Chapter 47: Farewell
Until Chang Shengping took Chang Jingjing and Li Luo away for a long time, Li Sheng was still in the main hall of the Li family with a sluggish expression, and his mind was circling with Chang Jingjing's expressionless poisonous oath:
"Li Sheng, my decision to leave you is no more certain than this moment! Even if I am often lonely in this life, it is better than years with you; Even if I am instructed in the future, it is better than committing myself to serving you! In the future, no matter whether you are prosperous or down, I will never step on the threshold of the Li family again! You and I will cut off the complex from now on, goodbye is a stranger! ”
After Chang Jingjing was taken away by Chang Shengping and Li Luo, the three of them rested in the private seat of a teahouse. Pen~Fun~Ge www.biquge.info Li Luo's heart was as fine as silk, and he instructed the shopkeeper to bring a hot-water soaked handkerchief and help Chang Jingjing stick it on her swollen cheeks.
Chang Shengping saw that Li Luo's care for Chang Jingjing was indeed nuanced, and he liked this self-reliant little woman even more. He raised his eyebrows, smiled gently, and expressed the doubts in his heart:
"Li Luo, actually: you don't have to rush to the place of conquest for Li Sheng, you should know that Claw Wa is naturally thirsty for killing, and his combat skills and troop arrangement are a hundred times stronger than my daily trillions! Why bother to toss yourself after you are alone? ”
Li Luotian smiled lightly, looking back at Li Yaorong's searching gaze, with a relieved look on his face:
"Master, you see me as a woman! Hehe! Actually, I don't have such big ambitions in my heart. ”
Li Luo looked away slightly, staring at the wisps of heat evaporating from the tea party, with a little melancholy on his face, and talked to Chang Shengping about the root cause of his choice to stay away from the land of right and wrong:
"Although I was born in the Li family, I am an insignificant person, my father doesn't take a second look, and my aunt even makes things difficult for me! Only Granny Zhou, who had served my mother, treated me like a dear. Therefore, at that time, I could only think about my own livelihood and that of my mother-in-law: take a step back and open the sky. ”
Chang Shengping furrowed his brows when he heard this, thinking that his daughter had always been born in Anle, but she lacked the vigilance to be prepared for danger in times of peace. He sympathized with Li Luo's life experience and admired Li Luo's perseverance.
Li Luo picked up the teacup and sucked it, feeling that the coolness on his body had faded a lot, and then recalled:
"It was also a farce of chance, Li Sheng's article that bothered me to ghostwrite was appreciated by the king, and after that, of course, I no longer had to worry about eating and drinking, but I couldn't be happy. Because Li Sheng has no talent and no education, and he is unwilling to spend time to stabilize his career, I have become the puppet of his father and son. ”
Chang Jingjing was also listening to Li Luo's past - that time she had not participated in. Thinking of the kind-hearted and kind Zhou Wu's vain death, Chang Jingjing silently complained about herself - at that time, she was only immersed in her own grief, and she didn't take care of Li Luo's bleakness at all.
When Chang Shengping heard this, he took over the conversation with a smile, wanting to relieve the heavy atmosphere, :
"I occasionally heard Jingjing mention that Li Sheng is indeed a useless embroidered pillow. At that time, Jingjing said that every time you help Li Sheng, you will ask for payment, I thought that your little girl was a money-loving person and very business-minded, which was caused by the Li family's favoritism. ”
Li Luo lowered his head a little crampedly, blinked his thick eyelashes, scratched his head and explained shyly:
"I often fall into embarrassing places, so I have to collect some property, speaking of which - those gold and silver are soft and soft, and they were originally funded by Master Chang, and Li Sheng and others are just generous to others. Make you laugh, hehe. ”
Chang Sheng waved his hand, softened his eyebrows and denied Li Luo's inferiority:
"Plan ahead and seek wealth. Where's the joke? You are the same age as Jingjing, but you have suffered a lot, which is really embarrassing. ”
Chang Shengping's empathy made Li Luo feel heartbroken, and he was no longer restrained, put down the teacup and continued to talk:
"Because it can still be used by the Li family, Jiang Hui did not allow me to marry, and I didn't think much about it at that time, but I felt that I had spent a peaceful life with my mother-in-law, which was also a happy one. But as soon as the conscription edict came out, I was pushed out by them without affection, and my mother-in-law chose to hang herself because she didn't want to drag me down. ”
Speaking of this, Li Luo still couldn't control his emotions, his eyes gradually reddened, but he insisted on smiling, which was particularly sour in the eyes of Chang Shengping's father and daughter. They were not only unhappy about what happened to Li Luo, but also hated the Li family's ruthlessness even more, and lamented that Li Luo was carrying too much.
Li Luo wiped away a few tears that overflowed, and his uncalm mood returned to the clear and quiet of stopping water:
"After my mother-in-law died, I had no worries and scruples, and I had already had the idea of running away from home, and the conscription just fulfilled my wish. Although I am a woman, it is inevitable that I will be comical and self-conscious when I go to the battlefield alone. But it is not impossible to contribute to the country you love. ”
Chang Jingjing turned Li Luo's body, shook her head violently, and exhorted emotionally:
"Li Luo, are you stupid? This is the equivalent of sending to death! ”
Li Luo smiled, grabbed Chang Jingjing's slender ten fingers, and asked rhetorically:
"What's the joy of life? Why be afraid of death? As long as I remain in the sad place, the pain in my heart will be greater. Besides, I am much braver than Li Sheng and other wastes, and I may come back intact! Then I will be in your house. Do you hate me? ”
Chang Jingjing wanted to cry, clenched her fists and beat Li Luo, who was in men's clothes, and was generally angry:
"You're just going to eat up the concubine's family, and see if I'll let you go?"
Li Luo was bearing Chang Jingjing's cotton fist, and laughed, but the smile was not deep, and it looked a little reluctant. Chang Shengping understood Li Luo's state of mind, and was also quite in awe of Li Luo's choice, so he looked at Chang Jingjing Zhengse:
"Jingjing, don't mess around, I believe that Li Luo can be safe and sound."
Then, Chang Shengping stared at Li Luo with sincere eyes:
"Li Luo, when you return, I will accept you as a righteous daughter, how about it?"
Chang Jingjing and Li Luo were refreshed when they heard this, and they both opened their beautiful eyes and looked back at Chang Shengping, seeing the sincerity and appreciation in Chang Shengping's eyes, Li Luo pursed her lips, and her eyes were moist......
After saying goodbye to Chang Jingjing, Chang Shengping and the two personally sent Li Luo to the school. Li Luo reported the name of Li Yu, the deceased person of the Li family, and was smoothly entered into the military register.
Li Luo and Chang Jingjing looked at each other and waved their hands across the low wall, as if they wanted to see through each other's faces, so that they could be remembered forever and never forgotten.
"I'm talking about you kid! What else is there to rub into! Hurry up and go to the training ground and wait for General Song to order troops! ”
Li Luo, who said goodbye to Chang Jingjing, was yelled at by the young general at the gate of the school, so he had to turn around resolutely and stride forward. Chang Jingjing looked at Li Luo's vicissitudes and petite back, and couldn't help but lie in Chang Shengping's arms and cry. Chang Shengping was also deeply touched, and lifted his wide sleeves to wipe the corners of his eyes.
Li Luo, who entered the school field for the first time, was like a headless fly, circling the square of Nuoda, stepping on the dust all over the ground, looking for the camp of the soldiers.
ran straight until his feet were sore and his legs were soft, Li Luo was a little discouraged, and teased himself in his heart: Li Luo, Li Luo, you still boast that you are better than men, but this physical strength is poor and white, and you can't keep up.