192. Spend the rest of your life looking for you

Su Sanyuan hugged Bai Chengan and shed tears sadly. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Bai Chengan wiped her tears for her and said: "Even the most beloved woman has no way to protect it, and it is not a relief to give it to others."

"What would you do if I suddenly disappeared?" Su Sanyuan's eyes didn't blink, looking at Bai Chengan.

Bai Chengan wrinkled his eyebrows and looked deeply at Su Sanyuan, "I will spend the rest of my life looking for you, no matter the ends of the world, I will find you." ”

Su Sanyuan turned around, poured a glass of warm water, tears closed the water, and swallowed it with a raised neck. After calming down a little, Su Sanyuan turned back to Bai Chengan and smiled, "What are you looking for me to do?" At that time, I was afraid that I was married to Shen Yan, and it was not interesting to find it. ”

Bai Chengan stretched out his hand to hold Su Sanyuan's wrist, "If you marry Shen Yan, I also owe you." Only by making sure that you live happily can I have no regrets in my life! When the time comes, why should we find a place to retreat, or wander the world?"

Su Sanyuan's tears rolled down uncontrollably.

Bai Cheng'an, you are obviously a killer, you are obviously unsmiling-how to talk about love, but it is more sensational than what people like Yeli say. Su Sanyuan raised her hand and kept wiping her tears, unable to breathe with a headache in her heart. Lying in Bai Cheng's arms, Su Sanyuan murmured in a low voice: "I miss my parents very much, I miss my hometown very much, but I can't bear to be here, I can't bear you, what should I do......

Bai Chengan patted Su Sanyuan's back and said in a low voice: "In the future, I will think about it later, why bother to torture myself with these thoughts now?"

Su Sanyuan sucked her nose, regardless of her tears and snot, and wiped them all away from Bai Chengan's body.

Although Bai Chengan disliked it, he did not directly push Su Sanyuan away. looked at Su Sanyuan dotingly, and patted her with his big hand. Su Sanyuan turned her head sideways, leaned on Bai Chengan's shoulder, looked up at Bai Chengan, and saw her cheeks from the curvature of her chin, as well as her beautiful eyelashes, like a pair of stumbling butterflies.

"Why do the people of the White-clothed Sect want to keep an eye on Su Mansion?" Su Sanyuan muttered.

"Yeli heard things that shouldn't have been heard."

Su Sanyuan asked, "What shouldn't be heard?"

"At that time, the sect leader was interrogating me privately and asking about some things about the imperial court." Bai Chengan said, "At that time, Yeli was discovered by Mei Sanniang. Later, I led my men to chase and kill Yeli. ”

Su Sanyuan frowned. Bai Cheng'an said it too casually, and he couldn't hear any superfluous information at all.

For a long time, Su Sanyuan had a guess. After pondering for a moment, Su Sanyuan asked, "At that time, what reason did you use to persuade them to let you go after Yeli?" Did you betray some things about Yeli and my eldest brother? That's why the people in the White Sect are staring at Yeli and my eldest brother, right?"

Bai Chengan pursed his lips and was silent.

After a long time, he said in a dumb voice: "We are just a relationship of using each other, and no one dares to guarantee who will survive to the end."

Su Sanyuan was silent.

Although I am disgusted with their betrayal of their companions, what if they are themselves? And how noble can it be? It's just that it's none of your business, so you can hang up your self-righteous face.

Su Sanyuan grabbed Bai Cheng'an's clothes and barely hooked a smile, "I remember when I met you in the nunnery, you had a solemn aura all over your body, and since then I have believed in you, you will definitely be able to leave the White Clothes Sect!" So, you promise me one thing, okay?"

Bai Cheng'an stared, nodded, and quietly listened to the second half of her unfinished sentence.

"Protect them as much as you can to the end, okay?" Su Sanyuan thought of Su He and thought of leaving the night, and felt unbearable in her heart. It is a kind of mental harm that the two people who have appeared in her world will one day die at the betrayal of their companions. Even if Su Sanyuan understood that Bai Chengan was doing this to protect himself, he would still feel ...... It shouldn't be something like Bai Cheng'an, who seems to be the person who came out of the painting, should do.

He should be uninhibited, with a lot of fox friends and dog friends, getting together to spend time drinking and chatting about gonzo. Instead of having blood on your hands, in addition to using each other in life, you are hurting each other......

Bai Cheng'an was silent, and after a long time, he agreed: "Okay." Do everything I can to accomplish this!"

Su Sanyuan leaned into Bai Cheng's arms, "I know you're embarrassed, I'm sorry ......"

Without waiting for Su Sanyuan to finish speaking, Bai Chengan interrupted: "I am willing to do all this. But you have to promise me one thing. ”

"What's the matter?"

"Stay away from me in the future, and don't ask anyone about me anymore."

Su Sanyuan felt that her heart had been stabbed once by a sharp object, and it was painful and difficult to breathe. If there is no information about Bai Cheng'an in the future, how boring will that day become? Su Sanyuan gritted her teeth, with tears in her eyes, and her tone without hesitation was full of unwillingness and crying, "I don't want it!" I just want to know everything about you. I don't want you to die, but I'm the last one in the world to know. ”

"During this time, a lot of things will happen in the rivers and lakes and the imperial court, I don't want you to be used by the gangsters and fall deeper and deeper in this game! The only way I can think of to protect you is if you can get as far away from me as possible! Half of what happens after that will be related to me, and I won't have the extra energy to protect you. ”

Su Sanyuan took a deep breath and forcibly held back her sadness, "The eldest brother also said something similar before. If it's really a last resort, I'll try to do it. However, I still want to hear from you through the big brother, can I?"

Bai Cheng'an thought about it for a while, sighed softly, and hugged Su Sanyuan tighter in his arms, "Ayuan, what I am most afraid of in my life is to lose you suddenly!" When I'm done...... After the deed, if you are still there, we will be together. ”

Su Sanyuan snorted sullenly.

Leave Baicheng'an and follow the road you came to go back to Su Province. After walking a few steps, Su Sanyuan stopped and looked towards the restaurant where Bai Cheng'an was. Bai Cheng'an was no longer by the window, but he could hear the melody of grief coming from that room.

"Bai Cheng'an, if you come back, if I haven't gotten married yet, maybe I'll wander the world with you and never go back to my previous life." Su Sanyuan murmured softly. Turning around, his steps quickened, and he walked in the direction of Su Fu.

For three days, the sky was overcast.

Su Sanyuan propped her chin, looked at the sky that seemed to be about to collapse, and let out a long sigh. whispered: "If it rains, it will rain, I hate this kind of weather when it doesn't rain the most!"

Jinghua said behind her: "Miss, be careful that God knows what to say."

Su Sanyuan tilted her head and leaned against the pillar, yawning lazily, "There is nothing else to do in this weather except sleeping." What else can you do without complaining?"

Jinghua thought for a while and said, "Miss, there are rumors about the White-clothed Sect here from the slave maid, if the young lady wants to pass the time, the slave maid will tell the young lady about it."

Su Sanyuan turned her back and pretended to smile, "I'm tired of hearing those things in the rivers and lakes." You are not allowed to say this in the future. Let's talk about the interesting facts of the boudoir. ”

Jinghua nodded, "Yes, Miss." ”

Su Sanyuan smiled bitterly, walked into the house, threw herself on the bed, and pulled the quilt to cover it.

In the future, I will never listen to the affairs of the rivers and lakes casually. Bai Cheng'an, you must be safe!