Chapter Sixty-Eight: The Mind of a False Name
The cold and traceless eyelids trembled slightly, and the jade-like face appeared even fairer. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
False name approached him step by step, his expression solemn.
He sneered lightly, and then said, "All this is just your obsession!" Others have obsessions, but they just last a lifetime, and you, because you don't die, even if your body dies, your soul will not leave your spirit, your memory will never disappear, any life, any dynasty, you can casually find the body of a dying person and live there! You don't understand! You don't die, and neither do your obsessions! I want to extinguish your obsession now, and I want you to see clearly, no matter how hard you try, no matter how you calculate, you can't resist fate and take a gentle breath, just like a person pinching an ant to death. Let me ask you, did I put her in Chu Yao's courtyard? No way.
"When she came to Changji Cave, she already pretended to be Chu Yao in her heart, I was going to rescue you, I can't take her with me. I asked her where she wanted to go, and the first thought in her mind was to go to Chu Yao's Qilin Palace! I was a little bit of a push, but you should know that even without my help, she would have run to him sooner or later, and I just picked up my speed. ”
False name sighed slightly, as if he was relieved to say all this, and he continued: "You give up! You changed your life against the sky, and you lost your roots several times, all for her. But the result? She only treats you as a relative! ”
Leng Wuxian lowered his head slightly, listening carefully to the description of the false name.
As he spoke, he burst into tears. Teardrops like jade and pearls rolled down on the beautiful face.
"Okay, I don't blame you for this. But in the future, between me and her, you don't have to interfere anymore. Leng Wuxian turned his face lightly, without a hint of forgiveness in his smile.
False name thought that Leng Wuxian would be able to understand his words and be persuaded by him, but he got such a sentence.
He roared hysterically at Leng Wuxian loudly, and the muscles on his face were twisted: "What are you going to do!" Didn't you understand what I just said? She doesn't love you!! I don't love you all my life! Wake up! Stop being obsessed! ”
False name rushed over and grabbed Leng Wuji's sleeve desperately, his eyes full of horror and puzzlement.
Leng Wuxian shook his head slightly, his eyes staring at the void name were bleak and indifferent, and he said in a low but clear voice: "You don't understand." Whoever started the trouble should end it. ”
The vain name was full of desolation, and he understood that some secrets should not be hidden, his top-secret mind.
He could only gamble now, and he knew in his heart that his winning rate was too low, but he still couldn't convince himself with reason. At this moment, his feelings had broken through the defenses of his cold heart, throwing his reason out of the way for a few light years.
He let go of his cold sleeves and stumbled back, his eyes full of helplessness, "Why don't I understand?" How could I not understand? Why do you think I won't understand? Leng Wuxi, you will never understand, what do you think about her Liu Xunxuan, what do you think about you with my false name, why don't you understand? You said that you need to tie the bell to unlock the bell, but my bell tie is you! What do you tell me to do? ”
As he spoke, he patted his heart, as if he wanted to dig out his mind from there, and held it to Leng Wuxian to ravage him.
Leng Wuxian was stunned for a moment, raised his head and stared at the eyes of the false name, he couldn't understand where the false name came from such an emotion. After all, he and Liu Xunxuan have already told him everything that has been in the world for many years. At the beginning, he saved him, but he just needed a friend and someone to talk to.
Out of nowhere, a breath of wind blew Leng Wuji's purple robe, and the lilac robe easily floated up an inch, but it couldn't blow this stagnant and embarrassing situation, but instead drove Leng Wuji's memory back inch after inch.
Time seems to have stood still at this moment, and the picture seems to freeze, and the whole scene is only the cold and gently fluttering robe and the tears slowly soaked in the eyes of the name.
False name looked at the cold and ink-colored clear eyes, and his eyes were full of tears.
He spoke softly, breaking the silence of the moment, "But you, because of her, have never been thrown into a woman's body in your life. You can throw yourself into a woman, I can't accompany you, I can love you? He looked at Leng Wuxian expectantly.
"False name...... You ......"
Leng Wuxian really didn't expect that the false name would have such a mood for him, he frowned slightly, and his expression was still empty.
"Don't call me a fool! This crappy name! How stupid! I'm so stupid! Everything is silly! The whole world is stupid! The only one who is smart is Liu Xunxuan, the woman who looks silly. She is a woman in every life, and she comes to hook your soul in every life! You don't know that since you saved me from the top of the 50-story building, told me that I can have a more wonderful life, and taught me skills, I have recognized you as the Lord, I am yours, and everything I do is only for you! Whether I'm a man or a woman, I only love you! I will do what you want me to do, and I will never disobey!! False name roared loudly, changing his usual elegance and composure. At the moment, nothing in this world can contain his emotions.
"You have disobeyed, vain! You're going to die someday. Although you have eaten my blood pill and can live with this body for hundreds of years, one day, you will die. And your death is different from mine. You will lose your soul, you will lose your memory. Leng Wuxian was also slightly excited, and his speed of speech was a little fast.
He was a little stunned for a moment in his own heart, after all, he had never shown excitement about anyone or anything other than his life experience and Liu Xunxuan.
However, this moment of ripples in his mind could not shake the belief that he had always held on to the root in his heart.
He gave him a cold glance at the name, and that glance, as if he didn't care about the whole world.
He further explained, "In vain, you will only have the spirit to enter the next life. And you don't have to be humane, because you've killed yourself...... Do you understand? If you don't cherish life, God won't give him another chance to be a human being! ”
"Then you will come to me in my next life! Let me fall in love with you every time! Don't you want to? False Name roared loudly as he retreated, and even the entire bright red robe was lifted by his angry true power, making him even more crazy and demonic.
When he received Leng Wuxian's eyes, his heart became more and more hysterical, he didn't care what he could become in the next life, he just wanted to be able to pay something for Leng Wuxian, he just wanted Leng Wuxian to understand his heart, and he wanted to be able to persuade Leng Wuxian to stop being obsessed with Liu Xunxuan. He can accompany him to find his life, and he can even give everything for him!
"Nope! I won't do it again! ”
The cold and cold voice pierced the entire hall, bringing a slight echo, directly breaking all the expectations and illusions of the false name.
Leng Wuxian is there now, looking cold and noble, but independent of the world. He lowered his eyes and said coldly: "You forget everything, it's better for you." ”
"What do you mean?" False name's eyes widened, and he seemed incredulous and powerless at all this.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have saved you in the first place, I mistook you and changed your life, maybe this is my retribution. Maybe it's because I was lonely for a while and wanted someone to accompany me, so I taught you those things. Now that I think about it, it's actually hurt you. Living like a normal person and enjoying the ordinary is happiness! That's what I want!
"You say I'm obsessed, that's right. After all, I don't want to live like this every day, with painful memories, for the rest of my life. False name, and let me be willful! She! It is the only one I have pursued in my long life of 900 million eons. I love bitterly! If you love me, help me! Leng Wuxian still stood there coldly with his hands behind his back, still so refreshed, he said slowly word by word, but every word was like a blood nail hammered into the heart of the false name.
The tears of vanity stopped, and he stood there quietly, his shape broken.
He understood.
He knew that all his attempts were child's games for him, and he understood that all his efforts were nothing more than scratching his fur.
He can't change him!
But he loved him!
The heart of the false name is both calm and boiling. It is both painful and liberating.
After standing for a long time, neither of them made a sound or moved.
Suddenly, the false name straightened his robe, picked up the bright red sleeves embroidered with peony flowers and dipped his face elegantly, and then smiled at Leng Wuxian and lightly opened his lips:
"Good! I answer you, cold without a trace! You are my master. ”
"It doesn't have to be this way, you're my friend! My only friend. Leng Wuxian stared at him closely, not missing his every move.
"The only one? Good. Sole! The void eyebrows crooked and chuckled at Leng Wuxi, as if all the hysteria just now did not exist.
Even friends are at the expense of it. As long as it's the only one, friend...... That's good!
False name looked at him seriously, with a smile, turned around, resolutely took a step, and left.
Leng Wuxian stood silently in place, only a pair of eyes kept watching the bright red back of the false name.
It hasn't moved for a long time.