Chapter 1 is all feelings

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received a call from his best friend Wan Nanjin saying that when he was in the hospital with acute gastritis, Cheng Yu was wearing a mask on his face, hung up the phone, pulled off the mask, washed his face casually, picked up his bag, and hurriedly ran downstairs to the hospital. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

When he arrived at the hospital and found the infusion area, Cheng Yu saw Wan Nanjin who was infusion with his eyes closed, and Cheng Yu breathed a sigh of relief and walked over.

"What did you do, I just went to the hospital for gastritis before, how long has it been, are you taking good care of yourself?" Cheng Yu lifted up the clothes that Wan Nanjin was wearing on his body, and then began to educate his girlfriends.

Wan Nanjin's face was a little pale, and when he heard Cheng Yu start to crusade against him, he hurriedly said to forgive: "Yes, some are just at the end of the quarter recently, and you also know that there is no way to work overtime at the end of the quarter as an accountant. ”

Cheng Yu sighed: "Only by believing in you can you have a ghost, you promised it last time, what is the result?" The body is your own, what do you say you are a girl spelling to do this? ”

Late Nanjin is the same age as Cheng Yu, 28 years old this year, and has become a small supervisor of the accounting department of a listed company, and Cheng Yu is still a small teller in a bank.

Wan Nanjin smiled: "It's not a fight, it's just that I don't know what to do when I'm idle, it's better to do some work so that I won't be cranky, besides, women, love and bread, you always have to grab one, so you can have a sense of security." ”

Cheng Yu glanced at Wan Nanjin and lowered his voice: "Are you... Still can't forget him? ”

"How can you say forget it, after all... Forget it, don't talk about me, what about you, how have you been with your seniors recently? Wan Nanjin didn't want to continue discussing this topic, so he changed the subject.

Hearing Wan Nanjin ask, Cheng Yu's mood was also a little depressed: "What else, so be it, I still don't like him, but I'm 28 years old, I'm not particularly beautiful, and I'm not a particularly extroverted person, the circle of life and work is so big, I can't find anything better, or rather, I can't wait for someone I like." And you know, my mom's..."

Wan Nanjin once had a boyfriend, and the two had a good relationship, but Wan Nanjin's family strongly objected, because the man's family conditions were not good, and Wan Nanjin did not fight his parents in the end, and broke up, I heard that the man is now married and even has children. And Cheng Yu's "senior" was introduced by the family, two years older than her, graduated from the same school, IT male, looks a little sorry, people are also very wooden, there is no common topic, but the family conditions are good, Cheng's mother just took a fancy to this point so that Cheng Yu caught people and couldn't let them go, and the two of them have been talking about it for more than half a year.

That night, after the infusion of Nanjin in the evening, Cheng Yu directly brought people back to the house she rented, she now rented a single room to live alone, and the two of them chatted late at night, and summarized the current situation before going to bed: It's all feelings. I always hope to meet such a person, you like it, just right, he also likes you, two people have similar hobbies, there are endless topics to talk about. Waiting and waiting, Late Nanjin missed one and then wasted the years, and Cheng Yu chose to settle under the pressure of his parents.

The conversation was a little late the night before, which made Cheng Yu, who was used to going to bed early, very sleepy when he went to work the next day, and the colleague next to him was still joking about whether he had gone out to be a thief the night before. However, when he saw a message sent by Zhang Wei, Cheng Yu's whole person immediately sobered up.

Zhang Wei is the senior introduced by Cheng Yu's family, he sent a message saying that he came to Cheng Yu on the weekend to discuss the engagement, Cheng Yu didn't know how to reply, so he didn't see it and continued to do business, but he was a little absent-minded.

When I got home in the evening, Wan Nanjin had already boiled porridge and made a few side dishes, and when I was eating, Cheng Yu talked to Wan Nanjin about it: "I haven't replied to him yet, I don't know how to go back, Wanwan, I really worked hard, but I don't like him yet, this is not the love I am looking forward to, nor the marriage I am looking forward to, I even feel that I haven't been in a real relationship and am going to get married now, there is no marriage proposal, it is directly to discuss the matter of engagement, I even think it is ridiculous!" Cheng Yu's emotions were a little excited, and in the end, his eyes were a little wet.

Evening Nanjin didn't know how to comfort Cheng Yu: "Yu Yu, if you really don't like it, or make it clear." ”

Cheng Yu shook his head: "How to make it clear, you also know how tight my parents are, besides, who knows if the next one will be worse than this..."

They were speechless for a while.

When Cheng Yu told his mother about this, her mother hurriedly said: "It's time to get engaged, you haven't talked about it, I always thought that Xiao Zhang disliked you for being short." ”

may be because he has carried his younger brother since he was a child, Cheng Yu's height is a little short, 155 is less than a little, which is often taken out by Cheng's mother to say things, "You are so short, others will dislike you", "You are so short and go out to find a job, people don't know if they will dislike it" and so on, in the end, Cheng Yu felt that he had been brainwashed successfully, and people became a little inferior.

Cheng Yu said in a low voice: "Mom, I really don't have feelings for him, I don't like him at all..."

Cheng's mother hated iron and steel: "I like it, I like to be able to eat, my mother is also good for you, Xiao Zhang's family is in good condition, maybe you can help your brother a little in the future, you are not a fairy, it is good if people don't dislike you." Look at your former classmates, children can make soy sauce, just you pick and choose so much yet, I am embarrassed to say when others ask. ”

Cheng Yu was silent, but he also knew that this topic that had been debated countless times was meaningless, so he gave up. After all, there are some small feelings, and there are still some unwillingness.

When Cheng Yu and his seniors went out to dinner on the weekend, Zhang Wei mentioned this matter, probably because of nervousness, Zhang Wei's voice stammered a little: "Xiaoyu, how about our engagement in the second half of this year, I'm not too young, my parents have urged me several times, they are all waiting to hold their grandson, I promise to be good to you!" ”

Cheng Yu smiled a little reluctantly: "I'll go back and discuss it with my parents, I can't do such a big thing myself." ”

Zhang Wei nodded hurriedly: "Of course, of course, you discuss it with your uncle and aunt first." ”

After eating, Cheng Yu refused Zhang Wei to send her back on the grounds that something was wrong, and he walked aimlessly on the road.

As I walked, I received a call from the junior high school class president, saying that the junior high school classmates who stayed in H City to work on the weekend were going to come out for a get-together, and Cheng Yu wanted to refuse, because no one wanted to see him after too long of contact. In the end, because the squad leader said: "We have gathered a few times before, you and Wan Nanjin have not come, this time you must come, by the way, this time Tong Peiyao also came back, he is now co-founded a network company with a few classmates, he should be the best in our class, by the way, didn't you have a good relationship before..."

The squad leader was still thinking about it, but Cheng Yu didn't hear it later, but he still agreed to go to the weekend party, and together with Wan Nanjin, the two of them have been in revolutionary friendship for more than ten years since junior high school.

Tong Peiyao, how long has it been since I heard this name, I had a hazy good impression when I was young, Cheng Yu has never had a serious relationship, Tong Peiyao is the only time that I am ambiguous.

Before going out on the weekend, Cheng Yu is still ready to dress up, and he is too lazy to toss at work, in fact, Cheng Yu's foundation is still good, and his facial features are still delicate, but because he is not tall, he has gained a little weight after work, and there are inevitably some fine lines at the corners of his eyes when he is old, so there is still a big gap from the beauty. Looking at himself in the mirror, Cheng Yu sighed, forget it, it's a toss in vain.

The dinner party was selected in a relatively high-grade hotel, Cheng Yu and Wan Nanjin arrived relatively early, and exchanged pleasantries with some classmates who had not seen each other for a long time, Cheng Yu looked around for a week and did not see the person he wanted to see.

Wan Nanjin chatted with the others for a few words, sat down next to Cheng Yu, and touched Cheng Yu's elbow with his elbow: "Yu Yu, I heard them say that Tong Peiyao will also come today, you weren't before... If he doesn't have a girlfriend now, maybe it's still possible, you see that you don't like seniors, if you can be with Tong Peiyao, it would be great. ”

Cheng Yu used to have a little secret idea in her heart, but she was never a confident person, and after looking around and seeing that no one noticed them, she replied in a low voice: "What do you say, it used to be before, and now people are already famous, what kind of girl do you want, how can you fall in love with me." ”

Wan Nanjin hated iron and steel: "It's not that I said you, you two obviously liked each other at the beginning, and people also confessed to you, you are just too obedient, your parents said that you don't want to fall in love, you really rejected others, now you are too unconfident, you are very good, I know, why do you think you must only compromise?" ”

Cheng Yu didn't know how to answer for a while, her personality had not changed for so many years, and she was a little silent for a while.

Wan Nanjin didn't force her, she knew that it would take a process, and a person's personality could not be changed by waking up.

However, at the end of this day, Cheng Yu still didn't see Tong Peiyao, and it was said that he couldn't catch up because the company had something temporary.

Cheng Yu couldn't tell if he was lost or happy, he was lost and didn't see anyone, and he was glad that he didn't let him see himself who was not even satisfied with himself now.

The gastritis in the evening Nanjin was not completely cured, so he went home to rest first, and in the evening Cheng Yu went to a bar that he frequented alone. This bar called "Time" is a relatively quiet bar, and Cheng Yu usually only comes over for a few drinks when she is in a more upset mood, but she doesn't drink well and usually doesn't drink much.

Thinking back on his life for so many years, Cheng Yu suddenly had a thought, how good it would be if he could do it all over again, he would not live his life in such a cowering way, he would do what he wanted to do, take the path he wanted to take, be firm in his thoughts, and live calmly.

Smiled and shook his head, how did he start to be whimsical, he was almost thirty years old, and when he thought about the engagement, he was a little bored for a while, so he drank a little too much.

Coming out of the bar with a somewhat unsteady pace, Cheng Yu pressed his forehead with his hand, he drank a little too much tonight, and his headache seemed to be cracking, he staggered to the side of the road and wanted to take a taxi, but he didn't see a staircase under his feet, Cheng Yu stepped into the air, and the back of his head was anxious and lost consciousness after a sharp pain.

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