Chapter 196: Redemption
His ex-wife sang a double reed for him, and he couldn't cry or laugh. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 He admits that he is emotional, lacks composure and is not mature enough when it matters, which is a taboo in his profession. Calmness and foresight are the basic qualities of this profession, and if you do not pay attention to improving them, you are doomed to fail to achieve great things.
He had to admit that his ex-wife's old ways were weird, and she was becoming more and more mature in the role of women and even on the road of life, prompting him to realize that he must always have an extra eye when interacting with such a woman, and he must not spoil his own big things because of a moment of negligence. Of course, he doesn't have the slightest idea of getting close to this woman now, and he can't even understand the reason why he has maintained a continuous passion for this woman for so many years, and the spirit of not hesitating to change careers and fight for this woman, it seems that he has suddenly woken up. At the same time, he had to turn his attention to another woman, and he had to spend his mind on this woman, pondering this woman's thoughts, motives, and purposes, caring for her well-being, and fully controlling this woman, who was Shihui. He had a new understanding of this woman, and for a while, he felt that his knowledge of this woman was too little and too superficial, and now he finally lifted the top layer of blindness and saw a new poetry and wisdom looming. Of course, if it weren't for Chen Chun, he probably wouldn't have really realized that Shihui's inner world was so complex and messy, and there were so many flowery intestines and twists and turns. Although he understood her complex psychology of not revealing her heart to him, he couldn't understand her irrational approach of stabbing such a sensitive matter to Chen Chun alone. He is obsessed, and no one will be an exception if he is replaced, but because he is involved in his own hand, he is inconvenient and helpless.
He really felt that the world was crazy, and in his consciousness, it seemed that all the women in the world couldn't get along with him. What did you do wrong to be punished like this? He thinks that Shihui has been a little abnormal recently, and in contact, there is always a little bit different from the usual style, when communicating, there is also a trance, and when he is close, he is also lukewarm. Although he had this unusual feeling, he didn't pay too much attention to these details, and thought that it was just a normal physiological phenomenon, and he never thought that she had such a deep grudge against him. What can't you communicate with him directly, be honest with him in everything, put your heart into your heart, and what problems can't be solved. I believe that woman so much, just because it is my ex-wife, after making up nonsense, she indiscriminately takes chicken feathers as arrows. regarded Chen Chun as a confidant, and revealed the privacy between the two of them without any cover, and this kind of woman. This woman is still the little girl who was under his teachings, this woman, or the little cutie who squatted around her knees at that moment, this woman, or the little woman who was lying on her back and twisting under herself, this woman, or the confidant who was honest with herself and put her heart into her heart!
However, once he thought that he was going to communicate with this kind of woman face to face, his situation unconsciously made him goosebumps all over his body, he had no way to maintain a peaceful mind and a stable mood, his heart was too complicated, too disordered, he couldn't imagine that such a steady and well-organized woman would do such a thing, and would recklessly push him directly against the cliff, so that he had no way out. In any case, they are still different from Chen Chun, and there should be a difference between the inside and the outside, and the inside and outside. As the saying goes, family ugliness should not be publicized, how could she not even grasp this bit of proportion, and excluded him in one fell swoop. Or is there really something unspeakable, if it is really the back waves of the Yangtze River pushing the front waves, and the front waves are slapping on the beach. He didn't dare to continue to think about it, the more he thought about it, the more he felt disgusted and wanted to vomit, as if it was true, the unbearable scenes were vivid, and the scene of Shihui and himself was copied to the two of them.
He was undoubtedly in the middle of the cracks, clamping left and right, and he was bent on rushing forward. However, where was the way out ahead, he was at a loss. In the midst of extreme depression and melancholy, he naturally thought of Qiao Li. He didn't know why he suddenly thought of her, and when he thought of her, his whole heart suddenly opened up. His relationship with Qiao Li is deep, starting from accident, from necessity, purely a game between the sexes, but this game has greatly vented and satisfied his instincts as a man, and made him regain his self-confidence as a man. She is a controversial woman, but men are so strange, the more such a woman, the easier it is for men to find self-confidence and self-esteem, and regain their strength. Qiao Li is certainly not the destination of his feelings, but he has this woman in his heart, and it is undeniable that Qiao Li fully demonstrates her gentle, romantic and passionate personal charm as a woman. It is such a woman, like a sailing ship returning to a long-lost harbor, from whom he receives the pleasure and solace that a man deserves, and makes him have a completely relaxed psychological adjustment. Now, how he longed to see this woman, it was a kind of fascination and attachment from the inside out, an indescribable longing, which would melt all the depression and melancholy in his heart to the fullest.
Just when he was hiding alone in the office and thinking about it, the door suddenly opened. He was wondering who was so rude and came straight in without knocking, and he froze. Because, it was none other than Shihui who came in, it was Shihui, the person he didn't want to see at the moment. He instinctively gloomy expression, but instead he realized that something was wrong, and slowly returned his expression to its normal state.
"I hid in the office alone on Sunday, and I didn't answer my phone, I don't know what happened to you," Shihui complained as soon as she came in, "I asked the doorman Lao Chen just now to know that you are here." ”
"Oh, there are some materials that need to be sorted out, so I hid in the office alone for fear of being disturbed." Dongfang Yu slowly stood up, but did not give up his seat, "What's the matter, what's the matter?" ”
"Can't I look for you if it's okay, we must be together when we have something!" Shihui looked a little excited.
"Hey, I didn't mean that at all, I just said it casually." Dongfang Yu hurriedly explained. Although he was not happy in his heart, he was far from the point where he was about to overturn, so he was extremely tolerant. "Well, it's me who shouldn't be alone in the office behind your back. I'll be with you, what if you don't do anything? ”
Shihui didn't make a sound, but stood in the office and looked around. Dongfang Yu didn't know what she was going to do for a while, so he had to accompany her and follow her gaze. He couldn't say anything, not to mention, his state of mind was far from returning to normal values. He had to have a process of finding out what she wanted to do on this trip.