Since agreeing to the request of His Royal Highness the Crown Prince on March 25 and joining the hidden mission execution team, Xia Shuanghan's life has not been very good in the past month. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

In this life, since the day she confirmed her rebirth, she has made up her mind that she will draw a clear line with Lu Shaoyun in this life and never repeat the mistakes of her previous life. She thought that as long as her position was firm enough, then things would eventually go as she wished, but recently, she had to admit that it was so difficult to persist in implementing the original intention of "staying away from Lu Shaoyun".

In her previous life, there were three mountains of Xu, Pei Huanting and infertility pressing on her, and Xia Shuanghan could be said to have escaped from the Dingguo Mansion because she couldn't bear it anymore. At that time, she and Lu Shaoyun knew in their hearts that only letting go of each other was the best way to let each other live easily. But in this life, without the tragedies that oppressed them, Lu Shaoyun refused to listen to Xia Shuanghan's advice at all, and he did everything possible to get together with her. Want to reject such a Lu Shaoyun? Summer Frost felt unusually hard.

As the saying goes, a strong woman is afraid of entanglement, even if Xia Shuanghan insisted on the idea of "staying away from Lu Shaoyun" at the beginning of her rebirth, after almost a month of getting along, she still reluctantly realized that her current self has indeed begun to waver: after all, whether in the previous life or this life, the reason why she and Lu Shaoyun can't be together is not because they don't love each other, right? After all, counting the time in her previous life and the years after her rebirth in this life, Xia Shuanghan's mental age is almost twenty-four years old, and she should have been a mother a long time ago, right?

Child, this noun that once flashed in Xia Shuanghan's mind in the post station outside the village of Xiaopeach Blossom Village has frequently appeared in Xia Shuanghan's mind again in recent days. Child, a child of her and Lu Shaoyun, this baby that Xia Shuanghan couldn't ask for in her previous life is no longer an unattainable dream for her in this life, is it? However, in order to get a child that she has been longing for many years, can she really forget the hatred of her previous life and obediently kneel down and call Xu her mother? Xia Shuanghan thought that even if she wanted her to die again, she wouldn't be able to do it.

Xu, the murderer who caused her lifelong infertility in her previous life, why should she be her Xia Shuanghan's mother? Why did she let her summer children call her grandmother? Therefore, as long as the knot in this previous life cannot be untied, it is impossible for Xia Shuanghan to open his heart and get back together with Lu Shaoyun in this life. Can you continue to reject Lu Shaoyun? Xia Shuanghan thought that sooner or later he would not be able to persevere. Because, she no longer wants to see Lu Shaoyun's sad appearance because of her alienation and rejection. But even if she couldn't bear it, what could she do?

On the twenty-third day of April, it was another rainy day. On this day in the previous life, two major events occurred in Shuanghe Lane in the east of the capital city: first, the title of Liujiazi's run gold list, the top of the high school; Second, Xia's frost and cold phoenix crown Xia Wei married into the Dingguo Mansion and became the fifth young lady. In this life, the yacha who came to Liu's house to announce the good news still braved the wind and rain to come as promised, but the eight-lift sedan chair that came to Xia's house to welcome the bride will not appear again.

In the Liu family in Shuanghe Lane, the visitors who came to congratulate him were still in an endless stream until the evening, and as Liu Zirun's close friend, Xia Shuanghan, who had a marriage contract, could not come to congratulate him in person. Therefore, she had to appoint Uncle Zhong to go to the Liu family next door with gifts in the afternoon.

"Sister, Brother Zirun, he's so amazing! He actually won the champion, isn't he, he is the legendary Wenqu star? ”

"Maybe, after all, the person who won the top prize in high school before the weak crown, counting your brother Zirun, there have only been two since the founding of the Great Xia Dynasty." In the main hall of the Xia family, at the black round table, Xia Shuanghan, who urged his younger brother to have dinner quickly, continued: "When you finish eating, my sister will ask Uncle Zhong to send you to Jinglun and Jingwei, didn't you say that your master will marry his daughter-in-law tomorrow, and the family will be busy, so he will give you a three-day holiday?" When the weather is better tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, my sister will take the three of you friends to go out of the city to have fun with your sister Baliya? ”

"That's great!" Xia Chaoyang swallowed the last handful of rice in the bowl in three or two bites, put down the bowl and chopsticks and said, "Last time, my father only took me to stay in the camp for a short time and left, I haven't seen enough of those strange things!" ”

"Then you have to be obedient tonight, if you play crazy with Jinglun and Jingwei again, and you don't come to bed from the next day, then I won't take you there."

"Don't worry, absolutely not. There's such a good place as a caravan camp to whet our appetite, and it's really impossible to go crazy with other things! ”

After the meal, the drizzling rain stopped, and Uncle Zhong and Xingbao, who were in the carriage, took Xia Chaoyang and went out to the west of the city.

"Miss, if you can't keep up your spirits, why don't you go out for a walk?" Mei Xiang, who noticed that Xia Shuanghan had not been in high spirits since she got up in the morning, proposed: "The master is going to be on duty in the Hanlin Courtyard tonight and will not come back, and my mother will also let Brother Xinggui send it to the master for dinner or something, so if you are in a bad mood, Miss, why don't you take advantage of the fact that the rain has stopped to find Miss Bariya?" After all, Miss Bariya is an enthusiastic second person, maybe you will be in a good mood tomorrow if you spend one night at Miss Bariya's as you did in previous years! ”

"What you're saying is that it's better to go out for a walk than to sit around at home and feel uncomfortable." Xia Shuanghan said and went back to the house to wash up, and after pretending to be a man, he said to Mei Xiang: "Then I won't come back tonight, do you remember to lock the courtyard door." ”

"Don't worry, miss."

So in this way, Xia Shuanghan walked out of Xia's house through the small door in the backyard and went all the way to the south city gate.

Why is she in a bad mood today, Xia Shuanghan thinks that most of the reason should be because of the weather, but when she thinks about the day in her previous life, even if there is lightning and thunder in the sky at night and even heavy rain, she is still happy because she is married to the man she loves, so Xia Shuanghan has to admit that the reason why she is not in a good mood today may be because of Lu Shaoyun.

"Emotional things are so troublesome, and many times, it's not something that can be let go as long as you can figure it out intellectually." When passing through the East Market, looking at the brightly lit restaurant full of fragrant buildings, Xia Shuanghan suddenly thought that maybe he fell asleep drunk and didn't want to think about the troubles that he didn't want to think about can really be put down temporarily.

Drinking, which is very strange to Xia Shuanghan, has never had any good feelings about this spicy liquid. Therefore, if she wants to buy drunk, she thinks that it is easier to achieve her goal by eating sweet wine.

Xia Shuanghan, who was carrying a can of sweet wine and holding an oil-paper umbrella, changed her mind and did not continue to walk towards the South City Gate, because she knew that there was no one to enlighten her about emotional matters, she was not comfortable, just hold on alone, and she did the same when she left Lu Shaoyun in her previous life.

Find a place to relax, then eat the sweet wine and go back! After surviving this uncomfortable day, everything will be fine. Xia Shuanghan, who was thinking like this, walked aimlessly along the Huitong River, and unconsciously walked to Lu Shaoyun's three-entry courtyard.

"He's not here anyway, the view in the yard is so good anyway." Xia Shuanghan comforted himself like this, and walked forward and knocked on the side door of the courtyard.

A few days ago, in order to facilitate the storage of the purchased items in the warehouse, and at the same time to ensure that the entry and exit of several people during the day would not attract the attention of the surrounding residents, Lu Shaoyun deliberately opened the most inconspicuous and long-sealed small door in the garden again, specifically for Xia Shuanghan and Lin Xiran to enter and exit. So just like a few days ago, after Xia Shuanghan knocked on the door for a while, the elder brother of the pair of brothers and sisters who stayed in the house, Chai Hu, opened the door for Xia Shuanghan.

"Miss Xia, why are you here today?" Let Xia Shuanghan enter the door, and Chai Hu, who closed the side door, was very puzzled in his heart, "Didn't you say that everything has been bought and won't come back in the next few days?" ”

"Oh, I'm not in a good mood today, thinking that the scenery in this yard is good, so I came over to relax." Xia Shuanghan shook the sweet wine brew in his hand as he spoke, and said with a smile: "This, I'll leave after eating, you and Sister Hanxiao don't have to entertain me." ”

Xia Shuanghan, who walked into the water pavilion with sweet wine brewing, didn't expect that she would walk in so happily now, but in the end, she unexpectedly couldn't go home all night.