Chapter Eighty-Six: To Live or To Die
Li Mo's expression gradually changed in contradictory emotions, on the one hand, he felt sorry for Bai Yuefei at the moment, and on the other hand, he felt that he could no longer let Bai Yuefei continue to languish, he knew her too well, at this time, if she didn't force her, it would not be a problem for her to stay in this room for ten days and a half months. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
So, Li Mo put away his distress and forced him word by word: "Bai Yuefei, do you plan to stay in this house all the time and not go anywhere?" He was already angry at her torture behavior, and the emotions that had been suppressed all night erupted uncontrollably, and he asked: "Since leaving Jiang Tong makes you so uncomfortable, why do you have to make such a choice?" ”
Bai Yuefei was stunned, she didn't expect Li Mo to say such words, she was speechless for a while, and couldn't help but grab the quilt.
They were silent.
The room was breathtakingly quiet.
Li Mo was a little annoyed, thinking that he was saying too harshly?
Halfway, Bai Yuefei took a breath, and finally whispered: "I love him, but there is more fear in that love, and that fear makes me retreat, and I don't have the courage to continue to love, so I did this result that I am most unwilling and least want." ”
Seeing that her hand was still holding on to the quilt, Li Mo couldn't bear to force her again, sighed, and said: "I shouldn't interfere in the matter between you, but, I want you to understand that from my point of view, there is a problem between you and Jiang Tong, you love him so much, you finally entered into marriage, do you want to think about it again?" ”
"It's not a matter of getting along," Bai Yuefei denied, she was the party concerned, she knew better than anyone else the problems that existed between them, she revealed her heart: "We all have a resistance to each other, I love him wholeheartedly, I don't expect him to love me wholeheartedly, after all, love is impossible to be equal, I just hope that when I am with him, each other is happy, but these days, he and I are rarely happy, and what is even more sad is that I am afraid of the person I love!" ”
"Fear can be overcome."
"No, I don't want to get over it." Bai Yuefei shook her head excitedly, and her deep voice instantly raised several decibels: "I never want to overcome, I don't want to overcome the pain he gave," Speaking of this, Bai Yuefei was very excited, her hands clenched into fists, and she beat the quilt violently, she almost shouted: "I hate that pain, I hate him ...... me like that"
"That's it! All right! Li Mo hugged the excited Bai Yuefei, he held her hands and comforted: "You calm down, the past is over, don't stop it, now the only thing you need to do is to make yourself slowly better!" ”
Bai Yuefei was still excited, tears were rolling in her eyes, but her raised voice was obviously low: "Why? Why do you think he did that to me? I said don't do that to me again, I will never forgive him again, but he still does that to me. ”
Li Mo was stunned, and judged a rough idea from Bai Yuefei's words: Jiang Tong forced her twice, and he made her fearful, and finally made her choose to break up.
How could Jiang Tong treat her like that? Li Mo couldn't believe Jiang Tong in Bai Yuefei's mouth, but he knew that everything Bai Yuefei said was true, he looked at Bai Yuefei in his arms with a heavy expression, only Jiang Tong would let her hurt like this!
Suddenly, Bai Yuefei withdrew from Li Mo's embrace, and she said to herself with a crying voice: "He doesn't even care about my people anymore, how can he care about my forgiveness?" Worried about my feelings? ”
Li Mo frowned deeply, always felt that things shouldn't be like this, and he actually said Jiang Tong's heart: "Maybe Jiang Tong treated you like that because he couldn't control it, you are his wife after all, Jiang Tong is a normal man, and it is reasonable for him to have that kind of thoughts and actions towards you, but obviously he went too far and hurt you, but no matter what, I think Jiang Tong loves you." ”
"Is it that every time he can't control it, as long as he wants it, I have to give it?" Bai Yuefei smiled bitterly, a piercing chill in her heart, she shook her head: "I can't do it, do you know?" Before and after I got married, I also thought that he loved me, and he and I could live happily ever after, but until now I don't know that it was an illusion, because I love him, so I imagined everything too beautiful, but the reality is cruel, isn't it? If he really loves me, even if I hide from him, with his ability, it will not be easy to find me? But, a day passed, and he didn't look for me, did he? He doesn't care! I don't care if I go or stay! ”
"It's inconvenient for me to comment on your emotional matters, but Yue Fei, this time, you are still a little willful! You have to think twice, once some people miss it, it will be difficult to have a chance to do it again, now that you and Jiang Tong are married, there is a marriage contract between you, it's not that you say you want to leave and leave, and, are you really determined to go this far with him? ”
"It's not that I'm going to go this far with him, it's he who has brought us to this point......" Bai Yuefei couldn't say any more, that paper marriage contract was just a formality for her, anyway, she wouldn't fall in love with anyone again! Whether she is single or married, her identity doesn't matter to her.
Seeing that Bai Yuefei's lips were tightly closed, obviously not wanting to continue talking about her marriage with Jiang Tong, Li Mo stopped, sighed, turned around and walked to the bedside, he opened the curtains, and the bright light rushed into the room.
He said, "Look how good the sun is outside! ”
Bai Yuefei looked out the window, the dazzling sunlight jumping between the leaves.
Li Mo pointed to something: "Such a bright sunshine is after the wind and rain." ”
Comprehending the meaning of his words, Bai Yuefei's fingers were entangled in her chest, she looked at the sunlight dancing outside the window, her lost eyes gradually brightened, she took a deep breath and said: "Li Mo, as long as I give me more time, I will definitely be reborn, love is very heavy, but I will not leave love and live or die." ”
Glad that Bai Yuefei came to her senses so quickly, Li Mo smiled and said, "I'll wait and see." ”
Bai Yuefei really didn't disappoint Li Mo, she was cheering up little by little, for example, she ate a little more than breakfast for lunch, and after dinner, she was finally willing to get out of bed, go for a walk in the garden, and breathe in the fresh air.
The sky is full of stars.
The moonlight was shining brightly.
The flowers are blooming in the moonlight.
Bai Yuefei's body recovered a little, and her mind was also clear, as if she remembered something, she suddenly stopped, looked at Li Mo beside her and asked, "What time are you on the plane tomorrow?" ”
Li Mo paused and stopped: "...... I ......"
"What's wrong with you?"
"I'm worried about you, so I don't want to go back for a while."
"Li Mo." Bai Yuefei said solemnly: "I don't need you to worry, you hurry up and book tomorrow's ticket." "Father Li's affairs are much more important than hers, and she doesn't want Li Mo to delay her trip back to Italy for her.
"It won't be good to go back two days late!" Li Mo said lightly, anyway, he never believed the news that his father was seriously ill from beginning to end.
"Li Mo, going back on your word is not a gentleman's behavior."
"I don't want to be a gentleman, let you do a good job."
Bai Yuefei was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "I'm a girl, how can I be a gentleman?" ”
Li Mo looked at her and sighed, "You finally smiled." ”
Bai Yuefei suppressed her smile and said seriously: "I will get better slowly, but it will take a little time to ease and adapt." ”
Li Mo looked at her firmly: "No matter how long it takes, I will accompany you." ”