Chapter 61: Letting Go and Getting It
When Wei Siran came out, it was already completely dark, Qi Chenqing turned on the car lights to the church gate, walking back and forth in front of the car, these hours, every minute and every second, he felt extremely difficult, as if centuries had passed, a few times he was thinking that Wei Siran had not come out for so long, would he run away again, whenever he thought so much, he wanted to rush in immediately, but in the end he pressed it down, he knew that if he went in, the relationship between them would never change. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Seeing Wei Siran come out and appear in the center of the light, Qi Chenqing almost ran and rushed over and hugged him tightly.
Wei Siran didn't push him away, Ren Qichenqing hugged him.
"I thought you ran away." After a long time, Qi Chenqing said something as soon as he opened his mouth, a little sad, a little aggrieved and pitiful.
Wei Siran smiled, and slowly raised his hand to hug Qi Chenqing's waist, he could feel that when he hugged Qi Chenqing, Qi Chenqing trembled.
He whispered to Qi Chenqing's ear: "I'm tired and can't walk." ”
Qi Chenqing let go of Wei Siran and looked at Wei Siran's eyes in shock, he didn't believe his ears now.
"You... You just said... Say what? ”
Wei Siran smiled easily, Qi Chenqing looked like a child, surprise and horror appeared on the same handsome face.
"I said I was tired and couldn't walk."
Wei Siran's voice suddenly raised, as if he was saying it to Qi Chenqing, and it was also like shouting at the sky.
"I... I'll carry you over. ”
Qi Chenqing was like a child who had gotten candy, smiling so much that he showed his standard eight teeth, and with a wave of his big arm, Wei Siran's legs instantly left the ground.
Holding the person in his arms tightly, Qi Chenqing cautiously walked towards the car door, Wei Siran leaned on Qi Chenqing's chest, and he could clearly hear Qi Chenqing's fast and violent heartbeat.
Looking up at the sky, for the first time he felt that he could breathe the air so easily, and what Pastor Yang said was that it was time for me to let go.
Qi Chenqing put Wei Siran on the co-pilot, and gently fastened the seat belt for him before returning to the cab.
He started the car, turned around and left the church.
Wei Siran looked at the church farther and farther away in the rearview mirror, as if he was saying goodbye to his past self, although he was reluctant, he would eventually give up.
"Xiao Ran ......"
Qi Chenqing observed Wei Siran's reaction worriedly, he was full of thoughts about what was going on in the church, what was Wei Siran thinking now, he couldn't help but open his mouth but didn't know what to say?
"Can you take me somewhere tomorrow?"
Wei Siran looked at Qi Chenqing sincerely, with a little expectation in his eyes.
"Okay, where do you want to go?"
Now as long as it is where Wei Siran wants to go, he will let him go no matter what.
"I want to go to the place where Sheng Ze finally threw Ke Yuan into the sea."
The car paused suddenly, Qi Chenqing braked suddenly, and Wei Siran rushed forward, if it wasn't for the seat belt, he would have crashed into it.
"Where are you going?"
Qi Chenqing looked at Wei Siran nervously, forgetting that he actually drove in the middle of the highway.
"Don't be nervous." Compared to Qi Chenqing's frightened and worried expression, Wei Siran looked much more relaxed.
"I just want to go and see, at least I'm going to apologize to him in person."
Qi Chenqing's expression didn't ease at all because of Wei Siran's explanation: "You really just want to go and see?" ”
"Hmm." Wei Siran nodded gently: "You just take me there, I know you're worried about me, I promise you that I won't do what you think, I just want to simply apologize to him and say goodbye to him." ”
"Really." Qi Chenqing still couldn't believe it.
Wei Siran propped up the seat, leaned forward, and gently touched Qi Chenqing's lips.
"When I say goodbye to the past, I want to start over, will you accompany me?"
Qi Chenqing hugged Wei Siran again, tears remained, dripping into Wei Siran's neck, and Wei Siran could clearly hear Qi Chenqing's slight sobs.
The dignified head of Qimen, the president of Shengshi Group, actually cried because of Wei Siran's words and answers, at this moment, Wei Siran understood that Qi Chenqing really loved him, and he had already fallen in love with him, this was their fate, he couldn't hide from it, it was better to accept it.
"You haven't answered me yet, if you don't want to, forget it."
Qi Chenqing turned Wei Siran's head, kissed Wei Siran's red lips fiercely, wanted to eat Wei Siran into his stomach, gently gnawed his thin lips, drank saliva with his own tears, and sent it into Wei Siran's mouth.
It wasn't until Wei Siran couldn't breathe normally, his face became flushed, and he was extremely deprived of oxygen, that Qi Chenqing let him go.
"I am willing, as long as you want me to be by your side, I am willing to die."
"Then send me tomorrow."
"Okay."
Coming to the beach again, Wei Siran's state of mind is completely different, Wei Siran's life ended in the sea, but Qi Chenqing's life started in the sea, and now Ke Yuan's life is also the same as his original self in the sea, Wei Siran guessed that Ke Yuan would also start again in another place like him?
"This is it." Qi Chenqing stood beside Wei Siran and looked at Wei Siran's side face vigilantly.
Wei Siran took a step forward, and Qi Chenqing reacted quickly and grabbed Wei Siran's arm.
"What are you going to do?"
Wei Siran turned his head softly: "Don't worry, I promised you." ”
Although Qi Chenqing was not at ease, he still slowly put his hand down.
Wei Siran took a step forward, closer to the sea, looked at the endless sea, and slowly squatted down.
"Ah Yuan, I'm sorry, I'm just coming to see you now, because I don't dare to come here, I don't dare to face you, I'm afraid that you will blame me, hate me, will you blame me, will you hate me? I don't dare to ask for your forgiveness, if there is a life to pay you back in the next life, please forgive me. ”
Tears fell into the sea one by one, merging with the sea.
Qi Chenqing knew that Wei Siran was uncomfortable, but he didn't have the courage to step forward to persuade him, after all, Ke Yuan was killed by him.
"Ah Yuan, forgive me for not being able to avenge you, because I can't kill him, and I don't want to kill him, I'm very selfish I know, but let me be selfish for the last time, I have nothing now, only him, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
When Qi Chenqing heard Wei Siran's words, in addition to being moved, he didn't know that he had already had such an important position in Wei Siran's heart, and he had hurt him again and again, and now that he thought about it, he regretted it so much.
picked up Wei Siran, who was still crying in pain, hugged him into his arms, and pressed Wei Siran's head on his shoulder, leaving Wei Siran's face with tears.
"Xiao Ran, I will make up for Ke Yuan, after we go back, I will find him a feng shui treasure to set up a tombstone, although he is dead, but he still has a family, I will give his family a sum of money to make them carefree for the rest of their lives, safe and sound, rich and rich, and they will definitely not be hurt a little bit."
Wei Siran still looked at the sea and nodded slightly, maybe that's all they can do now, I hope Ke Yuan can feel better and rest assured.