Chapter 140: A Man's Selfishness

Dongfang Yu and Qiao Li have changed in essence in such a vague way. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

In the morning, I was meditating in the office, and I seemed to be sober, thinking that life would be like a play. Originally, Dongfang Yu almost never thought that he would have a skin-to-skin relationship with Qiao Li, once, he served himself for the good deeds of Chen Chun, but unexpectedly, he and Qiao Li had a night of ecstasy, and put himself in first. He has regrets, self-blame, and cowardice, but this feeling and experience is fluttering, unstable, fleeting in an instant, more indulgent and intoxicated, and has to admit that this lingering irresistibility. That night was so ecstatic, stimulated by alcohol, in that warm, warm boudoir, the beautiful scenery, the wine and the beautiful women, the graceful posture, the charm of all kinds of charms, the excitement and greed, his poor teacher, collapsed and collapsed in an instant, and he fell into a situation from which he could never recover. Speaking from the heart, at this point in life, the woman he has been involved in has no other woman except for his ex-wife, that is, Shihui, he has a good reputation, and now, everything has come to naught. Of course, this can't be blamed on others, everything is self-inflicted, he is afraid, resisting, but at the same time looking at it, hoping for it. As a man, he knows that he is not noble, and there is always an undue impulse in his heart, and he has been ready to move, hoping for more women, but he has never taken substantive action. There is a saying that men don't care about decency, decency is because they are not seduced enough; Women don't care about loyalty, loyalty is because the stakes for betrayal are too low. Now, in the face of a sufficiently great temptation, he has become virtuous, which is the fatal weakness and sorrow of almost all men, and more importantly, the sorrow of human nature.

That night, Dongfang Yu didn't see the former youth at all, and what appeared in front of him was a sexy woman, and the temptation of this woman, whether physical or psychological, was far beyond the maximum amount that he could bear and control. Everything that should be or shouldn't be is inevitable. Because of this cheating, he experienced the shadow of his ex-wife from this woman, and rediscovered the unique feeling that can only be found in his ex-wife. In this sense, he is an emotional substitution, a kind of regression.

But he clearly realized that Qiao Li's wide clothes were definitely not admiration and love, not gratitude, not giving, not dedication, but improvised indulgence under the influence of alcohol, the physiological needs of mature women, the irrational possession of former teachers, stealing, grabbing, and even plundering, and the abductor mentality. How could she give up her southern career and family because she loved him and was trapped in a poor countryside. What's more, as a former teacher, he can't see the sun when he does such a thing to his former students, and he can't be noble. He is well aware of his own filth and filth, and is bent on tossing and venting on his students. At that moment, he even thought about leaving her to serve him for a long time.

"You feed me!" Qiao Lilang smiled, "You can't drink the northwest wind here." ”

"Don't drink the northwest wind," Dongfang Yu replied seriously, "You are developed, and you are planning a 'farmhouse', why don't you just go back to your hometown to do a career, and we will seek common development!" ”

"Development, what can I develop in my hometown, Dongfang, what do you say?" She is delicate, and she has long stopped calling the teacher, "That farmhouse is just a small fight, like a snack, not enough to support the family." Actually, I want to develop **, but, according to the current situation, your Public Security Bureau allows it, you can call the shots, I don't think your Director Chen Chun has the courage yet. ”

"You don't know, our Director Chen has the courage to do this, but the atmosphere is not mature enough."

"That's right, speaking of which, how can I leave the industry in the south behind!"

"Then why don't you try it, let's do something small." Dongfang Yu chased after him.

"yes, that's counting on you." Qiao Li said boldly, "As long as you pave the way in advance, I will immediately adjust my strategy." ”

This undoubtedly poses a difficult problem for Dongfang Yu. Dongfang Yu knows better than anyone else, just with him, how can he have such a magnificence. Unless there is public security management, even if it is engaged in public security management, it is not easy. In this small county, it is too far away from the realm of the southern metropolis, not to mention anything else, it is the regular song and dance hall of the hotel, and there is also a group of retired old guys who jointly wrote a book, saying that this is a petty bourgeois thing and corrupts the social atmosphere. For this reason, the secretary of the political and legal committee of the county party committee and the former director of the public security bureau also gave explanations and reviews on the market, and specially invited the old guy who wrote the book to give an explanation. In this way, those old men were still angry and incomprehensible, and they kept talking and talking, buttoning up a lot of unwarranted hats, such as "forgetting their roots", "bourgeois decadent thoughts", "taking the people's money and not serving the people, serving a few rich people," and so on, hearing these strange words that could not be beaten, they only kept nodding their heads and saying yes, who will clarify, how to clarify, and want to clarify, it is also playing the piano to the cow, and it will only get darker and darker. He also knew that he couldn't pry Chen Chun, even if Chen Chun thought about it, he wouldn't dare, not to mention the kind of business of selling dog meat on the head of a sheep, which was even more nonsensical, clueless, and disorderly. Besides, his motives are not glorious, not only dishonorable, but simply filthy.

Although he couldn't confirm whether Chen Chun really intended for Qiao Li and coveted Qiao Li, he could say with certainty that as long as he was a normal man, he would have such a mentality. He admired Chen Chun's vision, perhaps, Chen Chun knew her strength and charm since the last time he came into contact with her. He is different from his own jerky, he is a man who wades through the river of women, and perhaps because of this, he has been blaming himself for his incompetence to be lukewarm to him. If there is a real ability to offer it, it may not be the case at all today. This stunner, with his actual experience of her, he was convinced that Chen Chun would also lose his soul. He even imagined Chen Chun's madness and Qiao Li's lingering scenes, and he was convinced that Qiao Li was chirping and groaning as when she was with him. He couldn't bear to continue to speculate. Women, alas, damn women, how many times they will murmur in their lives, how many times they will squirm, how many upside downs. A man knows how much a woman is true for, and how can what happened to a woman happen to him can happen to another man in the same way. He didn't know what kind of woman Qiao Li belonged to, whether it was Li Sisi the day after tomorrow, or congenital stabbing ten thousand people, who should she belong to, whether it was her foreigner husband, or him, or other men, or the future Chen Chun. Is it true that so many men enter and exit the same passage of life, cultivate the same fields, and sow different seeds? Thinking of these, he was ashamed, he felt that he was too dirty, no, in fact, human beings were too dirty, and how many people knew the entire history of human development, and the real human world was afraid that it was not as good as pigs and dogs. He was ashamed of the idea that he had dedicated this woman to Chen Chun, and he regretted that this woman had not witnessed many of her unbearable pasts. But he couldn't do anything.

It was easy to get, and Dongfang Yu was more than excited, and for a while, he couldn't figure out whether he had suffered a loss or taken advantage. Of course, if you say it, I'm afraid no one will feel at a loss. Men, they are animals that think in the lower half of their bodies, and it is nonsense to say that there are no selfish thoughts, and it is better to have such a woman than not, not to mention that she is so rich. He is reevaluating the usable value of today's Qiao Li to Chen Chun, perhaps, Qiao Li is the accelerator of the uphill car. Alas, no matter how hungry the wild wolf is, he doesn't compete for food with the evil tiger, isn't there a wife who dedicates his wife to his career, Qiao Li is no better than his wife, what is it.