Because of the morning during the day, at dinner, Chen Xi didn't have much appetite, and he barely used chopsticks to his favorite meal on weekdays, and quietly accompanied me back to the house early after eating. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

He was in a bad mood, and for some reason, I didn't feel very good. It turns out that because I care, one person's mood will also affect the other's mood, which I didn't understand very well before, but now, I seem to understand a little.

Standing outside Murong Chenxi's house with the lotus seed soup that he ordered his subordinates to prepare, the light in his house was on, and I knew that he hadn't rested yet, and too, he couldn't sleep at this time. I thought, this time, he must be in a terrible mood, but he was afraid of me, forced his emotions, and pretended to be like no one else.

I walked to the door and gently pushed the door open, subconsciously looked around, and at the moment quietly looked out the window, not knowing what he was thinking.

Hearing the sound of the door being pushed open, he slowly turned his head to look at me, his eyes a little surprised. Maybe I didn't think I'd come!

I walked in, closed the door, and walked over one step at a time.

"Seeing that you haven't eaten much tonight, I told the kitchen to prepare the lotus seed soup you like to eat on weekdays, come over and eat it while it's hot." I called him as I put the lotus seed soup on the table.

Chenxi stared at me and walked towards me with a smile, stroked my hair dotingly, didn't speak, and then sat down, picked up the bowl, and took a few bites with a soup spoon.

I sat beside him and watched him eat quietly, and suddenly I felt an indescribable sense of satisfaction, even though the two of us were so quiet, quietly without any words.

If two people have the same mind, even if they don't have a word, they will know each other's hearts.

Seeing that he slowly put down the bowl, he pursed his lips. I hurriedly asked, "Have you eaten enough?" ”

Although he only ate a few bites, it was better than not having much at dinner.

He nodded at me, and suddenly Chenxi took my hand, and my heart was shocked, and I hesitated a little, not knowing whether to withdraw or not. In the end, I let him hold it and didn't refuse.

I could feel the warmth of his palm coming to mine little by little, it was warm.

"It seems that the seventh brother must have told you about today's events." He said casually, as if he had known it for a long time, and there was no trace of surprise.

He's so smart, naturally he can't hide anything from him.

I nodded slightly and said, "You know, the Seventh Master has always put you first in everything, he didn't want to say it, I pestered him to tell me." ”

If I hadn't insisted that Murong Chenfeng tell me the reason for the incident, how would I have known where his troubles today came from, didn't he say that he wouldn't hide anything from me in the future? Is it because I am afraid that I will worry and not tell him about the troubles in my heart, I don't need him to always face me with the best attitude, and his past, present, and future sorrows are going to be borne by himself, and I will not share them with him?

If we can only share the joys and sorrows, how can we see the truth in the tribulations?

"I didn't mean to hide it from you, I just 。。。。。。" His voice was low and hoarse, and he stopped talking.

"You just don't want me to worry, do you?" I immediately understood, and hurriedly asked. At this moment, I have a very mixed mood, some touched, and full of contradictions, the happiness that someone cares about, but I can't share the troubles that I care about.

People are so strange, always entangled on the edge of contradictions.

He didn't speak, he acquiesced in my words, and after a while, he stared at me and said: "The palace is a place of right and wrong, and although you are married to the Northern Desert, you are actually from the Chu State, I don't want you to be involved, let alone worry about it, I would rather you know less than let you get involved in this power struggle." His words were very soft, but every word poked at my heart, and every sentence touched me deeply.

I know that he is protecting me, and he doesn't want me to wade into this troubled water and get caught up in the struggle in this palace, and if he can, he just wants me to be a carefree princess in the palace, and he doesn't want me to be involved in it, and finally get involved. Besides, my identity is special, as the princess of Chu State, the marriage between the two countries is of course a good thing, if one is not careful, maybe one day someone will make a big fuss, and when the time comes, even if it is reasonable, it may not be clear.

How much he cares about me, but he forgot one thing, since the day I married him, I have long been in it, I also want to be indifferent, I also want to be an indifferent person, once it comes to relatives or people I care about, I can no longer do what I want, any decision, anything, is no longer self-willing.

"Lord Wang, didn't we say before that we should treat each other sincerely? Could it be that in the eyes of the prince, Bingxi can only share the happiness of the prince, and cannot bear the pain of the prince? I said angrily.

I'm angry that he didn't say he wanted to be honest? He could tell me the biggest secret of his heart with ease and lightness, and why couldn't he tell me about his troubles.

Indeed, he is omnipotent, there is almost nothing in the world that can stump him, but what he wants to do in the future, the road he has to take, is beyond his imagination and prediction, he is gambling, but since he has tried his best to gamble, there will be losses and wins, if he succeeds, he will win the world. But what if he loses? Will he still face it calmly?

I don't want him to endure this road alone, and every step of the way is so hard.

Listening to my words, Chenxi seemed to remember something, before us, he and I promised to be honest with each other, no matter what happened, we couldn't hide it from each other.

Suddenly, he held my hand tightly, so tightly, so tightly, as if he was afraid that he would lose me.

"Chenxi, what's wrong with you?" Seeing him so nervous, I couldn't help but ask him.

"No, it's nothing, it's just a matter of holding your hand." He said that the strength of the handshake was subconsciously loosened, for fear of hurting me.

"It's nice to have you around!" He suddenly whispered softly in my ear.

I vaguely felt some heat in my ears, and lowered my head shyly.

He complimented me like that, which made me feel a little unnatural.

After a moment of silence, I sat up straight, raised my head to look at his deep eyes, and said word by word: "Don't always keep anything in your heart in the future, remember to tell me, although the power struggle in the palace is terrible and dark, and I don't want to touch, but I am not as fragile as you think, don't forget, I grew up in the palace since I was a child, and the things in the palace, I have seen and heard with my own eyes, no less than you, the prince, know." If you tell me, maybe I can give you ideas, even if I can't help you, I can talk to you and relieve the stuffiness in my heart. ”

His always gentle face suddenly burst into a smile, a smile of emotion, a smile of joy, and a sincere expression of his feelings from the heart. Suddenly, gradually, his brows began to wrinkle, and the corners of his mouth slowly closed into a smile, I was inexplicably stunned, and before I could react, he had already hugged me in his arms.

"Are you still worried about today's court affairs?" His instantaneous change made me uneasy, and I asked.

"If you want to get it, you have to give, and I understand that. Today, I was caught by the third brother's people in the court, and I was careless when I talked about it, and I didn't notice that the people under my hands would commit such a foolish thing. The head of the palace is already struggling, one less is not careful, and it is inevitable that he will lose his head for this, besides, they have their plans, and I also have my own plans and countermeasures, the soldiers will block, and the water will cover up, of course, I will not sit back and wait for things to happen one by one, and I don't want to solve them, nor will I let things happen in a bad way. As he spoke, he didn't worry about the people on the Third Prince's side, nor did he have the slightest fear, as if he had become accustomed to it and was used to it.

"Since it's not worrying, what are your concerns?" When I asked, I always felt that he had something on his mind, and I didn't know what it was.

"I 。。。。。。" He stopped talking, and seemed to have trouble speaking.

I got up from his arms and said to him, "If you have anything, just say it, when did the prince become a mother-in-law and mother-in-law?" ”

"Bingxi, the future is unpredictable, in case you find that something hurts, it is also my last resort, please must understand, don't leave me because of this, okay?"

At this moment, his expression was serious, and Lie actually laughed and said, "Then can you tell Bingxi what the prince did to hurt me?" ”

When I asked him, he suddenly fell silent.

"Okay, kidding you, I'm sure you won't." I quipped him.

Chenxi, he is a person who cares about me so much, how could he do something that hurts me, this is impossible, others may be able to, but he will never be, he is good to me, I see every bit of it, I don't believe he will be like that, he is a person who is kind to me in every way.

"We can't predict what will happen in the future, don't worry, no matter what happens to us in the future, and no matter how the road you take, I will be by your side." I finally saw through the real choice in my heart, and finally I was able to determine the right person in my mind, the person who could stay with me, this time, how could I easily say the word give up. I used to think that sacrifice was to fulfill the other party, but in the end, I found that my so-called greatness had made me bruised, and I didn't feel happy at all.