Chapter Ninety-One: The Drunken Mantra
Zhong Yang looked at her with a strange expression, Feng Shu'an looked at the pool of water on the white jade table, and explained embarrassedly: "My hand is slipping." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info”
Zhong Yang didn't speak, he didn't know what he was thinking, Feng Shu'an was frightened by his words, not that he didn't think that Zhong Yang would ask her about the past, but now her state is really bad, and she can't say the story that she has already made up, for fear that she will be careless and show her feet in front of him. Zhong Yang said that the only thing he couldn't live in this world was Zhong Shan, and the person who made him feel the most guilty was Zhong Yang. She really didn't dare to think that if Zhong Yang knew that the enemy he wanted to break into pieces was the biological sister in front of him who she trusted so much, how would their brother and sister deal with it at that time.
"You don't look right, is there something wrong with you?"
Zhong Yang's heartfelt concern deepened the guilt in Feng Shu's peace of mind, and she didn't know that although she had tried her best to hide her emotions, her pale face still betrayed her.
"No, just remembering some bad things in the past. I don't want to talk about the past just yet. ”
Zhong Yang nodded knowingly: "Since you don't want to say it, don't say it, I'll just ask casually." ”
"You haven't answered my question yet, I'm the one who asked you first." Feng Shu'an pretended to be calm and picked up the cup that turned on its side, poured a new glass of water and drank it, slightly calming his panicked heart. At the same time, he deliberately led the topic to Zhong Yang.
Zhong Yang didn't take a big sip of wine this time, but just took a sip lightly, and as soon as he opened his mouth, his tone was filled with extremely nostalgic emotions: "Actually, as early as when I was five years old, I had already entered the General's Mansion, and because I was the same age as Shan'er, I often played together. At first, my father-in-law also thought it would be good to have someone to accompany Shan'er, so he arranged for me to be Shan'er's personal bodyguard. It wasn't until I was ten years old that my stepfather found out that we were growing up and had feelings for each other. Shan'er is the pearl of my father-in-law's palm, and my identity is really not worthy of the only daughter of a dignified general, although my father-in-law loves me, but he still has to drive me away, it is Shan'er who forced me to die, so he left me behind. In order to cut off Shan'er's thoughts, my father-in-law had no choice but to accept me as his son, and sent me to the army to stay away from Shan'er under the pretext of training. It's just that my father-in-law didn't expect that I was so talented in marching and fighting, and you know what happened later. Seeing that I was so outstanding, my father-in-law was afraid that someone would attack me with my background, so he suppressed my experience as a current person in the General's Mansion before I was ten years old, because at that time I played with Shan'er, and basically never went out of the mansion, and not many people knew about my existence, so it was also smooth to cover it up. ”
Quietly listening to Zhong Yang tell him about his experience, Feng Shu'an consciously filled his empty wine glass.
"I promised my father-in-law that I would love Shan'er like a sister, but I finally broke my promise." Zhong Yang suddenly thought of something, his eyes were red, and the water cup in his hand was heavily placed on the table by him, making a crisp tapping sound, "I'm really useless, for three years, I haven't found the murderer of my father-in-law." That Gu Tianyu disappeared without a trace as if he had disappeared. Scold! Since the Broken Soul Hall is so protective of her, I will uproot it in the future! ”
Feng Shu'an touched his nose unnaturally, and this action happened to be seen by Zhong Yang.
"Xiao Ni? Xiao Ni! Are you Xiao Ni? Zhong Yang looked at Feng Shu'an in a daze, and muttered, showing his drunkenness.
After hearing the name shouted by Zhong Yang's mouth clearly, Feng Shu'an was shocked, as if he had been struck by lightning, and looked at Zhong Yang in shock.
When Zhong Yang was five years old, he was brought back to the General's Mansion by General Chongmu;
When Tan Yushu was five years old, the West was destroyed;
Zhong Yang is her twin brother;
Tan Yushu was born on the same day, the same year, the same month and himself!
A bold guess came to mind, Feng Shu'an excitedly wanted to ask Zhong Yang who he was shouting, but Zhong Yang's sanity recovered slightly.
"Is it Shu'an? Looks like I'm a little drunk. ”
"You...... Who is it just shouting? Feng Shu was both uneasy and expectant, uneasy that if Zhong Yang was really Tan Yushu, then he killed his own childhood sweetheart and biological brother's father-in-law, if Zhong Yang knew how heartbroken he would be; What I was looking forward to was that I had been looking for someone for so many years, but I met again in such a way, and I hoped to get confirmation that Tan Yushu was not dead.
Zhong Yang didn't know what he remembered, and smiled warmly with a red face: "A childhood playmate." She thinks about you very much, always likes to talk back to me, and is a master who does not suffer. But we've been separated for a long time. ”
Feng Shu sighed with peace of mind, his guess was confirmed, and his mood was too complicated to speak.
"I sometimes really hate my identity as an orphan in the previous dynasty, because of this identity, I was forced to give up my beloved, I was forced to temporarily let go of my father's hatred, I was forced to be false and wronged with the person I hated, and the turbulent situation made it impossible for me to divide my energy to find my childhood friends. Many times I have also complained about why Yuan entrusted me with such a heavy responsibility. An'er, do you also feel this way, hating that you have the blood of the Fengyuan royal family in your body. Halfway through the wine, Zhong Yang confided all the words from his heart.
Feng Shu'an looked at Zhong Yang, who spoke so freely, and was a little envious of him, at least for such a moment, he could say what was in his heart.
"No, I don't hate, but I'm glad. Because of this identity, I can have a group of partners who are willing to help each other and have heart-to-heart fellowship; Because of my blood, I have an excuse to go on the road of unification of the world; Because the power that comes with my mission allows me to do as many things as I want, instead of being at the mercy of others. Three years ago, I might have been willing to be a pawn in someone else's hands, but now, I am bound to be a chess player. Feng Shu'an said the words buried deep in her heart, this is the reason why she knew that this trip was dangerous, and insisted that the Ling family come to Yuandu without regrets. She has lived at the bottom of society, and she has also risen to prominence at the top of the world, and she has been the head of the first organization that stands out from the crowd, and she cannot escape the fate of being manipulated by chess players. So she knows the importance of power, she is not a person who likes to compete for fame and fortune, but she knows that she has to fight, only when she is truly in charge of the world, the pattern of this world can be determined by truly virtuous people.
"What about you? Since you hate, why did you listen to Uncle Yuan's words and embark on this road in the first place. In fact, you have many chances to get out of the way, but you choose to stay. Feng Shu'an knew that Zhong Yang didn't like to fight for power, and with his cleverness, it would not be difficult to get out of this troubled water.
Zhong Yang picked up the wine glass and shook it, looking at the sake in the glass, his eyes gradually cleared: "If you knew what I had experienced, I wouldn't have asked this question." (To be continued.) )