It was already very late when we came back from the camp in the Northern Desert, and Qianping and I were escorted back all the way by Murong Chenxi. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

I stood outside for a long time when I passed the door of Jun Xuan's tent, and at night, when the wind was blowing and shivering, I finally did not go in to see him, and then went back to the tent where I was resting.

Qianping had already packed up for me in the tent, and when she saw me coming back, she shouted, "Princess." He was speechless.

"It's late, go and rest, I want to be alone for a while." I said to her.

"Well, princess, don't be too late." Qianping replied very understandingly, presumably she also saw my thoughts, maybe she was more helpless than me!

That night, I sat alone and thought about it for a long, long time......

Before I knew it, the next day, I sighed, how fast the night had passed! What should come will always come, what should be faced is always to be faced, I asked Qianping to dress up for me, I want to see Junxuan in the most beautiful way, I don't know if he is awake at this moment.

When I arrived at the door of Junxuan's tent, I plucked up the courage to lift the curtain. What caught my eye was Junxuan watching me sit on the bed without saying a word.

He woke up, Jun Xuan woke up.

I rejoice.

I tried to look like I was normal, and I walked up to him with a smile on my face, "Are you awake, are you better?" ”

He looked up at me, and I gasped with a cold look in his eyes.

I muttered in my heart, he, what's wrong?

"I heard that you went to see Murong Chenxi." He said to me with an extremely cold attitude.

My heart fell, it turned out that he knew that I went to the Northern Desert, so he was angry.

"That's right, I'm going to see him." I replied, very calmly.

Suddenly, he grabbed my hand and became angry at me: "What are you doing there?" Go and beg him to spare Qi Guo? ”

Due to his overexertion, my hand was scratched by him, and his wound was also split and bleeding, and I was worried, "Junxuan, your wound." ”

"Answer me!" He looked at me, ignoring his own wounds.

I looked at him sadly, my eyes met with his angry eyes, I had never seen him angry at me like today since I got along with him, men all want dignity, as a man, how can he bear his beloved woman to beg another man.

"Yes, I'm going to beg him."

He angrily shook off my hand and sat limply on the bed, his arm bleeding, I was distressed, but I couldn't do anything.

"Why? Why? He muttered to himself in pain, his tone full of self-reproach and sorrow.

Seeing him in such pain, my heart hurt too, and I held back my tears and tried to make myself strong.

"Actually, I've been deceiving you all along, I'm the princess of Chu State, and I'm not a young lady from a big family, but I did run away from marriage and came to Qi State, but the person I want to marry is the prince of the Northern Desert, Murong Chenxi. Today I came to say goodbye to you, thank you for taking care of you during this time, the days in Qi are the best time of my life, no matter where I go in the future, I will remember it in my heart for the rest of my life. Now I want to go back to Chu to fulfill the agreement between the two countries and marry Murong Chenxi, don't worry, he promised me that I would live in peace with Qi State. When I finished saying these words, I clearly saw Junxuan looking at me with an indifferent look, which made me strange and suffocated.

I, once again, deceived him, for a woman who deceived him three times and twice, at this time, he must be very hateful, sad!

Jun Xuan sat there without saying a word, and did not hold on to me until I walked out of the tent, let alone a word. I was sad that the man on horseback had finally left me. Perhaps, me and him

It is destined to be fateful.

Out of the camp tent, Qianping had already packed her luggage and stood by the carriage waiting for me, I glanced at the two little guys who were driving the car, dressed in Northern Desert clothes, only in their early twenties, and they were sent by that indifferent person to escort me to Chu State.

I approached step by step, each step became heavier and more difficult, I was unwilling to look back, and suddenly felt funny, after all, he still did not chase out, and I still had a glimmer of hope.

In the carriage, I finally couldn't help but lie on Qianping's shoulder and cry into tears, and then, when I was the most sad and painful, the person I least wanted to see appeared in front of me, and the person I wanted to see the most did not come.

Murong Chenxi came on horseback, and behind him were the people who followed him

I wiped away my tears and looked at him hatefully, the tears on my face were hard to hide, I hated him, it was he who ruined the happiness of my life.

For my hateful eyes, he was stunned, still a cold, cold look, I don't know if I was wrong, there seemed to be some sadness in the dark pupils. But soon I denied it, an indifferent prince like him would not understand the sadness of others, let alone the so-called true feelings. He will only do whatever it takes to achieve his ends, and his heart should be cold.

However, none of this was enough to break my heart compared to Jun Xuan, and in the end, he didn't forgive me. At the beginning, a woman was only holding the hand of her son, and she could give up everything when she grew old with her son, but in his heart, in the end, the country was more important than me.

Murong Chenxi looked at my crying face, "Do you hate me?" He spat out a low sentence.

Hate?

I sneered, can I not hate?

Hateful, does it work?

Can he let go and restore everything to the way it was?

No, it won't.

Ruthless as an iceberg, how could he give in and let go easily.

What he wants is built on the pain of others.

My resentful gaze met his cold gaze and fell silent.

He was also silent, silent for a long time......

......

For a long time, he stopped looking at me, lowered his eyes gloomily, and felt an inexplicable sadness and loneliness.

He looked up and told the little servant to take good care of me on the road, and rode away.

I sighed, do you want to be entangled with this man for the rest of your life in the future? Is it my misfortune or my sorrow?

Either way, the happiness I was looking forward to was gone.

There's no going back.

I thought I could get rid of the shackles when I ran away from marriage, but now I think it's just my wishful thinking, holding the hand of my son, and the agreement to grow old with my son is just a dream. The happiness and love I was looking for came to naught.