"My name is indeed Xie Zhao, but I am not Xie Zhao, or should I say, I am not your Xie Zhao."

"Even if you don't admit that you are, I know that you are my Xiao Zhao."

"I can't argue with it if you have to say it." Xie Zhao shrugged his shoulders, and there was a look of helplessness on his face that he couldn't continue to talk.

"You don't believe it." Lou Luan looked at Xie Zhao firmly, he was a little dazed for a while, even gods have things that they can't grasp, such as people's hearts, such as love.

"I never believed that there would be love in this world."

"Why?"

"This is my private matter, and it has nothing to do with you."

"I won't force you if you don't want to."

After Lou Luan said this, he gently dropped a kiss on Xie Zhao's forehead. A slightly cool kiss fell on his forehead, and there was a wet and soft touch, and then, the picture in front of Xie Zhao began to fall apart, and soon those illusions in front of him became shallow, shallow and shallow, and then disappeared.

There was a feeling of falling in his body, and then Xie Zhao opened his eyes suddenly, sat up, and the clock hanging on the wall was ticking and walking, and the time showed that it was nine o'clock.

"Is it a dream?" Rubbing his forehead, Xie Zhao couldn't help but muttered softly. If it was said to be a dream, it would be too real, and if it was said to be real, she didn't believe it, pouted, and Xie Zhao decided not to pay attention to it.

Under the bright night, Lou Luan's figure quietly appeared in a place that Xie Zhao couldn't see, and his dark eyes were filled with endless affection.

There are thousands of Taoism, he understands thoroughly, life and death, he can see it, there is only one love word, he does not understand it from the beginning to the soul now, and he has never fully understood it. What is love and what is love? Xie Zhao guarded Murong Yao's reincarnation for a long, long time because of an agreement, and even obsessed with demons, and his love was so affectionate that he was sexual; Liuyue changed the destiny of heaven for Bai Yufei (Bai Ruoshui), and since then he has not been allowed to be in the three realms and six realms of heaven and earth, and he is immortal and suffers from the pain of ten thousand ants every day, but he has never regretted it; Bai Chenyu lost his beloved, his temperament changed greatly, and he ignored the responsibility of the world, and only wanted to see the person he loved again; Qing Ji chose to compromise for love, and even violated the principle of the merman family, and was willing to be a concubine for the rest of her life; Beiyingqiao knew that the loved one in his heart had changed his mind, but he still chose to cover his eyes and cover his ears, and it was not until he saw it with his own eyes that he made a painful decision and forgot his feelings; Mo Li knew that what she did would ruin her nearly thousand-year-old practice, but she still took the risk; Jin Se, Xie Yan, and Fu Hunting had a love-hate entanglement between them, but in the end, they just turned into sighs.

The love is involuntarily.

This was only understood at the moment when he was distraught. But it wasn't until I lost Xie Zhao that I understood how that kind of heart-wrenching and bitter lovesickness kept people awake at night.

Midnight dream, the body temperature and touch of the lover echoed in the palm of the hand, but the beauty is no longer there, the only thing that can be held in his hand is the Linfeng knife held in the hand of the former lover, and that knife once belonged to him and belonged to him in the past, whenever he saw that Linfeng, he would remember what he had experienced as Murong Yao.

His destiny should have been destined to be lonely and widowed all his life, and then he would eventually embark on the path of cultivation and become a god no matter what. This is the fate given to him by the way of heaven.

Therefore, Murong Yao witnessed the destruction of the Murong family, and then separated from his brother Murong Jin in the escape, and then was brought back to Mobei by Xie Zhengyun to become a secret guard. So on the day of the wedding, the city was broken, but what he didn't expect at that time was that Xie Zhao would fall into the devil.

He clearly remembers every life, there are no reincarnations of Xie Zhao, even if he is full of children and grandchildren, a very popular minister, even if there are groups of wives and concubines, and a rich party, what is missing in his heart, although it is only occasionally in the dead of night that he will feel it, and he once thought that it was too much and dazed feelings for getting too much, but then he knew, it was not.

Just because I didn't meet that person.

After becoming a god, he learned that it turned out that he had reconciled with Zhao in every life. Sometimes there will be intersections, sometimes they are just a quick glimpse, and even they once met by chance as birds and swimming fish at the intersection of sea and sky, and then went their separate ways.

At midnight, when the lights of Wanjia were extinguished and the city fell into a deep sleep, Lou Luan appeared in front of Xie Zhao's bed. Looking at Xie Zhao's sleeping face, he couldn't help but reach out and gently caress the cheek of his wife, who had been grinding his temples countless times.

"Xiao Zhao, when will you remember me?"

In response to him, Xie Zhao felt something on his face and turned over, and Xie Zhao, who was sleeping, tightly grasped Lou Luan's hand that was caressing Xie Zhao's cheek. With a wry smile, Lou Luan wanted to pull out his hand, but he didn't succeed.

"Any man can't help but do something in the face of his wife he loves and hasn't seen for a long time." Lou Luan let Xie Zhao grab his hand, leaned over, and gently dropped a light kiss on Xie Zhao's forehead.

"Still, I've decided to wait until you've got it all figured out. Otherwise, it's not fair to you. ”

On the second day, before Xie Zhao woke up, Lou Luan left.

Not long after Lou Luan left, Xie Zhao woke up, she stretched her body, and felt as if she had a dream, she couldn't remember what she dreamed of in the dream, but she remembered that there was a pair of hands in the dream that made her feel very relieved, and then Xie Zhao smiled mockingly.

She is past the age of dreaming, and she knows that there are no fairy tales in this world, let alone any magic, and she no longer has hope for love. Lifting the quilt and getting up from the bed, Xie Zhao walked into the bathroom and smiled in the mirror.

"Come on, Xie Zhao. Today is another day. ”

The sun shines brightly into the floor-to-ceiling windows, covering the furniture with a layer of golden light, warm, and the noisy cries downstairs come to my ears, Xie Zhao changed into a uniform, and finally confirmed in front of the mirror, and then picked up the uniform bag and walked out of the door.

Let's do it today, Xiao Zhao.

In the place where Xie Zhao couldn't see, Lou Luan was still watching her, and this time, Lou Luan was standing next to Lu Yuchen, or should he be called Liuyue. The long white hair of the past was now cut short and dyed with dye, and the wide white robe was replaced by a white shirt and trousers.

Looking at Xie Zhao's departing figure, Ryuyue smiled shallowly. "Why, you haven't let her remember it yet?"

After a pause, Lou Luan replied softly. "Hmm."

"If you want me to say, don't be so reserved, how good it is to be like me, even if Yufei doesn't remember me, but I still know that that person is her, and she still loves me, that's enough, those heavy pasts are borne by me."

"Thank you for the suggestion, I'll consider it."

Three months later

Xie Zhao looked at the rare number on his phone, and was silent for a long time before pressing the answer button.

"Hey, what's the matter? Mother. ”

"Xiao Zhao, I arranged a blind date for you, in XX Cafe, the time is set for three days."

Xie Zhao was silent for a moment, calmed his heart that wanted to be angry, and exhaled a long breath of turbidity. "Mother, you haven't called me for a few years, and now you're calling just to say this?"

"Xiao Zhao, there are some things that you are still young, so I didn't say anything. Now that you've grown up, then even if I say you've got your own judgment. Sometimes, even if it is engraved into the bone marrow, earth-shattering love does not necessarily last forever, not because of no love, but because of many things. I'll go back in seven days, and I'll tell you everything then. ”

"Okay, I know, I'll go on a blind date, and don't forget your promise."

After Xie Zhao finished speaking, she hung up the phone and buried herself in the quilt.

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Three days later.

Xie Zhao looked at the man sitting in front of her, and she couldn't help but widen her eyes. I felt a little unbelievable.

"You-"

"Hello, can I call you Xiao Zhao? My name is Lou Xichao, I think I like you, no, I love you, I don't know if you want to spend your life with me. ”

Silence, silence. Silent. There was silence.

After a long time, Xie Zhao spoke.

"As long as you can do what I say, I think I will."

"Please."

"I want a promise that I will never betray."

"If that puts you at ease, then I swear." Lou Luan raised his hand.

"I, Lou Xichao swear here, with the way of heaven as a witness, and the gods in the sky as a vision, this life, no, life after life, never betray, hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son. If you break your oath, your soul will be destroyed. ”

After Lou Luan's oath was made, there was a purple thunder in the clear sky, Xie Zhao looked at the thunder flashing outside the window, and some pictures suddenly appeared in his mind, and at this moment, her tears suddenly flowed uncontrollably.

She opened her mouth to make a sound, but she couldn't make a sound anyway, and it wasn't until a long time later, when her emotions had calmed down a bit, that she regained her voice. She uttered the man's name in a slightly hoarse voice.

"Lou Luan...... It's you, you're coming...... I ......"

"Yes, it's me, Xiao Zhao."

"I once said that this time, I will not let go of your hand, no matter who you can. Sorry I'm late. ”

"No, it's not too late, I'm so happy. It's finally waiting for you. ”

On this day, as the sun set, Lou Luan took Xie Zhao's hand and walked slowly on the street for a long time. Their shadows were stretched for a long time, and the lovers finally met again after a thousand years.

In this life, there is no war, no annihilation, no helplessness, and no heavy fate, they are just an ordinary pair of lovers in this world.

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Goodbye to the extravagant life? If

"Now, Luan, I just thought of something."

"What's the matter?"

"If, when Emperor Bai He married Aunt He, and did not awaken the Lingxing Destiny, if my parents had not died in the conspiracy to destroy the world, if you had not been broken and my brothers were separated, and if I had not come to Sangyu Town to pick me up, if I were just an ordinary mulberry picker, would we still meet?"

"I don't know. However, if Emperor Bai He marries Feihe, then my family will not be ruined, and your parents will not die, but you will still be taken back to Mobei by General Xie, there is no doubt about this. However, if I had never been a family and my brothers were separated, I would have become an ordinary person in the world, either studying, or practicing martial arts, and finally entered the court. At that time, Emperor Bai He may still be a Ming monarch, maybe we will see each other when we enjoy the flowers and visit the garden, and we will have a glimpse, and then we will have a secret feeling. We will get married, and then the children and grandchildren will be full, and finally hold each other's hands and smile Jiuquan. ”

"But maybe, we'll never see each other for the rest of our lives, right, Luan."

"However, there is no if, Emperor Bai He loves to solve Feihe's begging but can't, Lingxing's fate of destroying the world, the family is ruined, the first time I saw Sangyu Town, and then a few years later, I love you, I once had nothing to do with Fengyue, just because you are my salvation."

Reverently kissed Xie Zhao's forehead, and the cold fog in Lou Luan's eyes all melted away.

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Extra twilight rain

As a heavenly master, he is a person who knows the heavens and the earth, and in this world, there are very few people who can peek into the heavens.

Everything in heaven and earth, the cycle of life and death, everything, he sees it clearly, and because of this, he will always look at the world with that indifferent look. It's like watching ants go about their work. Until he met Bai Ruoshui, although she always claimed to be Yufei, but Yufei was not Yufei, she was a Feifei, Feifei twilight rain, good as water.

I don't know what to do, and I go deep. When he found out that the love was deep-rooted, it was too late to get out, and he couldn't break free from the love network, so he went against the sky, sacrificed his soul to the sky, and tampered with the destiny of heaven with his body, although the price was that his soul was repelled outside the Three Realms and Six Realms from then on, and he endured inhuman pain every day, and he didn't even know when his soul would be annihilated.

However, he has no regrets.

The love is involuntarily.

Because I love someone, all willingly, so I want to be with my lover, so I want my sweetheart to live a long life, so I am delusional.

Therefore, the square inch is lost and the heartstrings are messed up.

Even if it's a point of no return.

I once secretly laughed at myself, and I didn't understand why someone was in love, didn't know it, questioned, why did he still force it even though he knew that there was no fate, but in the end, at the moment when the figure fell, all reason and clarity were left behind.

It turned out that he was still a mortal after all, not a god.

The heart will still beat for someone.

In this life, until the soul is annihilated, I will be with you. Even if your soul is annihilated, you will be transformed into stars to protect you.

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Extraneous explanations

The worst decision Xie Yan ever made in his life was the evil act he did to Jin Se on that day.

As the last branch of the Mobei Xie family, he has remembered a sentence since he was a child, what he wants must be fought for, otherwise it is a sign of cowardice, and he has always demanded this from himself.

Power, want, seize with power.

Money, want, power in exchange.

Beauty, want, directly forcible seizure.

So, that day, when he saw Jinse, he didn't hesitate at all, he took Jinse away like this, and killed the maid who had been hindering him.

Then, Jin Se became his woman, but after all, he was hypocritical to him, and the smile faked made him not know what to say, and then later, Jin Se killed him, looking at the once innocent woman gently leaning on the arms of the deputy general and smiling with a happy face, Xie Yan was at a loss for a while.

Was he wrong?

He just wanted the woman to smile again.

Sure enough, he was wrong.

With such thoughts, he died, and then he thought that everything was going to end, and he came to the underworld, because the killing was too deep in his life, he could not be reincarnated, so he inexplicably became impermanent, and then later, he saw Jin Se again, and like him, Jin Se, who was also burdened with killing and obsession, could not be reincarnated, gradually, and for a few years, he became the king of Hades, and between him and Jin Se, he was neither a lover nor an enemy.

Obviously, he was vaguely aware that Jin Se no longer seemed to dislike him, but none of them took that step.

But everything has cause and effect, and seeing that the merits of sitting down are full, there are two paths in front of Xie Yan, one is to become the king of Hades, and the other is reincarnation.

At this moment, he hesitated, who had been killing decisively. However, in fact, I have already made a decision in my heart.

Sitting alone in the palace of the king of Hades, Xie Yan looked at the palm of his hand with a distraction.

It's time for this to come to an end.

Three days later, he elected a new successor, walked alone to the gate of reincarnation, and asked Meng Po for a bowl of Meng Po soup that had never been mixed with water.

Just as he was about to drink the water of Lethe, a voice interrupted him.

"Wait, Xie Yan."

Turning his head, Xie Yan saw Jin Se.

"What are you going to do?"

At this moment, Xie Yan heard his indifferent voice.

"I'm going to be reincarnated, but until then, I have something to say to you."

Jin Se seemed to expect Xie Yan not to say anything, she took a deep breath and continued to speak, "I...... I have never forgotten what happened, and I have never regretted the choice I made, but in the years of wandering in the world, when I finally chose revenge or reincarnation, I found that I still love Fu Huntzhi and choose to give up revenge, I ...... At that moment, I also gave up loving Fu Hunting, it's not that I don't know what you once thought about me...... It's just that...... Well...... All in all, I feel like I should have a fresh start. ”

Listening to Jin Se's words, Xie Yan smiled, although it was only a shallow smile, and then he asked Meng Po for a bowl of Lechuan water and handed it to Jin Se.

In the next life, I hope that the time for us to meet is just right, not too early, not too late.

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Broken thoughts

I'm done writing it.,The text + the extras are completely finished.,Although no one reads it.,But thank you for the people who can insist on reading this article.,After all, the author I'm logically dead.,The writing is poor.。 The next article is Fanghua Benji, a lily article. A story about the growth of a woman, but where is it specific...... Well......

There's a lot to say about this article, but it's also a lot of times when I don't know where to start.

Regarding the heroine, Xie Zhao, her definition is that she is too obsessed and becomes a demon for love.

The male protagonist's words are probably a serious death paralysis, but in his heart, there is a lot of emotion in his eyes, well, more restrained.

Those who are crazy about love about the men and women who appear are a one-sided side of the human being.

Fu Huntzhi's hesitation, Jin Se's resoluteness, Xie Yan's reticency, Lou Xiyan's protection, Mo Li's recklessness, Shengge's persistence, Rourong's hope, Bai Zhi's arrogance, Gu Zhan's transformation, Furui's waiting, the painter's obsession, Bai Chenyu's madness, Xie Feihe's forbearance and inferiority, Xie Zhengyun and Mrs. Jie's life and death, Baili Chi's silence, Lian Yu's game world, Jia Ruo's life has no love, the company of red sleeves, Xie Moyan's forcible seizure, Bei Yingqiao's self-deception, Peach Blossom's willful stubbornness, Liuyue's rebellion to change the destiny of heaven, Bai Yufei's restraint.

Hopefully, my stories will make you feel a little moved. Yes...... Well, this one is a bit difficult.

All in all, the mountains and rivers are long, and there will be a period in the future, maybe today I am still unknown, and my works are not enough to move anyone, perhaps, many years later, my writing can finally move someone and move someone.

I wish it was enough.