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Lin Chenxi glanced back at her again, didn't answer her words, just found a random stone and sat down.

"Don't want to see that incredible world? Come with me, it's going to be fun...... The face of the snake looks like that of a human, but it has no human hands or feet, and cannot speak, but she laughs when she is happy and cries when she is sad. They are quick to encircle their prey, wrapping their snakes around each other and immobilizing them. They can eat everything, even a baby rabbit in one go, but you don't have to worry at all, they can't eat people, because humans are much smarter...... Really don't go and see? The girl, who claimed to be another of herself, was talking about the wonderful world she had seen, and at last, when she asked again, she seemed eager to show herself.

Lin Chenxi shook her head, she had heard about the fantasy creatures in the world over there so many times, she really wanted to see it with her own eyes, and she had decided to go with her countless times, but when she wanted to leave, she hesitated again, she faintly felt that she was waiting for someone: "I seem to be waiting for someone, it seems to be someone I like!" She stood up and said to her alter self.

"That person won't come, you've been waiting so long, if you should have come, you'd have come a long time ago!" The other self said a little angrily, pulling her arm hard, "How many times are you going to let me say it?" I'm you, don't I know you? Don't waste any more time in this place, come with me, just cross this hill and you will see the place I am talking about! ”

"But...... What if he comes and can't find me? Lin Chenxi began to hesitate a little.

"Leave a note, tell him where you are, and let him come to you!" The other one started to come up with ideas, and maybe this was the best way to go.

"Okay, I'll tell him where I'm going......" Lin Chenxi wrote a note, found a small stone to press on the note, walked a few steps forward and folded it back, "What if it rains and the note gets wet?" ”

"Why are you so verbose, how do I know these things...... Why waste time waiting for someone who won't come? ”

"What if it comes?" Although she wasn't sure who that person was or if she would come, her instincts told her that no matter how difficult it was, that person would come!

"If I say I won't come, I won't come!" The other self began to look a little hideous, which made Lin Chenxi shudder, and his body took a few steps back uncontrollably.

"Alright, let's go!" She began to face herself with a smile again, and took Lin Chenxi's hand, this time it was not as gentle as before, but was constantly dragged forward by her, and the force was so great that it almost made her stumble.

"Sorry, long waiting!" A gentle voice came from behind his ears, Lin Chenxi turned his head and saw An Yuxin holding his other hand, "I got lost on the way here, and I'm only here now, have you waited for a long time?" ”

"Huh? How did you end up here? Am I waiting for you? Lin Chenxi turned his head and looked at An Yuxin's all-too-familiar face, stunned.

"Didn't you tell me to come to you?" An Yuxin looked like a hippie smile, "I found you after looking for a long time, you can go back with me!" Ah Hao and your parents are waiting for you at home......"

"But, I'm waiting for a very important person here!" Lin Chenxi froze in place, starting to be a little overwhelmed. Ahead, the other self is still there, but his face is getting more and more ugly; In the rear, An Yuxin clung to herself, and her appearance made her happy for a while, but she wasn't sure that he was the very important person she was waiting for.

She hesitated.

She was confused.

She was scared.

Where is the beginning and where is the end?

Why, she seems to be trapped in a dead loop, no matter who she goes with, she is a dead end. Both sides seemed to be pulling themselves towards themselves with all their might, but she couldn't resist and let the two of them pull.

"Who am I?" The question popped into my head, "Where am I from?" Where am I going? ”

The sound of the quarrel before and after made her brain ache sharply, and when she looked at people, she began to overlap, and she couldn't hear what the two of them were talking about, and the only thing she knew in her head was: as long as you close your eyes, the world will be much quieter.

"Wake up! Wake up! Another nice voice filled her ears, and when she heard it, she slowly opened her eyes. What appeared in front of me was a little girl about eight years old with a double ponytail, and she fell in a bush of flowers, and the two of them disappeared just now.

"Big sister, why do you sleep in this place? Mom said that if you fall asleep with your belly button exposed, you will catch a cold! The little girl held her chin and her big eyes blinked.

"Am I asleep? What about Xiaoxi and Yuxin? She asked, sitting up and holding the little girl into her lap.

"I didn't see it, when I came, I only saw you here alone." The little girl tugged at Xiaoxi's face with her hand, grimacing as she spoke.

"Do you know where this is?"

"On the other side, people will come here when they die." The little girl got off her lap, "But big sister, you're not dead yet, you can go back from here!" ”

"Do you know why I'm here?" Lin Chenxi squeezed the little girl's arm, now this situation makes her not know how to deal with it, the only thing she remembers is another picture of herself and An Yuxin arguing, and then she doesn't know anything.

"You must have come here on your own. It's good to stay here, there is no war, no hunger, people can live in peace, in a sense, it should be an ideal town. The little girl smiled and looked at the red sky like an adult.

"But, I want to go back, it seems that someone is waiting for me!" Lin Chenxi was stunned for a while, and there was a voice in her head telling herself, saying that someone was waiting for her, but she couldn't remember who it was.

"If you want to go back, you can go back!" The little girl turned to her.

"And how do I get back?"

"Think about the person you want to see the most, and then you can go back!" When the little girl said this, she spread out like air.

"The person I want to see ......" Lin Chenxi fell into a deep sleep again.

When she opened her eyes again, she found that she was being pulled back and forth again, "It turns out that the person I want to see is him!" She chuckled.

"Xiaoxi, let go of your hand! It may take a while for me to go with you over there. I'm going back with Yuxin, and there's family and friends waiting for me......"

"Are you going to forsake me? I'm you! The other self said with a completely unbelievable expression that the way it was now might have gone beyond her plans.

"I have no intention of abandoning you, will you go back with me if you will? With me, with everyone? She stepped forward step by step, taking the initiative to pick up her other self whose face was starting to distort a little. It's lonely to stay here alone, come back with me! ”

"Don't! I don't want to go back! The one crouched down and drew circles on the ground with his fingers, "They have abandoned me a long time ago, and they don't want to see me at all......" Her voice was a little choked, she was telling the truth, and everyone hoped that she would leave, because only when the nightmare was gone, would the real dawn be ushered in.

"How so? You're me! We can't do without either of us, can we......" She crouched down across from her, hugged her, and whispered in her ear. I don't know why, she suddenly figured out that what kept her in fear was nothing else, but her own loneliness, because she was afraid of loneliness, so she would hallucinate all kinds of things she liked and were interested in, and let herself fall into it.

"Let's go back together! Everyone must be worried about us! She cupped the other person's face and said seriously.

"Really?"

"Of course!"

When Lin Chenxi opened her eyes again, she didn't know how many layers of her dream was this, but as soon as she opened her eyes this time, she saw An Yuxin's crying cat-like face.

"Uh...... Xiaoxin ...... What are you doing here? ”

"Woo...... You woke up, you stopped breathing for more than a minute, and I thought you were dead, it scared me to death! An Yuxin hugged Lin Chenxi, ignoring the fact that there were still many people around him now.

"Can you let go of your hand first, if you hold me like this again, you will suffocate to death!" Lin Chenxi rubbed his temples, "You see everyone is watching, pay a little attention to your image as a young master!" ”

"Well...... Huh? Hearing Lin Chenxi's current tone, An Yuxin seemed to suddenly realize something, took out a stone from his pocket, and spread it into the palm of his hand.

"Xiaoxi, do you remember this stone?"

"Hmph...... Isn't it you, the pattern on it was painted by me with paint, and I lied to you that it was a meteorite, and you really took it as a treasure and carried it with you? ”

"Did you really regain your memory?" An Yuxin was stunned for a while, then hugged Xiaoxi again, "Long time no see......"

"Ah, are you finished? What the hell happened all of a sudden? Xiao Xi suddenly didn't understand, "It's just a matter of waking up from a sleep, why do you look at yourself with such surprise eyes?" ”

After several days, Lin Chenxi finally understood what he had experienced recently, and now he is probably in the most ideal state. The hallucinations vanished completely, and the memories of the past suddenly returned. When she watched the video she recorded again, she really laughed and cried, crying and laughing, "As a result, the most joyful thing in the world is really lost and recovered!" ”

A week later, she held a press conference, on which a video of her surgery was played, as well as a video of her own pre-surgery, and after watching it, she said to the reporters present: "Now, I am standing here as a patient, and Dr. Ann has operated on me the same as any other patient." He never gave up on any patient, and I vouched for my personality, because he really wanted to be cured of such a disease, so how could he dare to give up a life so easily? Another point, I want to clarify: Dr. An did not conduct human trials on patients, the treatment of this disease itself is a process of exploration, the operation is all with the consent of the patient, and his surgical skills and character can be proved by many patients who have passed through his hands. The patient did not die of complications of surgery, but of suicide. That's because the patient is in fear of short-term memory loss, and then hallucinations are derived. As long as the surgery is combined with psychiatric treatment, I think the patient will recover slowly......"