For a long time, I believed that this was fate, I knew that I fell in love with a woman, but I didn't know at that time that this woman could not love him!

The woman I fell in love with was called Yu Wuyin, a beautiful name. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

I was called a 'ghost' director, and I didn't like this title because I finally understood that the reason why I became a director was to hope that one day, I could shoot her!

But she's married!

The groom is not me, nor is it a cold day!

When I knew the news, I pulled Leng Jingtian and drank half to death together, Leng Jingtian didn't ask me the reason, smart as him, how could I not know that I fell in love with the woman he loved.

I didn't say why, perhaps, before I was drunk, I confided the truth to him.

However, neither of us will talk about it again!

At that moment, I could finally answer that question, but the person who asked this question, I couldn't remember, and it was not very difficult to forget.

"What would you do if you fell in love with a woman and she wouldn't love you?"

"I will watch her silently, thinking of her, even if she never knew me!"

For a long time, I was reluctant to meet with the sky, because I didn't know if I would hear this woman's message from his mouth, so I wanted to escape!

But, I know that my heart does not allow me to escape, at that time, I was already a successful person in the eyes of outsiders, many people do not know my true identity, only know, I am a director, a, there is no too silent director in the play!

Actually, I've met her many times, but we haven't talked.

All the people who know me say that I am gentle, son-like jade, gentle and polite!

However, in front of her, I was so serious, so serious, that I never looked at her.

remembers the international festival in the third year of her debut, and it has long been rumored in the circle that Yu Wuyin will be banned again.

She won this award in the first year of her debut, but at that time, she had very few works, although no one could find fault with her acting skills, but after all, her debut time was too short, and many people did not admit it when she won that award.

And three years after her debut, this time she will be the object of praise and envy of everyone, and her excellent works in the past three years, the queen laurel, deservedly deserved.

On the day of the award, Tian and I were invited, however, Tian Tian refused to attend.

I know that he doesn't want to see Yu Wuyin, passing by him, but not knowing the scene, which is also the reason why he has been reluctant to appear in the public eye for so many years.

I tried to persuade him, but it was cruel to imagine that scene!

I don't know her yet, but every time I pass by her, my heart still hurts, what if it's the sky?

How painful would that be?

The farthest distance in the world is not that I love you and you don't know, but that you don't know each other!

However, that day, for some reason, I can see from the eyes of the sky that he will go, but he will not go as a director of Leng Jingtian.

When I sat down at the ceremony, I was greeted by a lot of people around me, directors, screenwriters, actors, everyone!

There was even a well-known actor who hinted that I could have unspoken rules, which made me almost fall to the ground.

I'd love to ask, where do you see that I'm gay, and besides, I'm that kind of person?

I'm very annoyed to deal with people, those actors who imply and explicitly make me annoyed, but I had another idea at that time, if it was her, what would I look like if I came to make an appointment for a show?

However, as soon as this idea came up, I rejected it, because the woman would not be such a person.

In the years that she has been in the entertainment industry, it has been very smooth, and no one has found her, or the people who found her have disappeared in the end.

I've done it, but I'm not the only one!

Leng Jingtian must have done it, and there is a mysterious person who has also done it, but I and the world consciously don't look for this person, no matter what the reason, at least he and I don't want people to know.

The festival soon began, everyone arrived, and at this time, I found that in the back row, only two seats away from me, sat in a red dress, peerless.

I didn't dare look more, because one look at it I almost couldn't help but get close to her, perhaps, the most recent we were, perhaps, the only time.

"Miss Yu, do you know Director Li Yanjing?"

I frowned slightly, who would ask this question?

I looked sideways and saw the woman sitting next to Yu Wuyin in the back row.

I immediately recognized the actor, who was a very famous actor and, moreover, seemed to be the heroine of my next movie.

I was afraid that she would find out about me, so I just leaned back and listened.

Although this actor is a little famous, he should have come from the following group, so I didn't know he was here this time, because I wouldn't have been there before.

And Yu Wuyin also came with the group, so if no one said it, they wouldn't know, and I was very close to them.

"I know, it's just, I haven't spoken." Yu Wuyin's voice was shallow, which softened my heart.

"Hehe, that's also true, Director Li Yanjing won't talk to some people easily." The woman's words were tingling, but Yu Wuyin did not answer this sentence.

And that woman's words made my heart angry.

The person I treated like a jewel, since I was ridiculed by others, I paid it back, in short, at that moment, this actress became a member of the blacklist I wrote.

That day, I watched her walk on the stage and hold the trophy of her glory, and I was happy in my heart, and I secretly thought that he had also witnessed her moment of glory.

I didn't know how to fall in love with her, so I chose to read Buddhist scriptures and pray that I could find answers in them.

The Buddha said: Life in the world is like being in the midst of thorns, the heart does not move, people do not move, and if they do not move, they will not be hurt; If the heart moves, people move recklessly, hurt their bodies and hurt their bones, and then experience all kinds of pain in the world.

My heart is moved, and I am destined to suffer in this life!

The Buddha said: It took 500 times to look back in the past life in exchange for the passing of this life.

Because I looked back at my past life, I was able to pass by in this life.

The Buddha said: Don't say it, don't say it, it's wrong to say it.

So I never thought about telling her all this, and I stubbornly believed that if I didn't say it, I wouldn't be wrong.

The Buddha said: This is why there is, and this life is therefore the other; There is no reason for this, and there is no reason for this, and there is no reason for this.

I thought that one day, when I could forget about her, then the answer would be there, and I stubbornly searched for liberation in the Buddha's sayings.

I'll forget about her, I will! (To be continued.) )