Chapter 8: People with Conflicted Hearts (4)
Since ANN's first press conference, Fei Qingya and Xiang Hui have not met again. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoDuring this time, Fei Qingya thought very clearly that Xiang Hui was the person she wanted to spend her life with. Although she is worried about the relationship between Xiang Hui and An Su in her heart, she will not take the initiative to give up. With her conditions, it is not difficult to find another excellent man, but the relationship is very strange, and the things that are determined are like admitting death, even if there is a good reason, they can't convince themselves. The strange thing is that the two often see each other for ten and a half days, and at that time they feel that they are both busy, which is also a matter of course. But now, although I tell myself that it's not a big deal, my heart is still not steady. Is it true that people are like this, they usually don't care about what belongs to them, but when someone thinks about it, they will reflexively become possessive?
Fei Qingya thought about it and called Xiang Hui to tell her when she would return to China. Xiang Hui immediately offered to pick her up at the airport, which made her very satisfied. After she decided to go back, the two opened up and talked, and if the conditions were ripe, marriage was put on the agenda. Perhaps, it is time for both of them to put aside their work and think about their life's work. As for the problem between him and Ansu, she decided not to think about the past and only look at the future. But she didn't know that there were some things that she didn't remember the past and could develop according to her wishes in the future.
Just as Fei Qingya was refreshed and preparing to return to China, she didn't expect to see An Su before she saw Xiang Hui.
The flight from Paris to City G made a stopover in Singapore, and after waiting at the airport for a few hours, Ansul finally boarded the plane back home. She liked the window position because she could see the floating clouds in good weather. She always fantasized that after she went up to the sky, the figure in her memory could come through the clouds.
An Su leaned against the porthole and closed his eyes to recuperate, and after a while, he seemed to feel that someone was looking at him, and when he opened his eyes, he saw that it was Fei Qingya. This is something she could never have dreamed of.
Fei Qingya didn't expect to meet An Su on the plane, and what she didn't expect was that the seats of the two were next to each other. Both of them are people who have seen the world, although they are not friends, but on the order of the C brand, the two also talked happily. If it weren't for Xiang Hui's layer, maybe they would still be good friends. Things in this world are so strange, no matter how two women see each other and hate each other, but as long as the other party is involved in their feelings, then there will always be a layer of hostility in their hearts.
The two looked at each other for a moment and immediately adjusted to the business model.
The two chatted happily from the preparation of the fashion life hall under Yunshang Huarong to the sales of the major brands currently represented, from the C brand to ANN, from ready-to-wear to haute couture, from international brands to domestic brands, and then to the rapid development of fashion in China in recent years. But on a 4-hour flight, no matter how many topics there are in the fashion industry, there will be times when the topic is exhausted in such a deliberate way of chatting.
In fact, Fei Qingya is a talkative person, and as long as An Su is involved in her professional field, she can definitely talk endlessly. It's just that these two women deliberately looked for a topic because they didn't want to show the slightest embarrassment because they had a common connection. Of course, An Su will never admit that she has the slightest relationship with Xiang Hui. Between the two of them are passers-by, just passers-by. But Fei Qingya thinks that An Su and Xiang Hui are not only related, but also have a great relationship.
One is anxious to clear up the relationship, the other insists on thinking about the relationship deeply, and the two people with their own hearts will soon have no topic. Fei Qingya looked ahead without saying a word, and An Su quietly turned her head to look out the window. The silence was unsettling, and the two of them were thinking of the person they had in common, but they were afraid that the other would mention the person's name. What an ambivalence!
Although Fei Qingya is confident that she can join hands with Xiang Hui for the rest of her life, she still hopes that all this has never happened. What woman doesn't want the man who belongs to her to have only herself in her heart. Emotionally, women don't like uniqueness. And An Su didn't want to hear Xiang Hui's name from Fei Qingya's mouth, purely because she didn't want others to associate her with him. She wished she had never known Xiang Hui.
Over the years, Ansu has been busy with work, in addition to the characteristics of the garment industry, but also because of his own intentions. She never gave herself time to stop. Her busy work life made her fantasize that the little monk was still in the temple of Miaofa, and when she went back one day, she could see him standing at the end of the long staircase and looking at her with a smile. But when Xiang Hui stood in front of her alive, she couldn't help but think of that day when she woke up and never saw the little monk again. She didn't know where to go to retrieve her little monk.
Thoughts are always there, they are hidden in your body, you don't know that they will pop up at a certain moment, and it may creep up in your heart before you even know it. As Cangyang Gyatso wrote in that poem: Just like the moon on Dongshan Mountain, gently walking out of the highest peak.
At this moment, how Ansu hoped that the little monk would come in the clouds and wave to her outside the window. Then she will be desperate to float away with him hand in hand.
The long silence gave the illusion that the other had fallen asleep, but they were both well aware that the other was awake. Such silence is a torment for both of them, and for those who don't know the truth, they never want to know and are tormented to want to know. In terms of feelings, although a smart woman understands that there is too much to know about everything, she can't help but get to the bottom of it when faced with another woman who is inextricably linked to her man.
The plane had already begun to land, and the "rumble" sound was almost deafening, but at this moment, Fei Qingya broke the silence: "You are friends? ”
Maybe this loud noise can hide her inner uneasiness, or maybe if the other party doesn't answer, she can pretend that the other party didn't hear, when she didn't ask anything.
It stands to reason that the sound of speech has been drowned out by the rumble at this time, but it is clearly heard in Ansu's ears. She doesn't need to name names, she also knows who the other person is referring to. She could have pretended not to hear and not answer, but without thinking she replied, "No!" ”
The plane was already taxiing slowly, and Fei Qingya couldn't help but ask, "Classmate?" After asking, she immediately regretted it and began to despise herself.
An Su didn't shake his head or nod, and after a while, he gently spit out two words: "No." ”
These two words did not carry any emotional color, and they were purely negative, but they made Fei Qingya's heart even more uneasy, but she didn't plan to ask any more.
The plane finally stopped, and Fei Qingya turned on her mobile phone. As soon as the phone was turned on, the phone rang, and the other party seemed to have calculated her boot time.
Ansu unbuckled her seatbelt and waited to get off the plane. There were many people getting off the plane, and An Su was not in a hurry to leave, while Fei Qingya was on the phone, although she didn't want to listen to her on the phone, but with a few simple words, she knew that she was busy with work. More than half of the passengers on the plane had already gotten off, and Fei Qingya, who was sitting outside, got up and asked An Su to come out, and then took his luggage. When Ansu picked up his luggage and turned to leave, he said, "It's just a passerby." ”
Although she felt that this sentence was a bit redundant, she still said it, and turned around to say goodbye and leave.