Tama-jin: When you read this letter, I should have been deceased. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoBirth, old age, sickness and death, human nature, from the time of encounter, is destined to have this part. I hope you can see through it, and I hope you cherish it.

There are some things that cannot be done, but have to be done. From the day I started, I had my life down. I know I'm in danger all the time. But if you live for a lifetime, it is better to die worthily than to be mediocre, and to live for a hundred years, but you will inevitably suffer. Every time I think about this, I feel the same in my heart.

I don't know how I'm going to die, but I've been preparing for death for the last few months. If we can survive, the two of us can reach the day of peace together, which will be the greatest luck of my life. Dissatisfaction is often the case, but I shouldn't have had that in the making.

Of course, if that's the case, you won't be able to see the letter.

But now that you have this letter, it means that I have passed away. All I can say is sorry to you. I took you to protect you and take care of you, and if I could, I would rather you never know the truth. But now, it has finally dragged you into this dangerous whirlpool.

I always trust you the most. And what I respect most is your strength. Lately, I have always remembered that year, you were just a teenage girl, skinny and skinny, and as small as a rag doll. But when he was bullied, he still resisted, even if he knew that he was like an ant shaking a tree, he was not afraid or flinched. Yes, when you reached out and slapped the yellow foreman, I was right behind you. That palm is a palm to resist the injustice of fate and the oppression of power, I applaud you in my heart and admire you.

You don't know that the first time I saw you was the day your father died. At that time, you collapsed in front of my car and fainted. I picked you up and was amazed that you were as light as a leaf. I vividly remember that night in the hospital bed, you were groggy and weeping in your sleep, although you were asleep, but the tears kept flowing. Such a poor little thing, I have nothing to do but comfort you and take care of you.

I can introduce you to work in a café, pay for your schooling, and buy you your favorite begonia cake. I'm willing to do all of this for you, just to win a smile on your face. I'd rather you never know my existence, because I want you to be like a vibrant red kapok all your life, rich and independent, and never bloom only for yourself.

I shouldn't make Jiabao sad, but she is as smart and wise as her, how can she not see that her husband, who is becoming a stranger, has a heart tied to other women. In my life, the biggest mistake was that I was too young when I met Jiabao, our edges and corners were too distinct, and when we were close to each other, we inevitably stabbed each other, causing damage that can never be repaired. This is the biggest regret of my life. The greatest torture she left me was to be grateful to her for the rest of my life, because it was she who brought you to me.

Thank you for giving me a happy life, and I hope that you will be as happy as I am all these years. No, you should be happier than I am, after all, you don't have to suffer from the torment of your soul like me.

I have no intention of repenting more, because when you read this letter, I can already express my gratitude and guilt to my family treasure.

Showing you my heart is not my purpose in writing this letter. Although I know in my heart that this will be the first and last time, and all this is so unfair to you. What I want to say is that I will no longer be able to protect you, and all I want you to do is hope that you can protect yourself.

I don't have to entrust my father to you, because I know you'll take care of him. If you are careful, you will surely find the key I have hidden in his wheelchair. I even hope you'll discover this little secret later to enjoy a few more days of peace.

I don't need to entrust my children to you, because they have their own lives. We have given them life, educated them as adults, and shown them the way. I believe that they can realize that the greatest wealth left to them by their parents is not the Rong family, but to let them have the quality to be proud of, know what is right and what is wrong, and walk straight for the rest of their lives.

The only thing I entrust you with is a batch of goods, a batch of goods that I have accumulated for many years. At first I did it out of merchant hoarding, but suddenly one day I realized that I could use it to do something for our country, for this war that shouldn't have been. Therefore, I deliberately acquired some supplies, including steel, aircraft parts, and metalworking machinery. These are all government-controlled materials. What was originally an ordinary thing, because of this war, the value has increased several times. Now the price of this batch of supplies has far exceeded the price I bought at that time. Of course, the acquisition was carried out in secret, because it was not allowed by the government, and if it was discovered, it would bring disaster to the entire Rong family. However, as the war progressed, the value of these materials continued to appreciate and became extremely valuable. That's why I also have to be on the lookout for greedy eyes around me. I know that someone is peeping in the dark, and I also know that he is the most villain who hides a knife in his smile and sees the wind and rudder. Although I tried to stay away and be on guard, there was still no guarantee that no one would be tempted by profit and take risks.

It's not a pity for me to die, but I always think that one day we will drive the RB people out of China, and this batch of supplies will be used sooner or later. Yuzhen, I know that you are also a Chinese with conscience and morality, I understand your personality of not being afraid of power and rising up to fight, and I know that you will continue this matter according to my instructions.

What I ask of you is to put these supplies in the hands of those who can put them to good use, and not to let them fall into the hands of mercenary men. They, in the end, should be a powerful tool against the RB people. I've figured out a way out of this batch, and someone will contact you one day. If this batch of materials can make a contribution in this war against aggression, then I will also be blind under Jiuquan.

I have already written the address where the goods will be stored, and it is in a warehouse in Xixiao. You take the key in the safe, and the storekeeper has another key in his hand, and only when the two keys are combined can the warehouse be opened.

I know that by leaving you this letter, you are also putting you in a dangerous position. But I know that you will not hesitate to do what I tell you to do. I can only tell you again, don't pay attention to safety, because I value you more than myself.

Since then, it will be goodbye, only pray for self-love, but hope that you will be blessed in this life.

Fu Rongbin word