Chapter Forty-Six: Leaving Relentlessly

Murong Chenxi glanced at the dishes on the table, this was prepared to celebrate Concubine Jin's birthday, just one glance, that look was so cold, what was wrong with him. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Concubine Jin was excited and didn't know what to do for a while.

She said: "Chen'er, E-Niang thought that you wouldn't come today, you can come to see E-Niang, E-Niang is really happy." Come, I specially instructed Mei Xiang to make some dishes you like to eat. He said. Concubine Jin stepped forward to take his hand. He hesitated for a moment, and finally he ruthlessly pushed her hand away, looked at her lightly, and after a while, he finally spoke: "I think you misunderstood, I came to take my princess back to the house." "As soon as the words came out, not only Concubine Jin, but also Murong Chenfeng and I were stunned on the spot, we all thought that he had forgiven Concubine Jin and came to celebrate Concubine Jin's birthday, so he could say so." Fourth brother! Murong Chenfeng was the first to speak, he thought that everything would be happy, but he didn't expect it to become like this, he understood that his fourth brother still couldn't let it go and refused to forgive. When she looked at Concubine Jin again, her tears slid down her cheeks, and pain was written all over her face, it was disappointment, sadness, and sadness・・・・・・ Murong Chenxi completely ignored these and ignored them, and walked straight to me and pulled me to leave. I shook off his hand fiercely, just like he ruthlessly pushed away Concubine Jin, I looked at him coldly, and said to him word by word: "You disappointed me so much, I thought I could convince you, but I didn't expect it to be my wishful thinking, I can't be your ruthless and unrighteous, I will spend my birthday here with my grandmother, and the Seventh Prince will send me back, don't worry about you." "I tilted my head to the side and stopped looking at him, he was so cruel that I didn't want to say a word to him. At this time, the surroundings were very quiet, and the air was as silent as death, and after a while, he said, "Then you should be careful on the road." At the end, he explained to Murong Chenfeng: "Take her back to the mansion well." "Fourth brother, you ・・・・・・" Murong Chenfeng's words were full of helplessness, he couldn't persuade his fourth brother, so it was useless to say more, and he couldn't change Murong Chenxi, he had made up his mind.

When Murong Chenxi turned around to leave, Concubine Jin suddenly spoke: "How can you let go, so long has passed, and the queen mother has woken up from it, and she is waiting for you all day long, and now that she is looking forward to it, do you still not give the queen mother a chance at all?" Murong Chenxi sneered and said, "Why didn't you wake up earlier and didn't give her a chance to accept her, she also entered the palace on this day with the gifts she prepared to congratulate you on your birthday, do you know how I feel when you have a birthday?" Concubine Jin's body stiffened, stunned, and was speechless. I saw that he looked painful, it turned out that he couldn't let go of the knot in his heart, because this day is not only Concubine Jin's birthday, but also Wanli's death day, Concubine Jin's birthday will remind him of her death, no matter which one it is in the end, it will deeply sting him. I thought I had misheard, and when I looked back at Murong Chenfeng, he also had a sad face, and nodded at me and acquiesced. I always thought that Wanli's cause of death had something to do with Concubine Jin's mother, but I didn't expect that there was still this deep meaning, whether it was to meet the sentence: Everything is fate, and it is not up to anyone. No wonder he went out on this day, no wonder he resisted this day, because it was full of sorrow, a mark that he could not erase. I watched him leave the Jinyun Hall step by step without looking back, I watched Concubine Jinniang look at the direction of his departure with tears, her eyes were empty, she must be sad. But what can I do, I can't do anything, watching this sad scene happen in front of me, I can't stop it. I'm an outsider, not a party, and I see everything clearly, but I can't do anything about it.

"He will never forgive me in his life, he won't be ・・・・・・" Concubine Jin's voice was choked, hoarse and weak, and she muttered. "No, he just didn't figure it out, just wait until he does." I stepped forward and took her hand and comforted her, and at this moment I realized that even the words of comfort seemed so pale in an instant. Concubine Jin looked at me, shook her head, and said in a low voice: "You don't need to comfort me, I understand everything, and I know it in my heart, and this time it also makes me more certain." Her words were a little sad, "Thank you and Lao Qi for doing this for me." "Mother, don't say that." I was sad, and suddenly I felt helpless that I couldn't help others. ――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――

Leaving Jinyun Hall with Qianping and Murong Chenfeng, thinking back to the scene just now on the way, he had more than enough strength to do it. In the past, in the state of Chu, under the identity of a princess, you could achieve whatever you wanted, but at this moment, I realized that there are some things that have nothing to do with identity and status. Murong Chenfeng saw that I didn't say a word, and said, "Are you still worried about Concubine Jin and the fourth brother?" I nodded, silent. You have done your best in this matter, and you don't need to mind if you don't succeed, and you don't know the temper of the fourth brother, since the words have been said about this, I'm afraid that the hope of maneuver is almost slim. Besides, this thing was originally difficult to do, and there was really no way to ask you at the beginning, but now that I think about it, it really makes it difficult for you. Murong Chenfeng said apologetically. I understood that he said this to comfort me, and secondly, to hope that I would not take it to heart because of it, such as feeling guilty. How could I not understand his thoughts? "Is there really no room for turning back?" I asked, if he was a ruthless and unrighteous person, how could Murong Chenfeng follow him with all his heart, put him first in everything, and consider him. If he is a man of iron heart, how can the people in the palace be loyal to him. If he is really this kind of person, how can the imperial grandmother bear to marry me to him, I don't believe that she really made this decision for the sake of the interests of the Chu State. Murong Chenfeng shook his head and sighed: "Maybe the time that the fourth brother needs, not now, maybe one day he will put it down." I looked at him and fell silent. Will there really be such a day? If there is this day, how long it will take, no matter how long it takes, I hope this day will come soon, so that he will suffer less, although I blame him, but I can understand his feelings, he will be like this and have to, because he takes the word emotion too seriously, cares too much, and sometimes makes some helpless choices.