Chapter 4: Li Ting (4)
My favorite place to stay is the library. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info It has my favorite quiet, quiet like another world. As long as I have free time, I choose where to stay. When I was a freshman or sophomore in high school, I would often go to the library to work part-time to supplement my living expenses. In my third year of high school, I mostly chose to volunteer.
As usual, after borrowing books from the school library, when I returned to class to pack up my books, I heard a girl's voice at the door, and she said, "Who is Li Ting?" Someone is looking for it at the school gate! ”
When I looked up at the door, the figure who was talking was gone. Immediately, I heard the girls in my class behind me talking about me.
A said, "The man is coming to her again!" ”
B said, "I really can't see it, she still looks like she doesn't want to be seen by anyone on weekdays!" ”
It's not the first time I've heard such a gossip. Others speak even more excessively. However, my heart has never had any fluctuations because of this. I never thought that I would be so calm, calm and calm into a state where I don't care about myself.
I put my books in a drawer and walked out of the classroom to the school gate. In fact, the man in their mouths is not as confused as they think. It's a boy my age who has the same fate as me.
His name is Xingrong, and I regard him as my only relative in the world. Before high school, we were in the same school. His grades have always been above mine, I don't know why, after junior high school, he chose a technical school. He doesn't say, and I don't ask. Everyone has their own independent choices, doesn't they?
He would come to see me from time to time every week, and when I got to the door, I didn't see Xingrong. But I saw that Ihan looked like he was waiting for me. When she saw me standing, she approached me with her arms folded. She was obviously alone, but she walked out of the feeling of immenseness.
She looked down at me, and I looked up without a wave.
She said, "Listen to you, you've managed to get my attention!" ”
I could hear something in her voice, and she must have been thinking about the morning. In fact, I know that as long as I am willing to keep my breath down, she will not come to trouble me again. But I stubbornly believe that I have no reason to lower my breath.
I said, "And then?!" ”
As soon as my words came out, it was obvious that the atmosphere was not right. Her eyes went from slightly surprised to sharp, and the corners of her mouth twitched for a while.
"And then?!" She snorted and said, "Of course, I will pay attention to you in the future!" ”
I'm still not moved by the atmosphere, "It's approaching the college entrance examination, you should pay more attention to yourself"
As I spoke, I watched her pupils dilate, as if there was a fire burning in her head. She snorted and said, "I think you're stupid for the fire in your head!" I only know how to read by death, and I don't understand the sophistication of human feelings! Hum! ”
She snorted and turned to walk away, but I was about to sink into a dark panic because she mentioned the fire from seven years ago. My mind began to flash through the fire, and then the shouts of my family in the fire. I could feel my body start to tremble, and my palms and forehead began to sweat. Suddenly, I felt that the world was beginning to crumble, and I was about to lose the only light.
"Listen!" I heard Xingrong's voice, and he called me again, "Listen!" ”
I had just come back from the panic I had created, and the excitement I felt was beside me.
He said, "What are you doing here?!" Could it be that you know I'm coming, and you're waiting for me?! ”
I knew he meant to just have a cheerful atmosphere, but I wasn't in that mood. I tried not to let him see that something was wrong with me, and I said, "I don't know, it's so hot in June!" ”
Then I casually wiped the sweat from my forehead with the back of my hand. He chimed in, "yes, I almost cooked it when I went to my internship!" ”
Listening to his voice, I was almost calm. I looked up at him and was surprised to see that he had grown taller and darker at the same time. He was wearing a coffee-colored T-shirt and white-washed jeans, which showed that he was very frugal.
"I haven't even asked you," I said, "how are you doing at the technical school?" ”
He smiled and said, "Good! Of course! ”
He laughed with a deep dimple on his left side, which felt brighter than the sun. It is said that people get along with each other for a long time, and they will infect each other. It's been seven years, I'm still me, he's still him.
"I started my internship," he said, "and I took part in an auto repair competition this morning and won first place!" ”
"Congratulations" I said, "You're busy, you don't have to come to see me all the time"
I know that the time of Xingrong is divided into three parts. One is studying at a technical school, the other is a part-time job in my spare time, and the other is always taking care of me. I know that I shouldn't always be troublesome and prosperous, but he is my only relative in the world, and I can't do without his support and care.
"I'm not busy, I'm idle!" As he spoke, he lowered his head and poked something out of his pocket and handed it to me, and when I saw it, I realized that it was a gold medal. Like the size of a glass soda spout, the cap is about two millimeters thick.
"This is the medal of the competition, you are going to take the college entrance examination, as a blessing, I will give it to you" He said "you can't refuse"
He knew it, and I really intended to refuse. But he sternly said that I couldn't refuse, and I took it and said "thank you"
He smiled with satisfaction and looked up behind me.
"Looks like your school's meal has arrived," he said, "I'm going back."
How many times have I wanted to ask him why he didn't go to college? But the words came to the lips. I swallowed it back.
I said "yes"
He turned around with a smile, and I looked at his back and didn't immediately turn around and enter the school gate. He suddenly turned around and smiled and waved at me. And I just looked at it and didn't say anything. He won't be angry, he's long been used to me like this, this way of getting along with me.