CHAPTER XXXVII
The white-haired old man left and went, which made me quite depressed, so I could only look at him helplessly and asked, "Old man, what are you tossing back and forth?" ā
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It turned out that the white-haired old man was going back and forth, still struggling with the thing he wanted to say but didn't say just now, and I really convinced him.
So, I said to him, "Okay, just say what you want!" ā
The white-haired old man didn't rush to speak, but paused slightly, and then slowly said: "Actually, it's not a big deal, it's just that your parents are fighting a lawsuit in the court recently in order to fight for the property you left behind." ā
After listening to the white-haired old man's words, my face darkened directly, suppressed the anger that had just risen in my heart, and said to him: "Old man, are you really unable to get along with me?" I finally found some form, and you came to tell me this? If you don't want me to go to heaven, you just say it! ā
When the white-haired old man heard my words, he looked very aggrieved, "I can't get along with you, the people who are fighting this lawsuit are your parents after all, so since I have received the news, I must inform you." ā
At this time, there were thousands of divine beasts running wildly in my heart, looking at this innocent white-haired old man in front of me, I really didn't know what to say about him.
"Then what if you informed me?"
"It's all about you, so you don't care about it?" The white-haired old man asked rhetorically.
I'm completely speechless at the moment. Want me to care? How can I care? Do you want me to testify in court? As a plaintiff, a defendant, or a witness? Or run to the court and tell everyone that I'm not dead yet, I'm just a different shell? Who's going to tell me what the hell I'm supposed to care for?
The white-haired old man in front of me didn't speak, just looked at me quietly, as if waiting for my answer.
I could only reply helplessly: "My name is Chu Tianhe now, everything about Ling Feng has nothing to do with me anymore, is it okay?" ā
The white-haired old man didn't stop there, he still pestered me, and continued: "Whether it's Ling Feng or Chu Tianhe, in the end, it's not all you, what's the point of you escaping like this?" ā
I was lost in thought, and I had been deliberately avoiding my parents all along. Over time, this became a knot in my heart. This time, the white-haired old man deliberately picked up the topic, obviously because of this knot.
I understood the intention of the white-haired old man, and realized that it was time for me to face this knot.
As for my parents' memories, I can say that they are all gray, and there are no other bright colors, not even a slightly brighter color, I can't find them.
In this gray memory, I look back on all kinds of experiences in the past, I don't know why, and I don't have the resentful and resentful mentality I used to have. Although there will still be some sentimentality in my heart, there is only this sentimentality, and nothing else.
After recalling everything in the past, my heart is calm, which I can't imagine before, I don't know why I feel this way, I used to hate my parents very much? Why don't you hate it now?
I looked up at the white-haired old man with some blankness. At the moment he was smiling at me, looking at the way he looked, as if he was secretly reading my heart again.
After a few moments, he shook his head at me, as if to tell me that he couldn't answer the question in my mind and that I had to do it on my own.
Once again, I was lost in thought, searching in my mind for answers. It stands to reason that I should have a lot of resentment towards my parents, after all, they only brought me indifference and pain.
But why is it that now, when I recall the past, I can be so calm, as if none of this has anything to do with me. Is it really because I have changed my identity, everything about Ling Feng really has nothing to do with me?
After pondering for a long time, I seemed to have found the answer. As deep as love is, hate is as deep as it is, and conversely, when you are no longer in love, you will completely let go, and the hate will disappear.
The reason why I used to hate my parents so much was because at that time, in fact, I still had a desire for father's love and mother's love in my heart, but I had a strong self-esteem and was unwilling to admit it. It is precisely because the desire for love in the heart cannot be satisfied that the hatred becomes so strong. That's why I hate my parents from the bottom of my heart.
Now, my desire for father's love and mother's love is completely gone, and the hatred in my heart has lost its sustenance, and naturally it has disappeared.
Thinking of this, I looked up at the white-haired old man again, and he was still smiling at me.
"Do I need to say anything more?" I asked the white-haired old man.
The white-haired old man shook his head and replied, "No need, it's your own business, as long as you're happy." ā
I smiled, and then deliberately quipped, "Didn't you make me care?" Otherwise, I will write a will, sign Ling Feng's name, and then hand it to the court, saying that I have donated all my property, so that their lawsuit will not have to be fought! ā
"Don't mess around, if you get into trouble, I won't wipe your ass!" After saying that, the white-haired old man turned around and left. This time he was really gone.
I sat alone in my study for a moment longer, thinking back to what had just happened. Seriously, I really don't like this white-haired old man very much, but I have to admit that he helped me untie a lot of knots. I wanted to say thank you to him several times, but when I saw his annoying smiling face, I couldn't say anything about it.
In the days that followed, it was still peaceful, and there were no more major storms.
In a blink of an eye, more than 40 days have passed, and the 100-day deadline is about to pass. But fortunately, with my efforts in the previous period, the progress of the novel has completely caught up.
I can finally take a breath, and my tense nerves can be relaxed a little, and I don't have to work hard day and night like before.
In the past few days, after relaxing, I accidentally discovered a special phenomenon, that is, this girl in summer often wanders in a daze.
Maybe some time ago, I was so focused on writing that I didn't pay any attention to everything around me, so I didn't notice this phenomenon in summer.
It wasn't until the last few days that I discovered this strange phenomenon of summer by a very chance circumstance.