September 5, 2015, sunny

It's September, and the weather is still hot, but fortunately, the heat is almost over. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

I thought that if I worked and stayed indoors every day, I wouldn't get a tan this year.

Unexpectedly, under the torture of your inhuman boss, I was tanned alive several times.

Mr. Angry, Miss Ben tells you that if I don't come back in vain, you are responsible!

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September 15, 2015, fine

In a few days, it's your birthday.

A gift for you, I've got ready.

Together with last year's gifts, I will try to get them to you in person.

Why do you say as much as possible?

Because I'm not sure if I have the courage to do that.

Even though I've been working with you for a year, I always feel that this year may happen again like last year.

After all, only I know my cowardice in this regard.

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September 17, 2015, cloudy

As I get closer to your birthday, I get more and more nervous, wondering how I'm going to get the gift to you.

I really don't want to hide gifts in my bag and take them out and back like I did last year!

What to do? What to do? What to do?

September 18, 2015, cloudy

It's your birthday tomorrow, but I still can't think of a way.

Maybe I can only be like Valentine's Day chocolates, and secretly put gifts on the table when I get off work.

At the moment, I can only think of such a solution!

Perhaps, when I wake up, God will give me courage because of my piety, so that I will dare to give you a gift with my own hands.

Of course, God is so busy, he certainly doesn't have time to pay attention to me, so I'm on my own.

Don't be angry, sir, if I don't get the gift to you tomorrow!

September 19, 2015, cloudy

Alas! Everything was as expected, and I didn't have the courage to deliver the gift to you myself.

In the end, you can only secretly leave the gift on your desk after you go out.

Although you will be able to see my gift when you come back, I really want to hand it over to you; Really want to see what you look like when you receive your gift; Really wanted to ask you in person if you liked my gift.

But although I have a great desire in my heart, I can't show the courage to match this longing.

I feel like I'm really useless, and I've decided to be brave since last year.

But this year has passed, and I still don't even have the courage to give gifts, and I am too much of a failure!

However, failure is failure, and it is not that there is no progress at all, at least this year I didn't bring gifts home, and that is probably the only thing I can be happy about.

Also, Mr. Angry, although today is your birthday, I still hope you can drink less, after all, alcohol is not good for your health!

Also, stay safe on the road! If you drink alcohol, remember to find a substitute driver, don't drive drunk, it will be dangerous!

Finally, I wish you a happy birthday and hope you will enjoy the gift I gave you.

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September 22, 2015, cloudy

I didn't know what to write because I still couldn't accept it.

Three days ago, I was wishing you a birthday.

But in the blink of an eye, you have left me forever.

I still want to see you more, and I still have a lot of words to say to you, but why are you so ruthless and leave so suddenly, why?

Today, I went to see you, and I saw you lying there quietly, as if you were just asleep.

How I wish you were really just asleep, so I want to wake you up and tell you it's time to get up and work! But you can't wake up anymore.

I cry! I pray! I begged God to give you back.

It's just hateful, that God is still so busy, so busy that he doesn't even want to pay attention to me.

I'm sorry that at this moment, I can't do anything but pray for you.

I'm really useless, right?

When leaving, I left a small white flower on your chest, hoping that it could convey my thoughts to you, who were already far away in another world.

Angry sir, have you received my thoughts?

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September 25, 2015, cloudy

Today, as your assistant, I'm going to help you pack your things.

When I was on your desk and saw the two birthday presents I had placed there, my heart felt like it was torn apart.

I really regret why I am so cowardly! Why am I so courageless! Why didn't I deliver the gift to you myself!

Why! Why! Why!

Instead of a question mark, an exclamation mark appears in my head!

I don't want to, I don't need to know the answer, I just hate myself! It's just hate!

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September 27, 2015, overcast

Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival.

You're a damn, inhuman boss, you're on vacation, but I'm going to keep working on some of the things you've left behind.

You are really cruel, you walked so chicly, but you left me alone here to clean up the aftermath for you, are you really embarrassed? Can't you just come back and help me?

Please, even if it's just once, come back and see me, okay?

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September 29, 2015, cloudy

I could see the sun every day, but I always felt that the sky was so dark and gloomy that I didn't dare to look up at the sky.

I've been busy these days with my final work as an assistant, dealing with those things you've left behind.

The mood is really complicated and contradictory.

On the one hand, I want to finish the work at hand as soon as possible, and then I can escape from this sad place as soon as possible; On the other hand, I don't want to deal with all this too quickly, and I'm afraid that after I really finish everything, the only remaining bond between me and you will be completely broken.

Angry sir, you tell me, what should I do?

September 30, 2015, cloudy

What should be over, there will always be an end.

Today, when I delivered the last document, my job as an assistant was really over.

I wish I could run away from it when it was over, and I might feel better as a result.

But I was wrong, not only did my mood not improve at all, but I fell into the abyss, and my whole heart seemed to be hollowed out.

I kept asking myself, where do I go next? What should I do?

But I just kept asking, but I never found the answer.

Angry sir, it's all your fault, you brought me into your world, but you left me so irresponsibly and left alone, you tell me, what should I do?

I can't get out anymore, maybe I don't want to go out at all.

I'm sorry! Allow me, before I choose to forget you, in your world, for a little longer, just a moment, okay?

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