Chapter 128 This life is only for one person

Yueying heard this and walked out of the room. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info I took a wet handkerchief and wiped Liang Gongzi's forehead and temples.

He looked at me quietly for a while, then suddenly raised his hand and grabbed my wrist, and said, "Xiao Wan, you treat me like this, have you changed your mind?" Accept me? ”

I was silent for a while, and then replied, "I don't have an idea. Doing all this is just an arrangement from the heart. ”

His eyes sparkled.

I sighed, took my hand back, and said, "That's all I can do." ”

He smiled a little and said, "I'm glad you're here, and I don't expect anything else." ”

I looked at him and said, "Liang Gongzi......" paused, and then said, "Liang Feiyi...... Fei Yi? I suddenly felt that it was awkward to call you 'Liang Gongzi' again. ”

He smiled and said, "Then let's call it 'Fei Yi', I like it when you call me by my name." ”

"Fei Yi?" I hesitated to spit out these two words, trying to see if it would be right to say it.

He said a soft "um".

I suddenly felt as if a warm current was slowly passing through my heart, and I felt inexplicably at ease.

After being silent for a long time, I still called him: "Liang Gongzi." ”

His brow furrowed slightly, and his eyes showed a hint of disappointment.

I continued, "I used to think that coming back to this plane again was just to escape samsara and create another life for myself. But later I found out that this is not actually my life alone, because because of some of my behaviors, many people's lives will also be affected. I said, 'I don't have an idea,' because I don't know what the decision I make next will change. ”

He looked at me and listened intently to what I was saying.

I continued: "I've been trying to defend what I think is important, but then those things have become more and more distant from me. So I thought, maybe I shouldn't hold on to them anymore, I should let go. ”

He asked, "What are you going to do?" ”

After listening to his words, I looked up at the bed tent, felt a little melancholy, paused, and said, "I plan to give everyone some space, I no longer expect the things that I value, I just want everyone to be safe." ”

He was silent for a while and said, "This may make your life easier in the Lan family." ”

"Liang Gongzi," I looked at him again, "and when your illness is better, we won't meet for the time being." ”

I've said that before, but now I'm saying it for a slightly different reason. In the past, I didn't want to have too much to do with him, but now I don't want him to be too involved because of me.

His expression was still the same as before, with a mixture of shock and loss, and he asked me, "What is this for?" Then he said, "You still won't accept me?" Don't you have a slight feeling for me in your heart? ”

I shook my head and explained to him, "I don't know how to say it, and I don't have the heart to think about it. I came to see you because I was worried about you, and I felt that I had to come. What I said about 'don't meet just yet' has nothing to do with that. ”

He looked puzzled.

I continued: "The relationship between you and me is too special, and in our previous lives, we both suffered a lot of bonds because of this. Don't meet for the time being, because I don't want you to get involved with me too much, so that you can get less talked. After a pause, he said: "You were originally a dashing person, but behind me is a family, there is no need for you to get involved." ”

He looked at me for a moment and said, "I've thought about this before, so I haven't explained myself to you for a long time. But later, I saw that your situation in the Lan family was worrying, and if you continue like that, you will definitely bury yourself in vain like in your previous life, so I explained everything to you. After a pause, he said, "I'm really not at ease if you let you face everything alone." Even if I'm involved, I'm willing. ”

"No," I refused, "I don't want you to do that." If I do, I'll be embarrassed too. Then he comforted him and said, "Don't worry, I believe I am prepared enough to face those things." ”

He was silent for a long time, and then said, "I understand what you mean. He stretched out his hand again and said, "You have to take care of yourself, I just want you to be well." ”

I took his hand and said nothing.

He laughed a little, and said, "I used to say that I would help me continue to write the drama, but I haven't shown you the previous part of the drama for so long." Since we won't meet again for the time being, I'll give you something first. Otherwise, I don't know how long it will be delayed. ”

I smiled back and said, "Okay." ”

He pointed to a wooden cabinet in the room and said, "You open the cabinet, and the top books are pressed under the plays I wrote before. ”

I walked over to the cabinet, opened the wooden cabinet, and reached out to take out the stack of manuscripts, flipping through them as I walked.

Turning to the second page of the manuscript, I saw a very familiar poem - "Ode to Pear Blossom", which is a song in the Peking Opera "Tang Guifei".

I wondered in my heart, so I said to him, "Did you write this poem, or ......?"

He took the manuscript and looked at it, then smiled and said to me, "This is what you sang and I listened to before, and I thought it fits well with this play, so I wrote it." ”

I only know that I sang "The Full Moon is Good" to him before, but I don't know that I also sang "Ode to Pear Blossoms" to him.

I was a little puzzled and said, "How did it fit?" He reached out again, wanting to take the manuscript in his hand and take a good look at it.

His hand avoided and said to me, "Xiao Wan, can you sing again?" ”

I took my hand back and said, "That's why you like pear blossoms so much?" ”

He said, "Sing it." ”

I took a deep breath and sang, "Pear blossoms bloom / Spring brings rain /"

He stared at me intently, for fear of missing something.

"Pear blossoms fall/spring into the mud/" My thin voice swirled around the room.

"I'm only going for one person in this life/" I suddenly heard him whisper in a hoarse voice.

The corners of my eyes were a little moist, my eyes moved away, and I finished singing the last line: "He is also infatuated with kings/"

As soon as the voice fell, I heard the sound of the door opening outside.

He repeated softly: "This life is only for one person, and he is also obsessed with kings." ”

I put away the manuscript in his hand, and Yue Ying hurriedly came in and said, "Zhu Niang, Xi An has invited Dr. Yao here, and he is coming here." ”

Dr. Yao? I am most familiar with this doctor in Haining, and if he sees me and Yueying, he will definitely be able to recognize him.

I hurriedly got up, but I didn't know where to hide.

Liang Gongzi asked, "Then does Dr. Yao know you?" ”

"Exactly." I replied, looking around Liang Gongzi's room again.

He pointed to a screen inside the bed and said, "Go there, there's a little room in there." (To be continued.) )