Life and death are fate, I have read so many novels before, and I don't have much feeling about the death of my loved ones in them, but it is difficult to accept that it happens around me. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

I don't believe it, I always don't believe that my dear grandfather will leave me, that he should be sitting on the edge of the bed and smiling at me and letting me eat.

I went back to see my grandfather today, but I didn't dare to go back, I was afraid, I was afraid that this thing was true, and he would never look at me with such a smile again......

My parents were very busy when I was a child, they both had to go to work, and it was my grandparents who pulled me up, and I lived with my grandparents at least until the second grade of elementary school.

After I moved, I went to my grandparents' house every day for lunch, and sometimes I stayed there and refused to go home.

My grandfather treated all my grandchildren in the best, I often followed them out to worship Buddha since I was a child, once, I followed my grandfather to play in Hangzhou, just happened to be my birthday, my grandfather took me a lot of walks to buy cakes. Because, the older generation doesn't advocate any birthdays, and they haven't bought cakes for the juniors, this is the first time he bought a cake for the juniors, and he bought it for me.

When I was at home, my grandfather liked to play cards, and often pulled me and my cousin to sit on the straw mat, and the three of them fought the landlord, and we always lost, but we couldn't win my grandfather.

My grandfather is very versatile, he can play various musical instruments, and he can sing Yue Opera and Peking Opera, and my Peking Opera is humming with my grandfather.

My grandfather also played chess, and he taught me and walked with him since I was a child, and every time I lost badly, until I graduated from high school, I finally won a game against my grandfather, but I won such a game.

A few days ago, my grandfather was sick, I went back to see my grandfather, he was a lot haggard, lying on the hospital bed, I am now interning in Hangzhou, and it is impossible to go back often, I didn't expect that this meeting would become the last time I saw my grandfather.

Yesterday, when I was at work, I received a call from my mother, and I couldn't help but drip tears on my desk, ran into the toilet and cried, and when I came out, I had to talk to others with a smile.

It was so depressing, so uncomfortable, I didn't believe that my grandfather would really leave me.

I wondered all this time if the people in the hospital were mistaken, my grandfather just faked his death, and then my grandfather would wake up in the coffin again, and then he would call me Yueyue again.

I regret it so much, I should have called him more, spent more time with him, I promised to earn money for him to spend, I still have 8 days to get my salary, why, why grandpa you...... I'm not reconciled, it's not true......

They say that after death, all people will become stars and watch us from the sky. Grandpa, will you also look at Yueyue from the sky?

Grandpa, you used to worship the Buddha a lot, and every time you would donate money in the temple, I think the heavenly bodhisattvas will definitely find you a good family to reincarnate.

Grandpa, Yueyue misses you, don't you go, okay......

Yueyue must be very well-behaved and obedient in the future, and she will never talk back again, don't you go......