Chapter 169: Life is like a play, and drama is like life
Juan ran away, he was worried, very worried, for fear that she would have something wrong this time, and she would definitely not be able to escape the relationship. However www.biquge.info he is more worried about Shihui and Shihui's whereabouts at this time, comparatively speaking, this should be his concern and his intentions. After all, the former is in the past tense, and this is his continuous tense, and its good or bad will directly affect his future life, his future. He is a man, he understands the temperament of men, as a man, all cats that smell fish, carnivorous leopards, will not let go of all opportunities to capture beauty, how can he not be afraid. If it weren't for the unexpected intervention of his ex-wife and he couldn't shirk it, he would never have had the leisure to interpret the episode in the private room, and he would definitely pay attention to the trends and progress over there at any time. Fortunately, Shihui is accompanied by Meifang, otherwise, she will definitely be restless.
Looking at the table of dishes, he was in a daze, and he didn't know how to pass the time for a while. I couldn't eat, I had to settle the account, and I couldn't find the right person to entertain for a while, so I swallowed it hastily. While eating, he was thinking wildly, he was a little self-deprecating, and he said that life is like a play, and a play is like life, but he doesn't know whether he is acting or choreographing him. Everything is flying away without human will, the past is always gone, the present is about to pass, and the future will soon pass, since everything will pass, why fight to live, what can't you think of. Think about life too often is doing useless work, is competing with people and things that are actually meaningless, like a cat baring its teeth in the mirror, jumping recklessly, and fighting high and low against its own images. He suddenly felt that people's thinking must be expanded, revolutionary, and must jump out of habitual thinking to minimize internal friction and toss, and reduce self-destructive torture. But at the same time, he also knows that it is easier said than done, how can it be easy to be selfless and selfless, how can it be easy to restrain oneself, learn from things, and return the world to its original appearance.
He suddenly thought of fishing, and he designed Shihui to be close to Chen Chun, which was obviously fishing, and it was a selfish act that harmed others for the sake of the ego, and it was an absolutely passive situation that put Shihui in the bait, and it was a situation where she could be swallowed at any time. And he, and Mei Fang became anglers, and Chen Chun was the fish that devoured Shihui. So, will this fish be able to take the bait and let him get his wish? If the big fish is not hooked, but the bait is swallowed, how is it good, is it not a great sin? He knew very well that Chen Chun was not a raw mouth, and there were countless baits that had been tasted through his mouth, and it was a standard slippery mouth, so how could it be easily caught. Even if it is hooked, the bait is not much better, and it may be difficult to get it intact, not to mention that the bait is swallowed clean, at least it is scarred, and if it is not good, the fish will be unhooked and slip away.
Alas, why bother, I think that at the beginning, I was because my ex-wife entered the official career, and it was because I was fighting for a breath that I added a lot of troubles, so I racked my brains to fight for this position, and I did my best. really let go of his ex-wife's fetters, without this burden, why do you need to be like this. He was now condemned by his conscience, and he began to regret it, began to blame himself, and wanted to stop. However, the bait had already been released, and the rod was still in someone else's hands, and he didn't just take it if he wanted to, and he even lost control. What's more, now he can't just stop if he wants to, although he is because of his ex-wife's use of this kind of bad means, but now he has long been riding a tiger, not only because of the original intention, but also in the position of the person in charge of the office, how to have a decent step. You can't just say you won't do it, just don't do it, and walk away. Besides, where can you go, where can you retreat, and then go back to the child king, back to the position of deputy director of the office, then he will definitely not be reconciled. Since he made the wrong choice at the beginning, and now he has embarked on this road that cannot be easily returned, he can only move forward bravely, sail against the current, and only bravely advance in the torrent without hesitation. What's more, this position is still quite attractive to him. After such a long experience, he did not just leave, he experienced the taste of it, which he had never had since he was teaching. Now, he lives in a higher social level, to some extent, at the height of a downward gaze, which he has never had as a teacher, and he is accustomed to the smiling faces of others, and even stammers and flatters, which undoubtedly greatly satisfies his vanity, and besides, nowadays, he still has some gray income, which he has hardly dabbled in before. It is conceivable that in this situation, he has almost surpassed the fetters of his ex-wife, and he is at a new starting point, a new height, a kind of positioning for his life. Not only should we not retreat, but we should also make a qualitative leap forward on the existing basis, and we should have a more solid foundation for our posts, a more superior environment for ourselves, and more convenient channels for seizing various interests.
Alas, since it has been thrown out, let the result of throwing it happen. Perhaps, this kind of result is exactly what I want, exactly what I dreamed of. If a man wants to develop in his career and show his talents, he must take something, give up, in the game of life, sometimes give up in order to better grasp, throughout the ages, involving women's family and country hatred is endless, there is no lack of examples, and it is not a word to end. In order to lie on the salary and taste the courage, didn't Wang Zhaojun also make a sacrifice to his wife and daughter, didn't Wang Zhaojun also become a victim of the good-neighborly friendship of Emperor Yuan of the Han Dynasty, and there are countless in today's society. It's just that his situation is far from what he imagined, maybe now there is no trace of the eight characters, and everything will be zero. While he was thinking, he hurriedly ate, cleaned up the battlefield and prepared to end the battle and move on to the next battlefield.