Chapter Seventy-Eight: Interpretation
It is not easy to be objective and rational and to recount what happened without any personal subjective emotions. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info but Lu Shaoyun did not deliberately distort the facts in small details. Because he knew that his lies didn't have any meaning, as long as Xia Shuanghan was willing, she could actually find someone else to find out the truth. Therefore, Lu Shaoyun decided to make all the contradictions between Fang Cai and Liu Zirun clear, as for who is right and who is wrong, let Xia Shuanghan distinguish it himself!
"Hey, it's not worth it, it's not worth it!" In the teahouse, next to the wooden table near the window on the second floor, Xia Shuanghan felt helpless and covered his forehead with his hand after figuring out the ins and outs of the matter: The reason why Ting Xuan and Zirun had a dispute is really because of me! Hey, I have a headache.
Xia Shuanghan's sentence of "not worth it" made Lu Shaoyun a little inexplicable - is Shuanghan lamenting that his efforts for Liu Zirun are not worth it, or is he saying that it is not worth it for me to swing my fist for her?
It's just that before Lu Shaoyun could think about it carefully, Xia Shuanghan interrupted his train of thought.
"Tingxuan, I understand everything today, you and Zirun are not wrong, everything is my fault." Xia Shuanghan put down her right hand, took a deep breath, and decided to truthfully debunk Liu Zirun's identity as a "shield", she couldn't let the two of them misunderstand each other like this again.
"Tingxuan, there is a sentence that I have never made clear to you, in fact, I have no love for Zirun at all."
"Ha, Shuang Han, I really want to admire your good intentions, for the sake of Liu Zirun, can you even erase your feelings?" Lu Shaoyun stared at Xia Shuanghan across the table, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "In order to keep his gentlemanly appearance, in order to make others think that he has never owed you emotionally, are you really willing to admit that you have never loved him?" ”
"Tingxuan, please look me in the eye." Xia Shuanghan didn't think that her words could solve Lu Shaoyun's misunderstanding of her, after all, this misunderstanding was deliberately caused by her for more than three months before it was imperceptibly formed.
And now, if she wants to reverse Lu Shaoyun's established concept, it is obvious that she can't do it by saying a few words casually. So, Xia Shuanghan tentatively stretched out his hand, gently held Lu Shaoyun's left hand resting on the table, and said sincerely: "Tingxuan, I have really never been in love with Liu Zirun, please believe me in this." ”
Being stared at by such a pair of bright and sincere eyes, Lu Shaoyun wanted to raise his hand and surrender almost instantly, but in the end, he endured it and endured it, and still stuck to his established position, and responded: "I don't believe it." ”
"Didn't shake off my hand? Well, that's a good sign. Xia Shuanghan, who was thinking so in his heart, stood up and sat down on his left hand side from the position opposite Lu Shaoyun.
Stubbornly unfolding Lu Shaoyun's left hand, Xia Shuanghan interlocked his ten fingers with his right hand and said, "Tingxuan, you can't believe me right away, I can understand this, but I still want to make it clear what should be said." As for whether you believe it or not, I'm willing to let you judge for yourself. ”
Lu Shaoyun, who was holding his left hand, was too attached to the warmth and beauty in his palm, so he turned his head to stare at Xia Shuanghan, and reluctantly compromised: "Okay, you say, I'll listen." ”
"Do you remember the fire on the night of the Lantern Festival? I guess that's the beginning of your misunderstanding of me! ”
Xia Shuanghan recalled the scene at that time, and said: "That day in Dongshi, Zirun and I rushed into the teahouse to save Sister Mingzhu. At that time, Sister Mingzhu was taken out of the teahouse by me, but Zirun was still trapped inside, you said, if it was you who was standing outside the teahouse, and it was Xiran who was trapped in the teahouse, would you rush in desperately to save him? ”
"......" put himself in his shoes and thought for a moment, whether emotionally or morally, Lu Shaoyun, who thought that he could not leave Lin Xiran, confessed: "I will." ”
"That's it." After getting the answer he wanted, Xia Shuanghan nodded approvingly and continued: "So, I rushed into the fire to rescue my friend who grew up together since childhood, which doesn't mean that I have a love for him!" ”
"Then you are calling Liu Zirun's name in your sleep, how can this be explained?" Recalling the scene of that day, Lu Shaoyun's heart surged up with an uncontrollable sourness.
"Tingxuan, you should still remember, when I was carried out of the teahouse by you, my consciousness was no longer awake, and in my sleep, I even thought I was dead. At that time, because I had a high fever, I was always trapped in the fire in my dreams, and of course, my father, Chaoyang and Zirun were also trapped in the fire. ”
Glancing at Lu Shaoyun, who had a solemn face, Xia Shuanghan lowered his voice and said helplessly: "Seeing your relatives and friends being burned to death, while you can't do anything about it, I believe you can imagine this kind of pain." After all, you've lost too many robes and brothers on the battlefield. So you say, is it wrong for me to cry and call the names of my relatives and friends who are about to pass away in my dreams? ”
"So what do you mean......" Lu Shaoyun frowned hesitantly and said, "You weren't just calling Liu Zirun at that time, you were also calling your father and Chaoyang, right?" ”
"Yes." Xia Shuanghan nodded affirmatively and said, "I was indeed calling the three of them at the time, but my real voice was too small, so Chaoyang, who was lying on the side of the bed, only heard Zirun's name." ”
"As for why I refused to drink the medicine in the first place, it was, of course, because I thought I was dead. You say, as a dead man, how could I still drink a decoction that smells so bad? ”
"Then why, why did you drink the medicine when Liu Zirun fed you later, but you didn't drink it when I fed you?" Lu Shaoyun, who was still entangled in the scene of the day, had obvious unwillingness and resentment on his face.
"Poof, what's so jealous about this kind of thing?" Whether it was in the previous life or in this life, Xia Shuanghan, who had always thought that Lu Shaoyun's jealousy for her was the most tempting for her, couldn't help but smile: "Have you forgotten what Zirun said in front of my hospital bed?" He said that Chaoyang and my father were waiting for me to get better. Half-asleep and half-awake, I know that I am not dead, and as long as I get better, I can reunite with my family, so why don't I just drink medicine obediently! ”
"You're still smiling, you're still smiling!" Lu Shaoyun, whose little jealousy was peeped through by his sweetheart, clenched the soft wattle in his hand tightly, and complained angrily: "Do you know how frustrated I was at that time? How dare you laugh. ”
"No more smiling, no smiling." Xia Shuanghan put away the smile on his face and continued: "Actually, as soon as I woke up, I heard Chaoyang tell me how I was rescued. Of course, many of you mistakenly thought that I was in love with Zirun, and I already knew about it at the time. It's just that I didn't want to explain it at the time. ”