arms, and listened quietly with his ears open motionless in his grandmother's arms. At this time, when he heard his grandfather's question, he breathed a sigh of relief and opened his eyes at the same time. The ambitions of her brothers and sisters, she knows a rough idea. I just don't know where my uncle is.