What I originally hoped was that my "embrace" would provoke him to make a private agreement with me for life. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info But I'm afraid this situation can't be seen now.

When I confessed, I was a little worried in my heart, the layer of window paper that I wanted to pierce the most was also the most difficult to pierce, if Lan Sheng knew my identity, but he didn't like me, he was afraid that he would deliberately alienate me in the future.

My heart was cold, but I didn't give up, and asked him, "Are you serious?" ”

He replied, "Seriously. ”

I asked again, "Is it because you don't like me, you don't like women to show their heads outside, so you hate me, right?" ”

"No," he explained, "I have already said that, and I don't mean to look down on a lady. ”

"If you don't hate me, then how can you call me 'lady'?" I was disappointed and annoyed.

"Then," Lan Sheng hesitated, "what should I call it?" ”

"You can call me by my name, or still call me 'Brother Wan', anyway, don't call me 'lady'......" As she spoke, my tears suddenly flowed.

"I'm sorry." After a long time, Lan Sheng spoke. He took out the scarf from his sleeve pocket and handed it to me.

I didn't answer, wiped my face with my sleeve, calmed down my emotions, and said to him: "Lan Sheng, think about it again, we have been together for so many days, you really don't like me at all?" ”

He took back the scarf, but did not speak.

I continued: "You said that you felt very happy and comfortable with me, and you said that I could be considered your confidant, didn't you like me in your heart when you said these words? ”

"But it's not the same." Lan Sheng said, "I like you as a friend, and you know that I have a marriage contract, so I can't ......."

"You mention it again!" I was annoyed, "Can't you just have your own ideas, your own opinions?" You've never met that lady, do you like her more than I do? You haven't officially agreed to marry, what are you using this to get away with? ”

He looked at me with a look of surprise and alarm, as if I were someone he didn't know. After a while, he said: "Sister Wan, maybe the verbal marriage contract is nothing to you, but in my opinion, it is related to my uncle's reputation. My uncle is my elder, and I think I have to obey him, so how can I make him do something treacherous? ”

"I'm not trying to force you to do something treacherous." After being silent for a long time, I spoke, "But this matter is not without room for change, you did not meet the lady of that family, and after meeting, you found that they were not suitable for each other, if such a marriage is done, it will not hurt you." ”

He said: "That's why I said that men and women are most taboo in private. ”

I was angry, stuffed the white paper in my hand into his arms, and said, "You're just a fool." I can't tell you more. So saying, he walked on.

Behind him, his footsteps followed.

I turned to him and said, "What are you doing with me?" ”

He was a little cramped and said, "I'll go back to the academy." ”

I said to him as I walked: "Lan Sheng, if you put aside those concerns and answer me honestly, do you have any likes for me?" ”

"Such a thing," he said, "cannot be answered." ”

I paused and startled him. I looked him in the eye and asked, "There are some, right?" ”

His face turned red again, his eyes looked away, and he said, "Let's go back quickly, it's getting late." ”

Watching the two scarlets slowly spread on his cheeks, I burst into a smile and said, "I have already told you my heart, if one day, you can figure it out, come to me, I will wait for you." Then he smiled again and said, "Otherwise, don't come to me." ”

He looked a little puzzled, and said, "This, this shouldn't be, it will always be seen." ”

"No, not will." With that, I turned and walked away.

For the rest of the way, I was very quiet, and I no longer took the initiative to talk to him as before. He probably didn't talk to me because he was afraid of anything.

When he arrived at the academy, he unwrapped the package from his shoulder, took out a few rolls of white paper, and handed the package to me. Without a smile on my face, I said to him, "I am a woman's business, and please don't mention it to others." ”

"Okay, that's natural." He looked at me a few times, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything.

I took the package and went to Master's room and handed the book to Master.

For the next few days, I took a leave of absence from Master and stopped attending the lectures. Although the master was puzzled, he still agreed, and found something for me to do.

I don't go out anymore after dinner in the evening. Zhao Yuan came to invite me several times, but I refused on the grounds that the master had assigned homework.

The "threesome" team was disbanded, but Zhao Yuan was very happy, came to my room and said: "I thought that the scholar surnamed Lan was a boring person before, and this is why you didn't go to him to play, right?" ”

"It's not." I flipped the page of the book in my hand, looked up and asked him, "Why is he so bored?" Why are you talking about people behind your back? ”

He looked surprised and said, "Then why don't you go to him?" I saw how well you got along before. ”

"Master has arranged a lot of things, and I don't have time." I said lightly.

"You can always pull some out." Zhao Yuan said stupidly.

I ignored him. He approached him again and said, "You and him, broke off your relationship?" ”

"Nope." I didn't feel good and said, "You want us to break up?" ”

He looked scornful for a while, and said, "Why do I think you are not the same as before?" ”

I looked at him alarmingly. Fang understood that his words just now were a little irritable. Just as he was about to speak, he went out of the room.

For seven days, I didn't go to Lan Sheng. Of course, he didn't come to me either. My mindset changed from optimistic and confident at the beginning, to restless and anxious, and finally to depressed.

I've already said it, I can't take the initiative to find Lan Sheng. If Lan Sheng really likes me, he will come over on his own. He was held back by those concerns, but if he could have taken the initiative, those concerns would no longer have been concerns.

I began to wonder if he really liked me, maybe he didn't like me that much, so I didn't want such a friend.

I was depressed for many days, and the master noticed it a little and asked me why. I couldn't talk to him, so I had to go back.

Master didn't ask any more questions, but told me that I hadn't climbed Mount Yuelu for so long, so I might as well go around the mountain.

-------O(∩_∩)O~ is back, thank you for the black and white legend, Sister Purple for your support~ ---- The author of the street asked bitterly, is there anyone else, come and raise your hand, I will also say hello to you~