Chapter 238: The Price of Wrong Love
It was already afternoon local time in the Americas. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info Chen Lanlan has been in a daze for most of the day since she was disconnected from Zhao Wei's mobile phone, and she has no way to know what terrible things will happen next except for making a call to the police to China. Her heart was full of remorse, it was precisely because of her distortion of her love for Guo Haodong that she turned herself into an unfilial and unrighteous villain. Therefore, although she was anxious, she did not call Li Shunxi's mobile phone to ask, just because she had no shame to face.
When Guo Haodong's caller ID appeared in front of her, her gloomy eyes were filled with brilliance, and she answered the button without hesitation: "Hey, who are you?" ”
As soon as Guo Haodong heard her eager voice, he understood that she was already nervous. Indeed, whoever interrupts the phone call in that situation will surely be on the verge of a mental breakdown.
"It's me." Guo Haodong suppressed his emotions and replied lightly.
Chen Lanlan suppressed her heartbeat and said in a trembling voice: "You... are you okay?" ”
Guo Haodong asked rhetorically: "Do you think I'm okay?" ”
"Mom, they?"
"They're all like me, and they're finally out of danger. But..."
"What? Say it quickly! ”
"Your father Yang Chongqi is gone. Your sister Nan Nan is currently mentally broken because of the strong blow. ”
Chen Lanlan's tears could no longer stay in her eyes, and they suddenly looked like floods that opened the floodgates.
"Haodong, it's all my fault... If I had known the truth about my life earlier, such a tragedy would not have happened..."
Guo Haodong faced Chen Lanlan, who was sobbing, and couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "Lanlan, it doesn't entirely depend on your life experience to cause such a tragedy. If your wish is granted, it will be a real tragedy. Therefore, some of your extreme actions are the biggest source of this tragedy. ”
"Haodong... You still hate me..."
"You are my sister who has been separated for twenty-five years, I shouldn't have a reason to hate you, more often than not, I hate myself and fall in love with a girl I shouldn't love."
"Haodong... We are brother and sister, and it is completely unexpected by each other. But was it wrong to pursue love in the first place? Since you made me fall in love with you at that time, was it wrong for me to insist on not letting go? ”
"Don't let go? Don't let go? Guo Haodong smiled bitterly, "This word is an inspirational compliment on many occasions, but in the love field, sometimes it is a manifestation of selfishness and narrow-mindedness." Because the so-called love does not make the other party carry a heavy burden, choosing to let go is often the embodiment of the deepest love. ”
"Haodong, what are you talking about? If we are not brother and sister, then there is nothing wrong with me striving for my own happiness. ”
Guo Haodong muttered: "I sometimes look back on the short love story that happened with you on the eve of my return to China. But now that I think about it, I have realized some truths from it. “
"What do you want to tell me?"
"True love should take time to test, and the impulse of youth in the moment is not true love. This is the reason why many so-called 'campus loves' have a beginning and an end. Lan Lan, putting aside our blood relationship, just from the communication through the radio waves, it shows the difference in values between you and me. So, you can't simply think that Nan Nan snatched your boyfriend, but that you didn't grasp it yourself. ”
Chen Lanlan smiled sadly: "I know that some of my practices have made you dissatisfied. But after all, I'm younger than you, even if some things are childish, shouldn't I be tolerated by you? In fact, if you can patiently explain some things to me, I can still correct my opinion. But you are becoming more and more alienated from me for some reason, isn't this Nan Nan influencing you? ”
Guo Haodong said calmly: "You are not unreasonable. That's at least one factor. Actually, Nan Nan has already begun to influence me. I was confused for a while, and I didn't seem to know how to choose between you and her, but later, I still insisted on my original feeling that I wanted to carry out my love with you to the end. However, I still have to say that my insistence on the original feeling and neglect the emotional changes that occurred when I lived with Nan Nan was not the truth. As a result, it was this stubborn thought that made me do a lot of things that made me feel strange. Among them, Gui Ling and Li Shunxi were matched with a happy marriage. Of course, in addition, what I brought to Nan Nan was hurt again and again. So, I have no reason to blame her for her momentary missteps, because I pushed her out completely. If I had been kind to her, I wouldn't have let her be so easily overwhelmed by a phone call from you. ”
"Haodong, it seems that you can tolerate Nan Nan, but you still can't forgive me."
Guo Haodong smiled bitterly: "Whether it is tolerant or unforgivable now, it doesn't matter anymore." After all, we have this blood relationship. And the wound left in Nan Nan's heart may take a long time before it can be slowly healed. ”
Chen Lanlan listened to Guo Haodong's words, and couldn't help but have mixed feelings in her heart, and after a painful silence, she couldn't help but ask again: "Nan Nan After this series of blows, can she still return to her previous appearance?" ”
Guo Haodong was silent for a moment, and then said emotionally: "Your father entrusted her to me before he died. I want to spend the second half of my life taking care of her, and let her rejuvenate the lost brilliance of life as soon as possible. ”
"Okay. I bless you all. Chen Lanlan said helplessly.
Guo Haodong hesitated for a moment, and then said: "Lan Lan, you are my sister, even if you have done something wrong, I, as an elder brother, should be tolerant and forgive you." Although there is no love between us anymore, the power of family affection will still unite us. And all the unhappiness that happened before can't be blamed entirely on any of us, just as the price paid for a wrong love. I hope you will also get out of the haze in your heart caused by this incident as soon as possible, and wipe away your tears to welcome the new sunrise tomorrow. After all, you need to start afresh in life, and you still have a long way to go in the pursuit of happiness. ”
"Haodong, thank you, although I feel that your encouragement is more like comfort, but I am afraid that the pain in my heart will not be able to heal in a short time, and I will not be able to return to China. But, as you said, we all have to bear the price of this mistaken love. ”
Guo Haodong was stunned and said, "Do you want to stay abroad for the rest of your life?" ”
"Yes."
"But you still have so many relatives in China."
Chen Lanlan said sadly: "What kind of face do you think I have to see any of you?" Let me maintain a little self-esteem. ”
When Guo Haodong heard this, his brows couldn't help but tighten, and he was silent for a long time before he said: "Lan Lan, please cherish yourself." ”
Before Chen Lanlan ended the call, she didn't forget to advise: "Please take care of my sister." ”
At this time, Chen Lanlan had to put her happiness completely on the unreliable Douglad, and when she ended the call with Guo Haodong, she dialed Douglad's phone again-
Besides, when Guo Haodong put down his mobile phone, he found that Yang Nannan's eyelashes flickered, and then the corners of his eyes were full of tears.
"Nan Nan, are you awake?"
Guo Haodong regained his grip on her little hand and looked at her with concern. However, Yang Nannan no longer had any reaction.
At this moment, Li Suqin finished talking to her cousin and pushed the door and walked in.
Guo Haodong saw that his mother had been tortured for more than a day, and her expression was already haggard, so he couldn't help but stand up, and said distressedly: "Mom, can you also go to bed and lie down for a while?" ”
Li Suqin walked up to her son and reached out to stroke her son's still colored cheeks: "Haodong, how is your injury?" ”
Guo Haodong shook his head: "It's just a little skin injury." I didn't feel it for a long time. You don't have to worry about me, you should cherish your body. ”
Li Suqin couldn't help but say emotionally: "Haodong, you too." Nan Nan and I will rely on you in the future. ”
Guo Haodong couldn't help but glance back at Yang Nannan, and then said solemnly: "You and Nannan will be the most important women in my life from now on, and I must protect you." ”
Li Suqin nodded: "Haodong, I am very pleased to listen to your words." I don't have any hope for your dad at the moment, and I guess he's not far from being down. ”
Guo Haodong looked entangled: "Mom, is there really something wrong with my father?" ”
"Yes. I feel like your uncle has mastered something. Alas, Nan Nan's father is really not worth it for him. I also suffered from gains and losses at the beginning, but I didn't stop Nan Nan's father's behavior. When I think about it now, I also feel guilty. So, I decided to quit. ”
Guo Haodong was puzzled: "If my father also received black money, but where did he get the money?" Is it to hide it secretly and let the money mold? ”
Li Suqin smiled sadly: "He and Nan Nan's father are completely different men. Nan Nan's father accepted black money against his will, completely for his daughter. And he collects black money, I'm afraid it's for his lover @ people. He is a completely selfish man. ”
Guo Haodong couldn't help but be sad: "If it is really like what you said, my father will be planted in the hands of a woman." ”
The next day, Yang Nannan woke up completely, but her eyes were still dull, although she was not as manic as last night, but the whole person's spirit has been in a trance, if someone touched her body with her hand, it made her feel like an electric shock, and let out a frightened scream. This made Guo Haodong and Li Suqin at a loss.
After a night of remission, Gui Ling gradually recovered physically and emotionally, and accompanied by Li Shunxi, she came from her original ward to visit Yang Nannan's ward. However, Yang Nannan didn't seem to know her anymore, although Gui Ling kept calling her and reminding her, she always seemed frightened and trembling.
"Brother Haodong, what's wrong with Nan Nan?" Gui Ling finally asked Guo Haodong with a sad face.
Guo Haodong said abruptly: "I will come to a psychiatrist to help diagnose it in a while, and she looks like she has schizophrenia." ”
"Ahh
"Wait for the expert to come over and hear his opinion."
Li Suqin was called away by Li Weiping before the psychiatrist arrived.
Guo Haodong knew that his uncle took his mother to the bank to get the money that Yang Chongqi left for Chen Lanlan. However, this reminded him of Lan Lan's remorse last night, was it because of his reckless behavior that he lost a considerable amount of money?
However, this thought flashed in his mind, and then he scolded himself fiercely, he shouldn't think so much about the goddess he once thought of, although she brought great harm to herself and Nan Nan. But she is her own sister after all.
The psychiatric expert finally came, it was an old doctor who was over the age of six, and after briefly contacting Yang Nannan, he couldn't help frowning.
"Doctor, how is my daughter-in-law?" Guo Haodong asked uneasily.
The old doctor said with a solemn expression: "Her condition is similar to that of schizophrenia, and if proper treatment and care are not taken, the condition may worsen." ”
Guo Haodong, Gui Ling and Li Shunxi all looked at each other.
Gui Ling said anxiously at this time: "Then what should I do?" ”
The old doctor pondered for a moment before he spoke slowly, "I'll prescribe her some anti-schizophrenia medicine." However, there is no specific cure for this disease. Whether she can recover or not still needs scientific care. ”
Guo Haodong calmed down his emotions and said with a very firm attitude: "As long as you can cure her, no matter what the price is, it will be worth it." Tell us what to do. ”
The old doctor nodded, and said loudly: "If you want to alleviate her condition, you must first use the medicine correctly." Since such patients can't concentrate their minds and won't remember to take their medicines on time, you as family members should urge patients to take their medicines in a timely and quantitative manner, complete daily treatment according to the doctor's instructions, and send them to the hospital for diagnosis and treatment if they find signs of serious illness. ”
Guo Haodong nodded: "I remember, I won't let her stay alone in the future." ”
The old doctor also said, "In addition to the correct use of medicine, it is also necessary to create a proper treatment environment. Therefore, the patient's family should have a harmonious and warm environment, the atmosphere is relaxed, do not make the patient feel nervous and anxious, and do not quarrel with the patient on small matters, which is easy to stimulate her emotions. You should spend as much time with her as possible, communicate with her actively, and encourage her to do what you can to build up confidence in recovery. ”
Guo Haodong pondered for a moment and asked, "In addition to these, are there any other aspects worth noting?" ”
The old doctor thought about it for a while, and then admonished, "You must take care of her daily life." For her, she needs to be taken care of, mainly in terms of diet and daily life, cleaning and hygiene, helping her prepare daily food, urging her to do reasonable exercise, and arranging more social activities, which is conducive to recovery. ”
Guo Haodong immediately said: "Thank you. I'm sure I'll be able to do that. ”
After he waited for the old doctor to leave, he couldn't help but say to Li Shunxi beside him: "Xiao Li, you have also seen that I will take care of Nan Nan for a long time in the future, and I am afraid that I will be very involved in the company's affairs." So, I hope you and Gui Ling can help me pick up the pillars of the company. ”
Gui Ling didn't wait for Li Shunxi to answer, so she first said with tears in her eyes: "Brother Haodong, please rest assured." Although my body has not fully recovered, I still want to get back to work as soon as possible. Even if you can concentrate on taking care of Nan Nan, you should do our part. ”
Li Shunxi wanted to decline Guo Haodong's request, but when he saw Gui Ling's statement, he had no choice but to say: "Mr. Guo, please rest assured." I'll do my best. ”
Guo Haodong looked at the two of them again, so he suggested: "After Gui Ling is discharged from the hospital, she will live in Xiao Li's house." When Nan Nan's condition improves, I will organize a grand wedding for you on behalf of the company. I hope you will cherish this hard-won fate for each other, and don't follow in the footsteps of me and Nan Nan at that time. ”
Li Shunxi glanced at Gui Ling affectionately, and then said solemnly to Guo Haodong: "I know your concerns. But don't worry, I've made everything clear to Lan Lan. Gui Ling has been the whole of my life since then. ”
Guo Haodong nodded tearfully: "Well, bless you!" ”
In the afternoon of the same day, Guo Haodong waited for his mother to come back, went through all the formalities, and took Yang Nannan out of the hospital. Of course, Gui Ling and Li Shunxi also accompanied them.
Although Li Shunxi came to Guo Haodong's house for the first time, he saw that Li Suqin was not in a good mental state, Guo Haodong was taking care of Yang Nannan every step of the way, and Gui Ling's body was also very weak, so he took the initiative to take on the responsibility of the chef and cooked a hearty dinner for them.
While Li Suqin was having dinner, she received a call from Guo Tai asking her to go home
Li Suqin naturally refused Guo Tai's request to let her go home, and said to her husband over the phone: "I will live in Haodong's house in the future and help him take care of Nan Nan for the rest of his life." ”
When Guo Tai heard her words, he was so angry that the muscles on his face jumped, but he was helpless.
After dinner, Guo Haodong refused Li Shunxi's offer to help clean up the mess, but persuaded him to take Gui Ling home early. After all, there are still Chen family couples in his family who are not very reassuring. Moreover, he will have to go to work normally tomorrow.
After Guo Haodong sent Li Shunxi and Gui Ling away, he first settled Yang Nannan and Li Suqin to sleep before starting to be busy with housework. After all, my mother's mental state is not much better than Nan Nan's, and the haze in her heart is still very heavy, and she needs to be adjusted by resting well.
When Guo Haodong was silently shabu-shabu alone, he suddenly remembered the scene of Yang Nannan's careful maintenance of this home, and he couldn't help moistening his eyes. He swore in his heart that he would take good care of her in the future, cure her illness, repair her wounded heart, and restore her former youthful brilliance as soon as possible.
Besides, after Guo Tai touched Li Suqin's nose with ashes, his heart was already thunderous.
After hanging up the phone, I couldn't help but scold loudly at the photo of Li Suqin hanging on the wall: "Stinky woman, your old love @ person is finished, look at you sad like that." If it were me, you wouldn't be like that. Since you are ruthless to me, is Lao Tzu still rare to you? You don't accompany Lao Tzu, some are beautiful women with Lao Tzu. ”
As soon as his mind was hot, he subconsciously made a phone call to Wang Xiaoran.
"Lao Guo, why are you calling me at this time?" Wang Xiaoran asked on the phone in surprise.
Guo Tai said unabashedly: "My wife will never come home again." Can you come and stay with me? ”
Wang Xiaoran hesitated for a moment, and immediately said, "Okay then." I just have something to discuss with you. ”
Guo Tai was a little uneasy and said: "If you come out at this time, your family won't be suspicious, right?" ”
Wang Xiaoran snorted in his nostrils: "He, now he's obsessed with water conservancy, and he doesn't take me to heart at all." I felt like I was almost done with him. ”
Guo Tai breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good." When you come, don't draw his attention, especially to prevent him from staring at you. ”
"Hehe, you're really worried. He's not the man who worries about me that way at all. ”
Ding dong!
Less than half an hour later, the doorbell of Guo Tai's house was ringed.
Guo Tai, who had already prepared, hurriedly came over to open the door, and dragged Wang Xiaoran, who was dressed outside the door, into the house, and hugged him in his arms for a random kiss...