Lu Zhan Guo drove Gu Xiaobei, Jiu'er and Xiaopang to the army guest house first. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

When he arrived at the place, Jiu'er heard Gu Xiaobei say unintentionally, this is Li Duo's unit, and his heart suddenly jumped.

Gu Xiaobei didn't notice Jiu'er's abnormality, and just said to Lu Zhanguo: "I'll drive them to the city for dinner in a while." "The car was bought by Gu Xiaobei this spring, a red red flag car, because I have to take my children out to play every weekend, so that their thinking and vision are not limited to textbooks, so it is more convenient to have a car.

Before leaving, Lu Zhan Guo instructed again: "Okay, if you go out, drive slowly." ”

Gu Xiaobei watched Lu Zhan Guo turn around and leave, and suddenly remembered something, and shouted: "You call Li Duo to come in the evening, let's go out for a meal together." After speaking, he unintentionally glanced at Jiu'er, but found that Jiu'er's expression was awkward, her little face was slightly red, and she was suspicious.

"Jiu'er, have you met Uncle Li Duo in S City?" Entering the room, Gu Xiaobei asked Jiu'er tentatively, and his eyes did not let go of any expression on Jiu'er's face.

Jiu'er nodded: "During the winter vacation, we will go back together." ”

The shrewd Gu Xiaobei flashed uncomfortably from Jiu'er's face, and the confusion in his eyes, he was sure that Jiu'er liked Li Duo, and suddenly felt that time was so fast, Jiu'er was nineteen, and he had reached the age of the person to talk to.

Gu Xiaobei remembered what he heard in the dormitory today, and guessed that Jiu'er was afraid that he had fallen into the alley of inferiority complex and would not be able to get out.

When you like someone, you always infinitely magnify your own shortcomings, afraid that you are not perfect enough and not worthy of each other.

Gu Xiaobei looked at Jiu'er, thinking carefully, to see Li Duo's attitude towards Jiu'er, if it wasn't for Jiu'er's wishful thinking, it would be a good marriage, and he could be regarded as a person who knew the roots.

Seeing that Gu Xiaobei didn't speak, Jiu'er looked thoughtful, bit her lip, and said as if she had made a lot of determination: "Auntie, my breasts are like this, can't I feed the child?" ”

Gu Xiaobei was stunned, looking at Jiu'er's innocent eyes, only to understand that the children were still relatively simple at this time, even biology class, they were embarrassed to listen to it, and they had little contact with media such as TV.

"No, it has nothing to do with this, and you're just like a normal person." Gu Xiaobei said lightly.

Jiu'er lowered her head: "It's ugly." ”

Gu Xiaobei sighed, looked at Xiao Pang, who was studying the TV, and said, "Xiao Pang, you go downstairs to play for a while, and I will talk to Sister Jiu'er for a while." ”

Chubby pouted: "Okay, then Mom, remember to call me downstairs in a while." ”

Gu Xiaobei took out a dollar to Xiaopang and advised, "You can't leave the guest house compound." ”

Xiaopang took a dollar and nodded happily: "I know, I definitely won't go out." Running away happily, this dollar can be her pocket money for a week.

Gu Xiaobei stood in front of the window, watched Xiaopang run to the store to buy a popsicle, ran out again, sat down by the flower bed and ate popsicles, and then turned back to Jiu'er and said, "Jiu'er, every time you are sad, you think that there are still many people in the world who are not as good as you, but you live very happily?" ”

Jiu'er looked at Gu Xiaobei in confusion, a little incomprehensible.

Gu Xiaobei looked back at Xiaopang downstairs from time to time, and said to Jiu'er: "When you are on the road, you see a person without legs, or a blind person, what do you think?" How pathetic are they? Isn't it? But how do you know they are pitiful? Blind people can't see the world, but God has given them intelligent ears, so that they can keenly capture the sounds that we ordinary people can't hear, and the so-called pity is also a label that the world has put on them. ”

So if you care about what other people think, you will follow what other people think, and you will think, I am really different, I am such a poor person, which will only blind your mind, so that you yourself can not find the shining point in you, and it is often said that when God closes a door for you, he will also open a window for you, and you calm down and think about your own strengths. Do you mind if your lover dislikes you because of your imperfections? What is the use of this superficial love? ”

Jiu'er was told by Gu Xiaobei that tears flowed, she was inferior, she was living in the eyes of others, she was afraid of seeing other people's sympathetic eyes, which made her feel that she was really a pitiful person.

Gu Xiaobei looked at the little fat who was licking the popsicle in the flower bed, sighed softly and said: "Jiu'er, I like a person, and I hope that I am perfect enough to stand shoulder to shoulder with him, right, but we are mortals after all, and it is impossible to be perfect in everything." ”

Jiu'er wiped her tears, in fact, what Gu Xiaobei said, she also understood, but she couldn't help but always think about it.

Gu Xiaobei walked to Jiu'er's side, hugged Jiu'er and said: "You are no worse than anyone else, if you like it, go and like it, don't live up to your youth, if the other party can't accept it, you can turn around in style, there's nothing remarkable, at least when you remember it later, there will be no regrets." ”

Jiu'er sniffed and said with a crying voice: "Aunt, I'm afraid I can't do it." ”

Gu Xiaobei touched Jiu'er's hair: "Jiu'er, this is a hurdle that must be passed in the process of growing up, and no one can help you." ”

Jiu'er hugged Gu Xiaobei and cried, she was still afraid, because her expectations for love were too high, and she was afraid that the more serious the injury.

After eating the popsicle, he was bored for a few years with ants crawling on the cement platform, and when Lu Zhan Guo brought Li Duo back, he saw the boring Chubby and was a little surprised: "Chubby, why are you here, Mom?" ”

Xiaopang pounced in surprise and grabbed Lu Zhanguo's hand tightly: "Dad, why did you come back suddenly?" Isn't it going to take a long time? It's only been a while. ”

"Dad went to report and came back to see you if there was nothing to do, this is Uncle Li Duo, do you still know each other?" Lu Zhan Guo introduced.

The little chubby goblin blinked his big eyes and said with a smile: "This is Brother Li Duo, he is the same age as Brother Chen Gang, how can he be called uncle." ”

Lu Zhan Guo frowned, this girl's thoughts sometimes are very confusing.

Li Duo looked at Xiaopang with a smile: "It's okay to call uncle or brother." ”

Xiaopang stuck out his tongue with a smile and said, "Dad, Mom and Sister Jiu'er are talking on it." ”

Li Duo was slightly stunned, but the corners of his mouth rose.

Gu Xiaobei was afraid that Xiaopang would run away, so he went to the window to look down again, and saw that Lu Zhan Guo and Li Duo were talking to Xiaopang, and looked back at Jiu'er who was still wiping his tears, and couldn't help but sigh, the child has finally grown up.

Li Duo and Lu Zhan Guo went upstairs and entered the room, and when they saw Jiu'er with reddish eyes, they suddenly remembered what Chen Gang had said when he came to S City to find him before he went to Tibet.

Chen Gang's first sentence was: "Jiu'er is a good girl, you must treat her well." ”