Chapter 267: Tell Me, Boy
"It's sympathy, superfluous sympathy, useless compassion. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info this kind of sympathy that does not act is useless. The figure behind the middle-aged man whispered, "You should understand this, Roger." ”
In the city, there is still a peaceful scene, but the ice blue orange and the cold sky are much heavier. However, on the opposite side was a mercenary bar, and there was a bulletin board outside the door from a distance, so the two walked over.
Layers of advertising, and low-paying jobs that are excessive. Apparently this is the purpose of this billboard, and the really useful ones are posted in the mercenary glasses. However, there is a sign at the door of the bar that bodyguards and non-mercenaries are not allowed to enter.
"Look at this." Cold Sky Zero immediately found what he was looking for.
"Recruit a smart and dexterous cleaner, and if you are interested, please come to the college to find Professor Marlowe and interview him for payment. Note: For students of the Faculty only. Bing Qingcheng read, "Why is this thing here?" She was a little puzzled, since she was a student of the support academy, why she posted it outside the academy.
"I don't know if the statute of limitations has passed, but let's go back today."
The two returned to the academy, but it was not yet known who Professor Marlowe was.
"Excuse me, do you know Professor Marlowe?" Bing Qingcheng and Han Tianling asked the old student respectively, and Bing Qingcheng stopped a shy girl who looked kind.
"Professor Marlowe." The shy girl lowered her head and said hesitantly, "There is indeed this professor here, but he, he...... What are you looking for him? ”
"We saw the job postings he sent out, and we wanted to work and study." Bing Qingcheng said, and at this time, Han Tian Zero also came over.
"You go down this road, all the way to the house with a black firmness...... said the shy girl, and ran away.
"I don't think she'll lie to us, let's go and see." Cold Sky Zero said.
Bing Qingcheng didn't know why he thought so, probably thinking that the shy and beautiful young lady like a small animal would not deceive, so the two of them embarked on the path pointed by the shy girl.
It is a dense boulevard, with tall trees covering the sky and the sun, and a dense layer of grass mat-like grass on the ground. But someone planted it in particular, and this grass has long, ground-lying stems, and it grows very short.
"What season is it over here?" Bing Qingcheng said.
"Summer, early autumn to be exact." Han Tian Zero said, "What, didn't you know before you came?" ”
"Well, that person was in a hurry, and he didn't say anything to me." Bing Qingcheng thought about the eighteen mothers of the house, as if she was joking, and a ticket sent her here.
"It's late autumn in my original world, and the leaves are all gone." Cold Sky Zero said.
"Oh."
"I don't like autumn, and I don't like winter." Cold Sky Zero suddenly began to talk to Bing Qingcheng about his past. "It's cold in autumn and winter, I don't have any clothes to wear, and the water is cold."
"It's pathetic." Ice Orange stepped on the grass under his feet and walked forward.
"I was an orphan, I didn't know what my parents looked like since I was a child, and my grandmother brought me up buying matches and cigarettes on the street." Cold Sky Zero said.
Ice Blue Orange was distracted, and was grabbed on the ground, stumbling over grass stalks like tripping horses.
"Be careful." Cold Sky Zero used his body to block the direction of Bing Qingcheng's fall, and Bing Qingcheng crashed into his arms.
"Are you alright?" Asked with zero concern on a cold day.
"It's okay, you continue." Bing Qingcheng waved his hand.
"At that time, although life was very hard, my grandmother was with me. There is only one thing I remember about my grandmother. ”
"What's the matter?"
"When I was a child, one day, an uncle gave me a lollipop and said he was going to take me to my mom and dad. I was very happy and followed him. I didn't know at the time that my mom and dad were dead. ”
"But when I was gone, my uncle suddenly turned around and locked me in a dark carriage, and I was so frightened that I cried out for my grandmother, but he beat me and threatened me not to scream."
Human traffickers? Bing Qingcheng politely made a worried look, "Who saved you?" ”
"It's my grandma." The voice of the young man in the cold day was choked and depressed, and the scene at that time seemed to be vivid. "I never knew how my grandmother found me. She scratched and bit at the bad guys, which attracted other people and rescued me, but my grandmother was also injured by them. ”
Cold Sky Zero recalls the scene, he was shivering in the big black box, with the other crying children. Suddenly he heard his grandmother's shouts, and he immediately had the courage to bang on the wall of the carriage and shout loudly, and finally the righteous knight broke the lock of the carriage and rescued them.
The good Samaritan comforted them, and under the leadership of the knight, escorted the bad guys and surrounded them in the direction of the police station. But halfway through, his grandmother suddenly pulled him down the alley.
On the same day, my grandmother took the cold day and went overnight to a far, far away city with Coran.
It wasn't until Cold Sky Zero grew up that he recalled the situation at that time. Why did grandma run away with him, was it because she was afraid of retribution? When I go to the police station to record a statement, I will verify my household registration.
After arriving at the Imperial City of Coran, Grandma's body was completely broken, and it seemed that she had been supporting her progress with a breath before, but she couldn't do it once she got here.
After a cold day, he bought matches and begged, hoping to find a doctor to cure his grandmother. But the cold and bad weather made it impossible for him to survive in the cold.
The day of separation has come. Cold Sky Zero, guarding his grandmother every minute and every second, couldn't stop the Grim Reaper from taking away his last and dearest relative.
"Cold day zero." The sleeping grandmother suddenly woke up, called his name, and pulled the necklace around her neck with difficulty.
"Grandma." The young and helpless cold day Zero can only cry weakly.
"Cold Sky Zero, you take this, this is our family heirloom...... "Grandma breathed heavily, concentrating the strength in her body, "You remember, no matter what kind of situation you encounter in the future, you can't be separated from it." ”
"I know, I know grandma. I'll definitely keep it and keep it with me all the time. Cold Sky Zero cried and assured.
"Remember, can't be given to anyone!" Grandma admonished uneasily.
"Grandma, I remembered, you don't want to die!" Cold Sky Zero has understood the meaning of returning to the light.
"Cold day zero, our family, is ......" Grandma gasped heavily, temporarily changing the language, "You have to live well, work hard, don't be a slave, and don't get close to the nobility...... will be investigated. ”
"Grandma!" Cold Sky Zero cried.
"But when the day comes...... That's it, right? Grandma swallowed her last breath, as if predicting something, and a happy smile appeared on her thin and yellow face.
"My grandmother was injured by them, and she had no money for medical treatment, and her health deteriorated. Later, he wandered me to the imperial city where Colan was, and my grandmother left me. Cold Sky Zero continued to say to Bing Qingcheng.
He touched the necklace around his neck, and the discs that were covered by his clothes, the only thing his grandmother had left. It is also his deep longing for his grandmother.
A family secret? What is that day?
This necklace that looks like an ordinary round piece, the secret has been revealed a little bit, it is slow, but it keeps absorbing the energy around it, improving the physique of Cold Sky Zero.
"I don't know how I got over for a while, but when I came back to my senses, my master saved me."
"Are you saved?" Bing Qingcheng thought of the eighteenth house again.
"Yes, my master, other people have a lot of criticism of him, but in my view, my master taught me to read and write, learn knowledge and magic, and give me food and clothing. He knew he was about to leave me, and he worked hard to earn this opportunity for me. "Cold Sky Zero said.
"At the end of him, he held my pair and smiled at me, he said I had to go further afield, but he was guilty, he couldn't give me good conditions, he would make me suffer." Cold Sky Zero stopped.
"I don't know how to comfort you." Bing Qingcheng said, "I can only cheer for you." ”
"Thank you." Han Tian Zero looked at Bing Qingcheng, "You are a very sincere person, it is my luck to be friends with you, I have never said these things to people." ”
Bing Qingcheng looked at Han Tianling, his past resonated with her, how could she be indifferent.
"Do you want to listen to my story? But my story is different from yours. ”
"I'll keep him a secret between us." Cold Sky Zero said firmly.
"The continent where I used to live was a very chaotic place, with a lot of big and small countries, which were at war with each other, annexed each other, and then there was civil strife, and new states were formed." Bing Qingcheng said.
Cold Sky Zero looked at her gently and inclusively, encouraging her to continue.
"In the far north of the continent, in the perennially cold land, there is a very small, tiny country. I am the princess of that country. Bing Qingcheng said.
"Hmm."
"But I hate my country, I'm not doing well at all. I was the first princess, but my biological mother died shortly after I was born, and the king made a new queen. When I was very young, the queen told me that when I was a little older, she would exchange me with other countries for an army, and she was worried that no one would like me and that I wouldn't be able to change many troops. Bing Qingcheng said.
"She's gone too far." Cold Sky Zero said.
"In the year I left the palace, there was a famine in my country, and there was hardly any fish on the sea. The king lost his temper in the palace every day, and the queen was very unhappy when he quarreled with him, and told others that it was my fault, so he sent down heavenly punishment. ”
"Fortunately, at such a time, my own grandfather came. I begged him to take me out of here, but my grandfather said he was going to finish an event and couldn't take me with him. ”
"Something."
"He's going for revenge and killing a man who killed his leader. I said to him, "
You okay?
Forgive me for calling you by that name, I don't have the courage to call you by your real name, my king. I don't know if there is still me in your new personality, in the new memories of your new era? Your friend from the old days.
Now you, Gogato, are just an ordinary-looking prospective college student. Forgive me for writing this letter to you, when I didn't even know what you look like now.
It's been many years since I left you, and the new life you've given me has given me a long life that no ordinary person or half-breed can match. My appearance has not changed at all, I am as young as I was then, there is still no wrinkle and not a single gray hair.
This looks similar to you now, but I know that I am old, even if I am impeccable on the outside, but I am already old on the inside, and my tired mind and spirit are tired, and I actually yearn for a silent sleep of absolute depth.
A new era has dawned, and I know that you are about to throw yourself, this kid named Gaucato, into the center of the storm. It sounds a little pitiful, just like I was back then. But I don't know you at all, maybe you are now in your eighteen years of life, every day in order to enter the eye of the storm, set off a monstrous wave, and dominate destiny.
Lately I've been dreaming a lot about what happened to us. I miss you very much, I miss you in the past, our experiences and adventures, those memories that I once buried in the bottom of my memory, suddenly come alive again, everything is vivid, every smile of yours, every look is so clear, your temperature is still on my skin, making me tremble from the depths of my soul.
And yet I don't know about you at all! I don't know what you think, I don't know your ambitions, I don't know my ideals, I don't know my plans, I don't know your desires.
You didn't say anything to me, because I didn't want to know, I was happy as long as I was with you.
But you still left me, and I didn't ask you why? I thought you would tell me, but you abandoned me.
Now I really want to know! Maybe I'm dying, and suddenly I care so much that I care, and I care about going crazy!
Do you like me? Have you ever liked me? Have you ever had the slightest affection for me, even if it was only a little? Even if you will no longer remember me in your eternal life, I desperately want to know:
Have you ever truly loved me? There was only a split second in our past time when I was satisfied.
I can't say that to you now. Because I can't say for sure that this young man with no memory named Gogato is still not the one I once loved.
But I wrote this letter anyway, buried under the seal of the secret place, and the box was sealed with alchemy. It's the one you handed me the first time, do you remember?
I wanted to tell you personally, but it was too late. I can't give this letter to you now. Maybe you won't be able to see this letter until I die.
But I left a message for you, or rather the Gagarto kid, to find this letter in the future......
Doesn't it bother you? The deceased's suicide note. Please forgive me, right? Even then, I probably couldn't hear any of the living.